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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Aug 16, 2020 11:28:48 GMT -6
Edit: This is the post I'm replying to: So... Now I am waiting to be received into my new old church. Meanwhile I am troubled by doubts concerning faith matters (which makes me ashamed because some part of me seems to think that you can't be a church member when you can't get rid of doubts wether God actually exists. And than there are alwys those "helpful" people starting with this holy spirit thing when I tell them that my way of dealing with doubts is in parts to reason about matters of faith. No, of course that is wrong and coming from the devil when you reason about things that you don't understand, how dare I!). Aleo with doubts about my life in general. Also I feel terrible alone because I have no real friends (of course adults don't have friends, stupid, they have work and silly hobbys maybe, but hey, who ever needed real friends past the age of 20...). Also my wife never visits church with me, because she does not really care about religion and sometimes denies things like the concept of guilt, which both discourages me quite a bit. Did I mention that summer in Germany sucks? I used to enjoy the season when I was young, but over times it became more and more disgusting for me. All in all I think I am in a state of minor depression. Prayer might help. Thank you, if you pray for me!
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Post by barabbas on Aug 18, 2020 21:35:22 GMT -6
So... Now I am waiting to be received into my new old church. Meanwhile I am troubled by doubts concerning faith matters (which makes me ashamed because some part of me seems to think that you can't be a church member when you can't get rid of doubts wether God actually exists. And than there are alwys those "helpful" people starting with this holy spirit thing when I tell them that my way of dealing with doubts is in parts to reason about matters of faith. No, of course that is wrong and coming from the devil when you reason about things that you don't understand, how dare I!). Aleo with doubts about my life in general. Also I feel terrible alone because I have no real friends (of course adults don't have friends, stupid, they have work and silly hobbys maybe, but hey, who ever needed real friends past the age of 20...). Also my wife never visits church with me, because she does not really care about religion and sometimes denies things like the concept of guilt, which both discourages me quite a bit. Did I mention that summer in Germany sucks? I used to enjoy the season when I was young, but over times it became more and more disgusting for me. All in all I think I am in a state of minor depression. Prayer might help. Thank you, if you pray for me! Praying. The problem (with these "helpful" people) is that too many of them think that doubt and faith are opposites and can't coexist with each other. That's false. Some Christians have even thought that doubt is essential to faith. Not sure I'd go that far myself . . .
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Post by _ on Aug 26, 2020 18:33:37 GMT -6
Hey Prayer Warriors, I hope you are well. I am halfway through my electroconvulsive therapy sessions. Prayers extremely appreciated.
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Post by anfauglith on Aug 27, 2020 1:26:50 GMT -6
Hey Prayer Warriors, I hope you are well. I am halfway through my electroconvulsive therapy sessions. Prayers extremely appreciated. Hope you will be well soon!
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Post by Bartimaeus on Aug 29, 2020 13:21:37 GMT -6
Just sent 10 lbs of paperwork to India. Please pray that it arrives intact and that we find favor with the government so we can go get our son.
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Oct 8, 2020 21:30:12 GMT -6
Pray for peace for me. Thanks.
I wrote details on Facebook. For those who don't use FB or know my profile, I might post details here tomorrow. Until then, I just... don't "feel well".
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Post by _ on Oct 11, 2020 17:46:38 GMT -6
trapped with increasing pain suicidal torment suicidal escape
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Post by avjr on Oct 11, 2020 21:20:55 GMT -6
trapped with increasing pain suicidal torment suicidal escape Just prayed for you.
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Oct 13, 2020 10:32:23 GMT -6
My neighbors may have COVID. It will take "4-6 days" to get the results. There are a lot of things I could say about this, but for now, please just pray for them, and the people who live near them, including my family. Thanks.
EDIT: THE TESTS CAME BACK NEGATIVE!
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Post by _ on Oct 16, 2020 15:50:22 GMT -6
I’m in a lot of pain.
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Post by Thomas Eversole on Oct 17, 2020 8:29:48 GMT -6
THE TESTS CAME BACK NEGATIVE! Hooray! Physical pain? Emotional or spiritual? All pain sucks, but I'm so glad to see you here bro.
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Oct 17, 2020 15:23:43 GMT -6
I'm so glad to see you here bro. Same _. In spite of the negative circumstances, I am glad to see you here again.
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Post by Thomas Eversole on Oct 18, 2020 9:34:49 GMT -6
My dad had chills this morning, and went in to take a covid test. He and my mom will have to quarantine until at least the test results in 2-3 days. Whatever the result, I would be grateful for any prayers on the health and wellbeing of my parents.
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Oct 23, 2020 10:31:06 GMT -6
My mom's friend has COVID.
Good news: The friend lives far away, so they have not been in close contact with my family. Bad news: The friend has several health issues and is likely immunocompromised.
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Post by Thomas Eversole on Oct 24, 2020 8:59:09 GMT -6
My dad had chills this morning, and went in to take a covid test. He and my mom will have to quarantine until at least the test results in 2-3 days. Whatever the result, I would be grateful for any prayers on the health and wellbeing of my parents. My dad tested positive for COVID. Both of my parents have been advised to quarantine until November 5th. I've been checking in several times a day to make sure they're feeling ok. They feel fine. I think they're quite bored though...
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Post by Thomas Eversole on Oct 26, 2020 8:25:59 GMT -6
My parents got this very strange letter in the mail. Both have COVID, both seem to still be doing ok, and the local health department explained to them (by phone) what's required with quarantine, and they agreed to it.... but this letter came after the calls, and it was practically like a "cease and desist" type letter. It was a formal document to sign saying they agreed to quarantine, or else the health department will be following up with the court for criminal charges.
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Post by Bartimaeus on Oct 26, 2020 9:55:31 GMT -6
My parents got this very strange letter in the mail. Both have COVID, both seem to still be doing ok, and the local health department explained to them (by phone) what's required with quarantine, and they agreed to it.... but this letter came after the calls, and it was practically like a "cease and desist" type letter. It was a formal document to sign saying they agreed to quarantine, or else the health department will be following up with the court for criminal charges. I would absolutely have them call the health department to see if this is legit (so many scammers out there trying to take advantage of this), and if it is, to explain what exactly it means. I haven't heard of this before, please keep updating. Praying for your parents too. SO much scary misinformation out there.
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Oct 26, 2020 12:15:29 GMT -6
... If they're quarantined, how do they return the document? How does anyone know they signed it? Video conference with a notary??
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Post by Thomas Eversole on Oct 26, 2020 13:11:19 GMT -6
Praying for your parents too. SO much scary misinformation out there. Thank you brother. I would absolutely have them call the health department to see if this is legit (so many scammers out there trying to take advantage of this), and if it is, to explain what exactly it means. I haven't heard of this before, please keep updating. I've talked to a few other people that said in their state, they can't get their health department to do anything with COVID cases. No calls, no follow ups with positives. Nothing. Then I talked to someone else, they said that in their state, anyone who doesn't sign "that letter", ends up getting some police officers to come over with ankle bracelets. The track-your-every movement kind. I'll ask my dad if he tried to call and talk to them about that letter, specifically its "tone"...
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Post by Thomas Eversole on Oct 26, 2020 13:43:12 GMT -6
I would absolutely have them call the health department to see if this is legit Well, I asked my dad if he asked the health department about that letter. Not only did he say he never planned on talking to the health department ever again, but he's planning on going straight to a local congressman after their quarantine is over.
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Post by avjr on Oct 30, 2020 20:12:38 GMT -6
Pray for United States of America, Trump, Biden, Pence, Harris, Political Parties, the people, to get through Election Day, and whoever God wants a candidate to be president for His glory.
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Post by anfauglith on Nov 2, 2020 14:22:51 GMT -6
I must go to the hospital on Wednesday. Went to the doctor last week because of back pains and painbin my right leg. Rhey did a MRI examination and when the pics came back they coincidentally discovered some irregular growth of cells on the other side... Doctors said it could very well be benign and that it doesn't need to be cancer or so. But they need to check it. So I am going for a biopsy. Please pray for me for I am afraid of that and the whole situation comes with a xertain amount of stress for me. Thank you!
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Post by anfauglith on Nov 6, 2020 4:17:27 GMT -6
Thanks so far!
So the guys at the hospital (aka doctors) took out some of my flesh to analyze of what this fucking thing in my muscle is. I'll have to wait until the 13th of november though until I will be told if it is benign, malignant, whatever... Prayers still very much appreciated. I try my best to keep my mind off from thinking about it and off from panicing and beeing scared, which makes me feel ashamed because in the end I do not know anything, maybe many people have stuff like that and its completely harmless, but the sheer knowledge of having a larger tumor kind of thing in my muscle... just gives me bad vibes. The doctors so far told me nothing really, which I understand in some way. Soneone said it could be a kind of random growth of blood vessels, which would be not that bad I understand. Hm...
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Nov 6, 2020 19:16:44 GMT -6
Pray for Sebat from Frost like Ashes! He's having heart surgery.
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Post by _ on Nov 7, 2020 12:38:37 GMT -6
arm bleeding psychic pain torn throat useless hands empty space distant tomb poverty of language vomit of mud vagitus of what fuck words disquiet of mind warm blood and wine trembling labyrinthine burned by violence bruised by stillness lacerated viscera moaning cold eyes disgust peace of man torn to pieces shotgun oral fixation filth desiccated murmuring kill monster eviscerate slit my fucking throat so the words stop
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Post by Bartimaeus on Nov 7, 2020 13:46:42 GMT -6
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Nov 7, 2020 14:19:23 GMT -6
arm bleeding psychic pain torn throat useless hands empty space distant tomb poverty of language vomit of mud vagitus of what fuck words disquiet of mind warm blood and wine trembling labyrinthine burned by violence bruised by stillness lacerated viscera moaning cold eyes disgust peace of man torn to pieces shotgun oral fixation filth desiccated murmuring kill monster eviscerate slit my fucking throat so the words stop Check yourself into a psych ward at a hospital.
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Post by _ on Nov 7, 2020 14:34:23 GMT -6
arm bleeding psychic pain torn throat useless hands empty space distant tomb poverty of language vomit of mud vagitus of what fuck words disquiet of mind warm blood and wine trembling labyrinthine burned by violence bruised by stillness lacerated viscera moaning cold eyes disgust peace of man torn to pieces shotgun oral fixation filth desiccated murmuring kill monster eviscerate slit my fucking throat so the words stop Check yourself into a psych ward at a hospital. "100 93 86 79 72 65 58 51 44 37 30 23 16 9 2" (kane) i'm good
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Nov 7, 2020 14:59:54 GMT -6
???
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Post by julienbakerfan on Nov 7, 2020 22:40:36 GMT -6
I'm praying for this situation and for you. I'm also very confused. What do these numbers mean? They what you get when you aubtract 7 from 100 and then keep subtracting 7 from each sum, but what is their significance? Who is Kane? This has me really worried to be honest.
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