Post by Deleted on Nov 20, 2016 16:42:03 GMT -6
Wisdom is a gift of the spirit. The following is a very long post of wisdom from the Wisdom Slave `Anan
`Ebed Chokmah
A man in pain, going by the name `Anan who was in deep suffering prayed unto God for help in his torment and was visited by Uriel, Archangel of God.
Question from Uriel to `Anan: Can you weigh for me the weight of fire, a measure of wind, or bring a past day back?
Answer to Uriel from `Anan: The ways of the angels of the most high are great. truly no mortal man can understand these things without proper teaching. You have allowed me understanding of this question you have posed upon Esdras, For as surely as you have committed the sun to my sight, and unto my heart the wind, surely I have the answer you seek. For IF one's body were combined with the elements and they kept that body piece tied to that element pure and holy and blameless, you could measure any element in pounds, bushels, etc. but only if you could measure the righteousness of the body piece of a being who was connected. So thus the weight of fire, depends on righteousness of those who have been equipped with fire, and thus the measure of wind likewise. As for the bringing of a day past upon once more, is not the Morningstar node the node that brings one throughout time unto lost days, unless you are a shekinah allowed God's presence, for all of those are outside time itself.
Question from Uriel to `Anan: Can you survey the depths of sheol and know what lies in a room of judgment?
Answer from `Anan unto Uriel: IF one could access the sight nodes of a room, such as Tartarus and truly see what lay in it, the depths could be revealed in a single room, but only if one could access the node of Tartarus, which is in a single room.
Question from Uriel to `Anan: Who can show the path of Wisdom, where she will gather for what she does not seek, and take from what is hers to belong, and answer unto God that no man can find her?
Answer from `Anan to Uriel: Did you not teach me the Wisdom? Did you not tell me of Wisdom's most glorious face and give me knowledge of who she is and demanded it kept secret until she came and gathered and demanded others see it? Truly I did not find her, for I was taught of her by you.
Question from Uriel to `Anan: IT seems you marvel at these and I have no other choice but to ask you three questions. IF you give me the appropriate answers, I will take you as my own, but if you do not, I will watch you flail among men for some time for not answering my questions, for the prayer you have prayed unto God has reached my ears and I am in distress from him, for what I have told you and revealed to you.
Question 1: Who can measure the weight of the sun itself, and by what means can the sun remain calm and kept from bursting asunder?
Answer from `Anan: It is written from the Lord's womb comes forth the ice, for the angels of God are born of ice, but not like mortal ice of men. Yet in your obedience unto God, and fervent loyalty your ice has calmed the sun's rage and has claimed you as its own shade, for you are its regent and it does whatever pleases you.
Uriel’s Answer: My slave you shall be to ponder the wisdom behind all that is allotted to slaves and thus to gather the knowledge of those among them who are seen as wise. Because you have answered how to weigh the weight of fire, and to measure a measure of wind, even speaking of how to bring back a lost day I will show you the depths of the heart and the wickedness therein through your own suffering! You will be the victim of all the deep wickedness inside you and through it you will learn wisdom, for you will have experienced firsthand the suffering necessary to understand it and you will write of it in Wisdom that she will indeed see if you are worthy to be a son of her. Go forth slave! Go forth for if you do not tell me what you have learned you are not worthy to be called my slave! Yet to help you I will give these proverbs to you!
Uriel’s Proverbs To `Anan
1. Wisdom is true folly if it is not sought properly
2. Wisdom is not true folly if it is sought correctly
3. Seeking Wisdom is as easy as a day
4. Wisdom is my companion, thus the scroll follows me everywhere I go
5. Wisdom is sorrow when accompanied by men
6. Wisdom is the great way to uphold righteousness when it is as easy as a day
7. Wisdom is an honor when accompanied by a day
8. Wisdom is a guide to those who are lost, so seek wisdom
9. In pain wisdom sheds its glory
10. The mouth of a simpleton invites folly, yet to himself he is wiser than God
11. Pray for wisdom, and God's voice shall be heard in song of a day
12. Seeking wisdom is the treasure for a day, worth more than any payment of labor
13: As righteousness is sought, wisdom increases, like interest for your investment
14: Wisdom is many things, yet folly is always a flogging
15: Understanding is the handmaiden of wisdom, yet the handmaiden of folly is the whip
16: Wisdom spreads like honey on wafers, yet folly spreads like disease
17: The value of men is their character, they can be rich or in debt
After saying these things to `Anan, Uriel took flight into the shadows and `Anan began to ponder what wisdom truly was. The following three books of slave proverbs, slave reflections, and slave psalms are compiled into the first anthology of the `Ebed Chokmah, which is the ancient Hebrew words for Wisdom Slave.
Book 1 – Slave Proverbs
The proverbs of a slave:
1. Wisdom is the heart of all knowledge. All knowledge flows through her and feeds life to all things living. Yet folly is disease.
2. Death unto Satan and to those who seek evil they will find his home.
3. A broken will is the Sensei’s apprentice, yet a broken spirit is to the Sensei’s own shame.
4. If a burden is great, how much greater the conqueror, if a conqueror sees himself as great, how much greater the burden. Yet only God is great!
5. Wisdom pours out her gifts, and in return she requests your life!
6. How can anyone reject wisdom once they see her; her beauty causes all men to reel, and men stumble at those who she greets.
7. Who perverts wisdom? Those who do not see her beauty. for to them her face is covered and her back is turned to them. Yet in their minds they have her as their bride.
8. Wisdom seeks among the youth, is there any who will turn from folly? Is there any who seek the Lord? If even a man was aged in folly and desires her, would she not seek his audience?
9. There is no honor in a wasted life. Yet a life without the fear of God, is the garbage pit.
10. Life to those who model themselves after wisdom. They give food to those who hate them, to those who have nothing they give their all. Their reward is to be her handmaidens and her princes at the gate of God's holy temple.
11. Is not the Lord good? Does he not grant wisdom as a faithful companion throughout life. Even in battle her bow strikes down folly.
12. Wisdom is a warrioress, she battles ferociously and tirelessly, for to her the battle is as common as breath to the living.
13.When wisdom judges, even the condemned say she judged with equity.
14. To those of folly, there is no wisdom, in their depraved minds they must create it.
15. To the leaders of folly, people cannot see truth unless they are told what truth is, leave it to the people of folly to explain it.
16. Who has power? Who has wealth? To those of folly, wisdom is shown by possessions. To the righteous, it is shown by sacrifice.
17. Wisdom seeks out the humble, the upright of heart, for they will give her a home to rest her weary bones.
18. Wisdom is a joy to the righteous, yet to the folly minded it uproots their comforts.
19. The Lord holds wisdom by her hand, he guides her as one who would guide their house.
20. The Lord bestows honor and wealth to those who bestow these to their father and mother.
21. What child can seek wisdom, to learn from others mistakes and not his own? Show me one, and I will declare him a king.
22. Even the carnivorous animals praise God, yet the carnivorous man knows only folly.
23. What of those who cast judgment? They are like a curse on their children's children, even unto the seventh generation. But the blessing of grace is forevermore.
24. Can a child be cursed for their father's actions? If he does the same as his parent he is worse off.
25. A name is a heritage from God. No one names their children after the wicked, unless they are cursed themselves.
26. The wicked are forgotten, only remembered in spite. The righteous may not be remembered by man, yet God writes their names in plain sight, to be admired.
27. If then the righteous have hard lives, how much more the wicked have torment because of them.
28. Gore, violence, unholy bloodshed. Those who seek these things will never depart from them in hell.
29. A man will save a city and be despised despite his heroic deeds, yet a corrupt official will gain all praise.
30. What then can righteousness be compared to? If it is not known it is to wonderful to comprehend, how much more so those who seek it!
31. The Lord calls for battle, who is on his side?
32. Amazing to the mortal is the angels, amazing to the angels is the righteous!
33. If the angels long to understand grace, can a human understand its glory?
34. If one does not seek God, how could they know truth? If one does not fear the Lord, how could they know love?
35. I am fine, we shall see, says the folly minded. They do not use their eyes to see even the mortal world.
36. If creation echoes God's praise, Why does the human hold their tongue?
37. The slaver makes his money on the backs of those stronger, Will not the Lord show the slaver their strength? He will, and the slaver will be no match!
38. The Lord defends the widow, why then do those who seek him turn their head the other way?
39. If a man owes a debt to another, he will turn a blind eye to the wicked deeds of that man. Even churches can be corrupt!
40. We have the most power for we have a greater following says a corrupt leader, yet God does not honor the many, but those who seek him.
41. If we had lies, why then would everyone agree, says a corrupt leader. He is oblivious to his own delusion he created.
42. If the wicked prosper it is because of wickedness, if the righteous prosper, it is due to the fear of the Lord.
43. A righteous king judges beyond human understanding. It is as if he knows all things.
44. By honor a marriage is defined, thus a husband seeks to honor his wife, and his wife seeks to fulfill that honor.
45. A broken wife cries out to the Lord, will not the husband be broken by he?
46. The angels see, yet speak not. Yet in the day of judgment all shall be made known.
47. If an artist paints a picture admired by all, people wonder what he admired.
48. Folly is easy to do, anyone can sin. Yet the folly admire that they are rebels.
49. If one seeks wisdom, they are an endless fountain spring in a desert wasteland. It will become an oasis for the delusional wanderer.
50. If a teacher over-criticizes, the student is frustrated. How then can he learn truth?
51. If one over-criticizes himself, will not his fruit be the same? All who eat of it deem themselves unworthy.
52. People praise the deeds of one obsessed with work. Yet his family is in disrepair.
53. How can a man lead his family if he leads others more?
54. Fault is in all mortals, yet humility causes change.
55. A secret from one against the other, a secret from the other against the one, woe is the one who hears it from both. A barred cage with no escape is his home.
56. How can one smile in suffering? Even a songly bird chirps his pain in death.
57. A man unable to see his faults is like a pig to the butcher. He doesn't realize his walk is his last!
58. Like a flock of sheep gathers together for safety, so also one's family should be. Woe to the one who strays!
59. A disobedient son is a scourge to his parents. Though they try to help him, he will destroy them.
60. What man can understand a mother's love? It is like an ant who contemplates the heavens.
61. If one corrupts good teaching, it justifies the wicked who think themselves righteous.
62. This means that, that means this, the double minded rant delusion. They do not even care about its true interpretation.
63. Noticing every detail is the wicked. Blind to every detail is the wicked.
64. The wicked set for themselves a delusional system for the world. Yet among the wicked there is intelligence of folly.
65. A spoiled child will not learn respect. When he is older he will demand injustice. Who then will the Lord hold responsible for this travesty?
66. I have beheld a great sorrow in my day, A youth who seeks righteousness led astray by an enticing whore. When she was done with him, his heart was set on evil.
67. I have beheld a great delight in my day, A wicked youth led to wisdom by his mother. When she was done with him, his heart was set upon the Lord.
68. Good Manners impress the elderly. Their home will open to you, and they will shower you with the respect of the aged.
69. If the crown of the aged is their wisdom, how much more is folly a whip in their sight.
70. A young man has plans to conquer the world for his bride. His wife smiles and loves him even though it is not fulfilled.
71. Does a man have to seek wisdom only through his own turmoil? Can he not learn from others the secret of the aged?
72. Does not the cat prey on rodents? Does not the dog chew on bones? So also the wicked eat disease and decay.
73. Do not be too judgmental to say something is too fierce and frightening to be of God. Is not a lion's roaring disturbing? Is not a bear's growl evoking fear? Yet both are praising the Lord!
74. How can one say, only kindness and gentleness are of God? Is not the Lord mighty in battle? Is his wrath not as great as his mercy?
75. A seemingly good natured man may end in flame, yet a sinner may appease the Lord with repentance on his deathbed.
76. The world seeks judgment for all evil deeds. They demand everything be taken into account, except themselves.
77. If the wicked apologize, it is for their own personal gain. If the righteous apologize, it is the gain of the one they harmed.
78. Heap upon heap is unjust riches gained by the wicked. Heap upon heap is the corpses of the wicked gained by unjust riches.
79. Wisdom is a cavern of riches buried deep in the earth. It may take much digging and sweat until you see it. Yet it comes in a moment and comes in a huge quantity.
80. No wise man will say he is wise, as no sand crystal would say it is the entire seashore.
81. A man plays a tune, and the merry dance. The wise say a proverb, and the upright are in awe.
82. To whom does the Lord bestow wisdom? To those he sees fit. To whom is bestowed folly? Those who see themselves fit.
83. Joy and good laughter comes from the aged when a youth has discovered wisdom. In their minds, they can die in peace.
84. A young man with wisdom can learn the secrets of the aged. The aged will not keep quiet around him for they cannot help themselves.
85. An obedient son makes his mother's grave at peace. A disobedient son made her grave in spite.
86. The deep wisdom of the aged is different than the wisdom of a youth. Though both are wealth, the aged own kingdoms, while the youth owns cities.
87. Wisdom is a secret. If you tell it to the wrong person, you will surely die.
88. Seek the Lord, then seek wisdom. Does a man find warmth before he builds a fire, or does a man wear an outer garment unless its winter?
89. The value of a dollar to the righteous is their hard work, the value of a dollar to the wicked is their scheming.
90. What can be said of a man who humbles himself before God? Even if he was once the most wicked of men, the Lord bestows wealth and honor. Even fallen kings have been restored kingdoms for humility.
91. Peace from God gives joy even in suffering, yet to the wicked peace is only in causing suffering.
92. Man's wicked desires are the devil's wish to fulfill, is not all ruin on earth from both in hand?
93. If an angel of God's name is too great to be understood by righteous mortals, is not Satan’s evil the same to the wicked?
94. A wise man will not perish, even in death he seeks the Lord. His dying regret is that he can't live longer to share wisdom with the foolish.
95. A wife is one of the greatest treasures the Lord grants a man, Will the man spend it on foolish things and not know poverty?
96. Women who fear the Lord show their husbands the secrets of wisdom. After all is not wisdom the most beautiful of all handmaidens unto God?
97. Paranoia can make a loyal friend a bloodthirsty traitor in the eyes of a man. Even kings fall victim to it. So fear the Lord, who grants peace of mind unto those who fear him.
98. If even a little child forgives so easily a wrong done against him, is not the kingdom of heaven for those who do the same?
99. Haughtiness is not just for one who thinks himself above others, Even fools find it in suffering. They think their pain is above the Lord's.
100. Darkness is light to those who see the Lord as condemnation. In their own minds they were forced to be evil as though their wickedness was innocent.
101. People will believe in a false messiah if it means he is alive while they are, for the ways of ancient are in their minds outdated.
102. It is believed that there is strength in numbers, yet one righteous man can change the world if he fears God.
103. The world was destroyed by flood of the waters deep, yet it has been obliterated by the wickedness of man's folly.
104. People pray for healing to their injured family, they make promises unto God if it comes. Yet when it comes, many forget the power they witnessed.
105. Time does not heal every wound unless one seeks the Lord even in their wound.
106. Reflection is a gift for the wise, yet to them the Lord only can reveal the answer they seek.
107. How can one condemn a mortal sharing wisdom from their point of view. Even if it is different from your own, will it not reach others you have been trying to teach?
108. Scorn is not fitting for the righteous, unless it is against wickedness itself.
109. If there is power to be obtained, even a long time enemy will seemingly humble themselves for it. Where are they when you face trials?
110. A man seeking treasure through his own toil will be rewarded, leave it to the wicked to crave their reward, though they toiled not. If the man gives it to them, he is a fool indeed.
111. Be responsible for everything you have been given, for if you structure matters well, you have gained wisdom!
112. The Lord set his delight upon Israel and Jerusalem his bride. If any man hurts another's wife will he ever be able to bribe away his wrath? I tell you the truth, it will never be forgotten!
113. The Lord's image is the apple of his eye, even the angel's hurry rapidly to bestow wealth to those he delights in.
114. A saw when first used is sharp, yet over time it becomes dull. So do not weary against God why the same trials face you continually, lest you become dull in his sight.
115. A bribe cannot buy wisdom, if you try she will hate you, for to her it is defaming her honor like a prostitute.
116. Will one person judge another person's culture because it is not the same? If they do, they will never see the riches that lie in it.
117. Lies are concealed in many ways, does not a rich person get away with murder by hiring one who argues correctly?
118. One has outright lies, another has outright truth. Yet the truth is despised by many if it is interpreted dishonorably, and the lie will prevail out of hatred for injustice!
119. Fallen science is truth to man. They only know corrupted data, Thus to the fool, God's uncorrupted science is not true science. Even when miracles happen, it is inconceivable to them.
120. A woman is judged by her appearance. A man would rather have one who is reckless, hateful and unloyal yet outwardly beautiful rather than one who is seemingly unpleasant in appearance yet is faithful and compassionate and loyal unto death. Woe to those who say, Why can't I have both? If God thought this way, who then would receive his grace?
121. If a man is obsessed with righteousness, he is deeply humbled. In his mind he is the lowliest of all God's creation, who is he to receive these riches?
122. A woman who fears the Lord is wisdom's daughter. Wisdom will teach her all the secrets of womanhood, and wisdom will find a suitable husband for her.
123. If a man looks at another woman though he is married, he is ignorant of the sacrifice his wife took to know his secrets. He betrays his wife's undying loyalty for the temporary bliss of denial, in this he can forget his own flaws.
124. A man on both knees is before his maker. A man on one knee is before the one the Lord has appointed in ruler ship over him. Yet if a wicked man, not appointed to rule demands you bow, never even bow even one knee unto him. Even if you die, you die with honor! In the same manner Mordecai would not bow unto Haman, for Haman was an unappointed fool!
125. The power of God is revealed to whom he sees fit. If then the greatest of sinners receive it, what is man to question it, less they deny the power of the Lord.
126. Honor is an intense fire. It melts both wrath and glory and it works the hardest of metals.
127. If sin is in you is not your mind corrupted. Even desires and thoughts are tainted until you repent.
128. There are things the Lord does that cannot be understood. He does this so that we may praise his name, for that is our place!
129. A woman who fears God demands that if her husband loves her, he will show her more righteousness and devotion unto God.
130. Pride and arrogance, control and violence. Why do so many daughters of man crave these to be over them?
131. I have seen a great wonder in my day. Human will. I have seen a great travesty in my day. Human will.
132. Will not an honorable father teach his son his skills he learned throughout life. Leave it to that son to extend his father's name, and bring honor to his family.
133. A word can command a kingdom if it is spoken from a king. Yet from the word of God, the universe will tremble.
134. How can one seek something if he does not acknowledge its existence? Even the greatest treasures still lay buried.
135. It is too great, therefore it cannot be. It is to simple, therefore how can it be known? So says the folly minded who yoke themselves with complexity.
136. If a man has a so called message from God, why do people believe it without first testing the man fully. Pride and dumbness has corrupted billions from this.
137. An angel is pleased when a mortal tries to honor God. Even if it is not the way it should be, the heart can be tried to change.
138. If someone believes something so fully and concrete, even when shown irrefutable proof in argument, it cannot be.
139. The heart is most wicked of all the pieces of the body. Strange how it flows blood.
140. What is good? Apart from God how can one truly know it? The more they say is good, the more condemning they are to all and themselves.
150. Wisdom gets excited when she sees the power of God in a man. She immediately demands that she give him more than what he had!
151. The eyes are indeed the light of the body. Yet the eyes of the wicked seem unable to be interpreted in deep wickedness by the righteous, it is so great a disturbing evil.
152. Listen now you young whelp, says the wise aged. The youth takes offense to his honesty.
153. What then is greater? Wisdom or understanding? Wisdom is the older sibling, understanding is her younger sister.
154. Will one see the might of God and deny him? Every sinner does this by being born.
155. Shall we blame Adam for a single sin, when we have a multitude ourselves?
156. The Lord stands patiently waiting for the promises of mortals. If this happens we will believe. If that happens we will believe. Yet the Lord does all of these and still waits.
157. Humans think they are something great. see these hands I build with? See the sights I have seen! Cursed are the others who have them not! The wicked say these things never realizing they are more debilitated.
158. A mortal with a mental illness. They fight for sanity itself. Yet others think their own minds stronger.
159. There is delusion with the ill. A mirage in the desert. Yet man is delusional all the more if they do not fear the Lord.
160. Man designed the systems of the world. In their minds they own it for this. Yet a single famine will show their delusion.
161. Some wish they were others for the other person seems to have everything. Yet to that one who has everything, they wish they had nothing.
162. Responsibility is a great gift. Yet if it is used unjustly it is the greatest curse.
163. Will you blame God for giving you freedom of choice? Why then do you demand the caged to be free?
164. A folly minded man is kind only to those who benefit him. In his mind no one else can understand him.
165. Secrets of wisdom are such a joy! Why then is she in deep sorrow when she is accompanied by man?
166. One can contemplate deep systems of what wisdom may mean. Yet a single word from her mouth leaves him stunned!
167. Why does one think the wisdom is an analogy of a woman? Did not God create both male and female in his image?
168. If one sees the true beauty of a woman, he will know deep delight in compassion. Yet only God sees these things.
169. To think an angel knows not pain because they are immortal is an extreme flaw. Their pain is greater than all mortals combined!
170. Why can't the wicked just see the truth? Truly it is as plain as day! So the wicked cannot be fathomed by many who seek God. Yet never forget you were once the same.
171. Blessed are the ones who fear God from their youth on, their testimony is far greater than the saved chief of sinners!
172. The Lord will come in the clouds. It is written, therefore it shall be!
173. The word of the Lord cannot be as simple as it sounds to the folly minded, for God is so complex to them. Therefore the Lord ushers his praise into the mouths of babes.
174. How can this simple mystery of this certain scripture escape our notice for so long, says the teacher? It is so simple, yet profound! And he is in deep awe.
175. Wisdom wants to see what you think she looks like before she shows her face. Then when you see her you feel like the fool for even trying to guess!
176. Being a scribe is the greatest path. It takes little toil to write what he is told, yet inwardly he rejoices that the secrets of life are being revealed to him!
177. Once you have wisdom as your companion, she will not keep quiet. Does not a man's companion gush about the details of her day?
178. Show me the man who seeks to pervert wisdom. I long to cleave him in two!
179. A man who fights for his family is a warrior unequaled. He will do whatever it takes to succeed in battle.
180. With honor a pheasant can defy an unjust ruler. The kings know it, and worry.
181. A wicked ruler will only succeed in tyranny if the people believe there is nothing greater than he.
182. I am a slave. Yet I rejoice in being low, for in my mind it shows God's superiority!
183. If a righteous man throw mountains of sin of other's lives into the sea, by being a living example of righteousness. Understand this parable! Yet blessed is the one who believes it is even physically possible.
184. A man's words in rebellion rejoice in blasphemy. Yet it only shows his true spiritual state.
185. Does a man have simple thoughts? Does he not also have complex ones? So wisdom has the same, for she too was made in the image of God.
186. A man rejoices in his firstborn son. Truly he can succeed me, he thinks. Yet some daughters have more backbone than the firstborn son.
187. A slave is nothing great. Everything he has goes to others. Yet even a slave can find enjoyment in his work. This is a gift from God!
188. An employer longs to have hard workers for him, yet what price is he willing to pay those of honesty?
189. An employer loses vast wealth when he hires the lazy-boned. It will cost him not only his money but also his lifelong dream.
190. Should you hate others who work harder than you, because they are not of your tribe? You fool! Learn from them in awe.
191. People think it is the survival of the fittest that will succeed. If one then is more fit, you have nothing. Is there not always someone better than you?
192. The athlete trains his body, the thinker trains his mind. Are not both using their brain to do this? Then they both can be seen as equally wise in different ways.
193. A man seeks to learn a deep teaching to aid his suffering family. Yet because of his learning the kingdom demands he leaves them to benefit their cause.
194. Who is greater? The pawn or the king? IF the pawn is not destroyed it will become the most powerful of pieces. What king then can stand?
195. A resistant pheasant will gain more following than an army of a king if the people are revolting against his tyranny.
196. Pheasants in tyranny will fight with more ferocity than a King's battle commander. Though untrained in sword and bow, they will annihilate the enemy!
197. Not all battles are won with steel. Kingdoms have been overthrown by a single woman's own cunning.
198. Why is it that a single woman can hold such power over a man? A little clay, a pleasant aroma, and a woven dress causes King's to bow in wild desire. Is this right to you?
199. Beware a beautiful woman. IF she demands something, even if you do not give it, a thousand men will kill each other to give her desire.
200. A woman who fears the Lord is more beautiful than the daughters of a king. She will demand justice, and will not rely on her looks to bring it into fulfillment.
201. Women may play simple and ignorant, yet they are testing you to see the worth of a man.
202. Wisdom is a woman for a reason. If it were a man, who then would desire her?
203. If a man sees a woman among soft drapes covering a bed of satin and spices, he cannot desire anything else. In his mind he will die many times over to have her.
204. A wise king will not lust after the smooth talk of an adulteress. He will wipe away her oily skin, and take away her gems, and she will be seen as she truly is.
205. To the righteous man, a woman is beautiful by the devotion of her love. Her fingers may be calloused from sewing, her skin darkened by the heat of a stove, her face withered in age, yet to the man, her body is more gorgeous than a queen robed in gold.
206. Is it right to judge a maimed body, or to look scornfully at a man with no teeth? HE may have lost them fighting so that you might have your body and teeth. Even a martyr's scarred back is more beautiful than any other living thing.
207. A man says, I care about peace! I care about other's welfare! Yet why then do you have so much and they so little?
208. Everyone wants world peace, everyone wants riches, as long as it doesn't come from the Lord.
209. Wisdom is a powerful spring of water than will never be stilled. If you try to damn it with bricks, it will break through and you will drown in her scorn.
210. I am only a slave. Yet I have been told the ways of kings. What then does God have in store for those not as lowly as I? Truly, they will receive more if they seek him, for it is God's decree.
211. People think I am something great because of what I write. Yet I am abhorred, for I know my place. No one will ever be under me. I will never have authority. Those who try and make it otherwise will be cursed by God.
212. If you must kill to eat, make the creatures death quick and as painless as possible. Doing so will show respect unto God's creation, and the Lord will reward you.
213. He did not suffer in his death enough for his action, cry the people when a murderer faces judgment. I tell you the truth, if he did not repent God will avenge your suffering much, much more than any throes of death.
214. If a father works hard to feed his son, should his son gorge himself and not work for his father? If he does, it is to his own deep shame.
215. A father is pleased with a son who learns from him. Even if the father does wrong, it is not the son's place to correct him.
216. Foolish is the son who condemns his father for sin, when the father took him into the fields and instructed him of life.
217. A disobedient son brings his mother to weeping tears. Is it not the father's place to protect his own wife?
218. A repentant son brings his mother to unspeakable joy. Is it not the father's place to indulge gifts upon the one who honors his wife?
219. A son's devotion to his family brings smiles and deep awe to his father. His father will see to it that every desire of his son is met.
220. A man may dread the thought of the responsibility of having his first child. Yet when he sees the way his wife holds the child in her clutches, he will desire nothing more than for that child to be king.
221. A family may be poor, yet through each other's care they are the richest mortals, not only to themselves, but unto the Lord as well.
222. A child should bury their parents, yet who can bear a mother's pain when she must bury her own flesh and blood?
223. It is good to help the widow who has lost everything. Must she suffer alone without any help from those her husband toiled for?
224. People despise a father who rejects his family. What inheritance do his children have?
225. It is written spare the rod and spoil the child. Yet a shepherd’s staff did not beat the sheep back into their place when they stumbled, for it was a gentle guide.
226. There are men who cannot control their rage. Their fate is worse than even the adulterer.
227. A man who seeks forgiveness to change his ways should not be despised. His desperate plea is a deep cry of agony. He should not be shamed, but be nurtured in love.
228. Every mortal has deep flaws, you should not rejoice when others seemingly get what they deserve, for will not others surely rejoice when you get your due?
229. It is written that no one should not get a divorce except by unfaithfulness, yet is not deep abuse from the husband unfaithfulness unto God for the gift he had received; the husband through his abuse has desired a different woman than what he was given, and is an adulterer in this manner. It is not God's will that his beautiful daughter should be beaten ragged.
230. Submit to everything I command, for I am the head of the household! I will control you! So says the evil husband. Yet a righteous man knows that he is only the spiritual head of the household, and honors his wife's opinion more than his own.
231. A husband who does not teach his wife of the ways of the Lord is a foolish man. His wife longs to see and hear and learn what the Lord is doing through her husband's authority.
232. A daughter sees the Lord as she sees her father. The Lord will shower so many blessings on the father who shows his daughter his strength.
233. Discipline unto children is a job for both parents. If one promises and does not deliver, and the other delivers with what they say, the child will be confused about which one is love.
234. A wise husband will seek his wife's opinion before making a decision. Women think differently than men. Truly the husband would receive another point of view to make his decision more firm.
235. A husband who will not be counseled has given up his rights and it would be a miracle if he would change!
236. A husband's wife knows her husband better than anyone. If she sees a problem, the husband should eagerly desire to fix it!
237. A wayward wife can turn an honest sound man into a raving madman. His own emotions are bitter even towards himself.
238. A stubborn wife who will not acknowledge change in her husband, despite his former flaws is set on a path to destruction.
239. A wife who uses her husband for riches only, will not be shown sympathy by anyone when he leaves her. No one will desire her, no matter what she looks like.
240. A wife who plays the fence between her husband and another man lives always in fear. If the husband finds out, the other man will never trust her even when she cries in his arms.
241. If a wealthy man seeks a woman for his wife, every woman will want him and speak words of kindness to him. Yet if he loses his wealth, he will lose her kindness as well.
242. If a wealthy man finds a wife who is faithful even when he is poor, he will consider her his greatest treasure.
243. So hard it is for a wealthy man to find an honest wife. It puts even the smartest of men to the test.
244. A wealthy man who seeks faithfulness will not desire a woman who is outwardly pretty. To him those are a dime a dozen. He will seek a responsible, faithful woman who is unafraid even to voice her own true opinion of him and his flaws.
245. Who can read the mind of a wealthy man. He studies people for a living. He knows your every method even before you speak.
246. If then he makes an investment in you, though it may seem large, to him it is a small test to see if you will be faithful with much.
247. A corrupt and wealthy man will not even test you to see if you are wise with his money. He will command you to humiliate your honor for more wealth.
248. Being wealthy is not a curse from God. It is only a curse if it is used improperly. Do not hate the wealthy who seek to help you. Their business is to supply you with food and clothing. Every worker deserves their pay.
249. Just because a child is born into a wealthy home does not make them a spoiled child. Though it is rare, some children honor this responsibility with pride and further the health of the world.
250. Everyone learns proverbs in life. Why then do so few act upon what wisdom they have discovered?
251. Be fruitful and multiply! Even the wicked wealthy desire God's command so they might satisfy their wicked desires with more wealth though they fear him not.
252. If a man pleads guilty to a crime he committed, even the judge will think he paid his time; he will most likely not enforce the full penalty of the law.
253. If a man pleads innocent, and found guilty, he will receive a greater sentence for the headache and time he cost the judge.
254. Everyone makes mistakes. The wise judge knows this. Yet to him, he must show the punishment, less the mistake becomes a habitual evil lifestyle and he sees the accused yet again.
255. The righteous judge would be glad if he didn't see anyone. He would be glad if his job was not even there! Yet he must and will enforce justice to all.
256. A righteous judge is not deceived by appearance or wealth. he is not biased with bribes. He will see justice in his land and even fend for the widow against a wealthy noble.
257. A righteous judge will expect you to show respect to his authority. If you do not hold your tongue, he will not hold his when he executes his judgment.
258. A judge does not have his mind made up if you speak first. He has his mind made up after all is spoken and he deliberates every detail.
259. A judge may ask the same question in different subtle ways to determine whether what you say is true. If there is a flaw, it is found rather quickly.
260. Even if one side is truly hurt, the victim often speaks of the travesty with extreme magnification than what actually happened.
261. Just because someone thinks something is wrong, does not mean it is necessarily so. Everyone is raised differently. Many times a so called wrong is a matter of opinion.
262. A man found guilty and facing judgment is faced with scorn by others who did the same crime and got away with it.
263. Many accused are used to manipulating their words and others for a living. The judge is the master of outwitting them and showing their extreme flaws.
264. A corrupt judge is a stench to everyone's nostrils. No one wants their case examined by him.
265. A corrupt judge will give stiff penalties for small crimes if he can benefit from it.
266. A corrupt judge will be exposed and replaced by one who is deemed more honorable and executes the correct judgment.
267. When a judge acts with equity, the people rejoice! Truly the will find compensation for their pain.
268. The judge puts the law above his own opinion, his own hates and anger are not present at the time of judgment. He exercises self-control.
269. The judge knows if he does judge incorrectly, the Lord will not hear his own case.
270. Wisdom is the Sensei, a student is not chosen without it; less the student bring the teacher shame.
271. A foolish student will not take the words of the wise unto heart. He wills folly in his own supposed wisdom.
272. Wisdom is sorrowed when the wise reject her, who then can accept her discipline and reprove?
273. A seed in the ground knows not the light of the sun, yet fights to obtain it for its reward.
274. Like a babe at the breast of his mother, so also is the ways of sheol to the wicked.
275. If the hour and day of the Lord is unknown to even angels, why do men claim it's time?
276. If a wise prophecy is taken out of context, it spreads into the heart of the earth like a cancer or plague.
277. The time is now! The time is now! So the folly minded claim so that others will be afraid of them. Yet the righteous bring new hope.
278. The eye of a needle can be as simple as a tithing plate coated with gold. Be wary who obtains your tithe.
279. It is better to give to an organization whose goal is to help the poor get out of poverty than a beggar on the corner who cares for rehabilitation not.
280. Honesty is revered by men, yet even the folly minder’s truths of self-plague him in his depraved mind.
281. Oral tradition when spoken correctly causes cultures to prosper, yet a misinterpretation can be its own demise.
282. The Lord created mankind’s emotions even in his image. Use them all appropriately, for it is good to hate some things at some times, and to use all emotions and desires properly.
283. If it feels good to re-bel, do so against sin, for anyone can sin and it is deeply rooted!
284. Restraint is good at most times, yet there is a time to fight with everything inside you and more.
285. A goal unobtained is just mere words of past times. Do not make one without proper motivation.
286. Do not trouble those of nobility when they smile at you kindly, less you overwhelm them with doubt of their own generosities, and they give no more.
287. Even the righteous wealthy seek to smile at something, yet it is so hard to do so in a den of lions.
288. The righteous poor find many smiles, for even though their burden is great, so is their support!
289. The only happiness money can buy is sinful desires to the wicked uncouth. Yet even he finds no rest.
290. Sin is progressive, it starts small and ends up a death sentence. Most notorious thieves start with a coin!
291. Even a thief might begin his career with honest intentions, yet the desire for easy money is too great!
292. They are not slaves, they are free! So says the crooked kingdom who does not allow potential and equality to the so called free.
293. It is not good to hate anyone, but if you must hate, why hate someone for something they can't even control? Such is deep folly.
294. How can you expect the wicked to act righteously? They know not what wisdom even is, the fear of the Lord is a strange tongue from a distant land to them.
295. A fiddle for a sad spirit, a song to strengthen the weary, is not music a delight unto the soul? As such is praise unto God's weary troubled mind obsessed in desire for the unrepentant.
296. To think the Lord is not in more torture in mind and emotions than all men is foolish! Even his angels ache deeply for the lost in unimaginable torment.
297. Just because an answer can solve a problem and end suffering for mankind does not mean they will take it, yet they crave to find it on their own.
298. I am a slave! I abhor gifts of gold. To me a pile of gems is but a pile of crude rocks that men crave for some reason.
299. What can a slave keep for himself? Are not all his possessions only temporary? Yet why then did the slaves of kings hold more power than even some nobles?
300. I chose my path as a slave. To me it was more honorable to be a slave of an angel, than is the king of the earth.
301. Do you feel sorry for me and my own choice of slavery? If you do, you are not thinking in my best interest. I am more protected and blessed by my master than a high noble of a king!
302. Do you ridicule me for calling my owner master? Even I know my master is a being under authority from God, and God is the true master of all underneath him, even I am under his authority more so than anything!
303. I say that slavery of man under man's own whip is horrendous! Though it is rare there are those who desire to be under a kind master's house that are pleased with their lives and work cheerfully.
304. Even the so called free can be in chains when their many choices are controlled by the same source. Yet in their minds, because they can choose they must be free!
305. I am more free than ninety percent of this world! For the ninety percent fool themselves by not thinking with their own minds, instead believing corrupt leaders to make their sinful desires easier!
306. A slave of angels is far more different than slaves of men. Though they share similarities one is most blessed for his commitment, the other groans with weariness!
307. It is written that no one pities a snake charmer when they are bitten. So then if my own choice is foolishness to you, let me suffer my own consequences without your pity!
308. A slave of righteousness is even to those who fear God! Do you pity their slavery?
309. Freedom and equality is desired for all men, even by me! I approve not of mankind's harsh decrees of chains to their equals.
310. Do you find awe in my supposed wisdom? I am told everything I write! If a slave receives this much, how much more those who are not enslaved will receive if they seek her!
311. I am made a slave so that God may make a point to you. For if even a slave who has a small portion worships him, what excuse will you have with much on the day of judgment?
312. I am made a slave so that God may make a point to you. For if I, a mere slave fights in deep anguish for the freedom of man, what excuse will you have with much more authority allotted you on the day of judgment?
313. I am made a slave so that God may make a point to you. For If I gain any possessions it will go to Israel's house! Where are your possessions then?
314. Once more, I am made a slave so that God may make a point to you. For my heritage is the mark of Cain. If then the enemy line of Israel praises him with deep devotion and praise, what nation can stand in excuse on the Lord's day?
315. I say again now, I chose to be a slave, for to me it is better to be a slave unto an angel of the Lord, than is a king of the earth!
316. Did not my ancestors cage and oppress the Lord's heritage so deep a scourge? Yet the Lord is kind to his angel's slave despite his agonizing curse. What then will be their excuse before the Lord on his great and powerful day in which he will avenge the righteous!
317. Do not think I am not oppressed most severely by these chains, or that my life is not weary and hard. I struggle under the whip of my own ancestors who hate me for my choice not to make their heritage complete!
318. My ancestors seek my end for my betrayal to their own promises of extreme wealth. I have devoted my life to end this oppression I yoked upon myself alongside the house of Israel. Though Israel receives my portion and I in the outer court, I rejoice for their sake!
319. If Israel's cry is before the Lord from oppression, toiling in deep agony, how will they treat the Lord's appointed slave without knowing who he is, though he is of the enemy heritage?
320. If then, Israel's oppression is great from my heritage will not mine be equally as great. And if I cry out in deep agony, surely the angels will come down to see if the report they have heard in my cries of agony are true, since I am their slave.
321. Uriel is my sensei, the one put over me to rule as master. He is the angel of wisdom. This is why I am told half of his secrets in my long lifetime. IT takes wisdom to train a cursed mind as I and to guide the steps of the one of heathen ancestry to the Lord.
322. What can be said when Israel then becomes more evil than my own heritage, when they feared the Lord not and sought after so called gods in times past. What will my deep suffering be like in the days of my deepest agony...
323. I am in deepest awe of every Israelite! How I wish to be as blessed as they to be the Lord's own heritage! As it is, I must make best with my cup of torments in which I drink gladly.
324. IF the Lord cursed the earth for Adam's sin, why are the rocks of earth so costly to man? This is a grievance unto me.
325. Men sweat and toil, toil and sweat, when it all is said and done, the earth receives its sweat and toil, the man himself!
326. As surely as the Lord lives, they say. Yet why do they not believe in the resurrection?
327. A king finds safety in a multitude of counselors, yet why does he order them differently than they spoke? It is to both their shame, and their honor.
328. Can a man with shame have honor. Shame for one thing then, honor for another.
329. A man may speak with a crooked tongue, yet if the lie spoken turned out to be an actual fact, he would take pride in his so called honesty.
330. Every word spoken is an answer to every question that exists in men. Yet knowing which answer is appropriate for which question demands wisdom herself.
331. An honest mistake is not seen as evil in God's eyes, it is only evil when men purposefully find fault in another through it.
332. A tree is known by its fruit, yet not all fruits look pleasing, though they are the sweetest around.
333. Even some fruits, known for their popular taste must be peeled for they are covered in seemingly blemish.
334. If a fruit is forced to be eaten before it is ripe, it will be more disgusting than a fruit with blemish.
335. The fruit of a man then must be fully developed and consumed at the proper time. If you seek his fruit before he matures, you will doubt any good can come from him.
336. The mother tree loses her child leaves in the fall, yet her tears of agony for her lost young causes her sap to sprout future young. Is this folly to you?
337. A bird may be born without good sense as its heritage. It's actions you might see as folly, Yet animals are not the same as mortal men.
338. Animals have many senses different than humans. Humans cannot really understand a great deal of them. Yet you think heaven can be comprehended by mortal minds.
339. I will find rest when I die, who needs sleep? So says the folly minded thinking hades means peace and rest.
340. Dreams are very strange to mortals, is it by accident time does not exist in them?
341. Even a man's own desires are before the Lord in his sleep. So easy to see what that man would do with certain power and how he would react when certain circumstances unfold.
342. A man says, aha! I do not dream, I am immune! Yet even more so are his desires before the Lord in rest.
343. People will blame the devil for their own traumatic minds. Will they say they are then possessed? Yet attacks can come from the enemy to implant and disrupt their own thoughts with seeds. These can be overcome with the fear of the Lord!
344. The fear of the Lord causes even Satan to tremble, yet why then do angels command righteous humans to fear not?
345. The fear of the Lord protects you from evil! It will put any devil in their place.
346. A supposed Christian will make themselves right in their own minds based on their so called righteous deeds. Even one with more deeds will be scoffed and reprimanded by them.
347. Strange that true followers of Christ hate the same so called Christians despised by the heathen and for the same reasons much of the time.
348. If a man is seen as with good deeds, everyone wants to follow his own belief, even if it is contrary to those deeds.
349. It is written, there is a way that seems right, but in the end leads unto death. Yet in man's mind all good and bad works should be rewarded, for this seems right to them.
350. The wise aged who feared the Lord since their youth. They have seen, they have believed the report they heard, and worship the Lord in more exceeding power than anyone else that ever was, or ever will be.
351. A deceiving woman knows her ways are seen by even most of her victims, yet her words are too sweet, laden with perfumed death.
352. If there are people with enough intelligence to build massive structures, and to know the ways of all the finances of a kingdom, it is foolish to think there are not those equally as smart who know how to manipulate entire peoples!
353. A company sells their product, granting you choices in rivalry. Why then do all prices of all bread increase or decrease simultaneously in accordance of one supply of grain?
354. A man's ugly clothes may become the most trending style if he himself is well liked.
355. Chains are made custom to fit a certain slave. Clothes are made custom to fit a king.
356. Stench is most displeasing to all, except to a wife who understands it is the smell of her husband’s love for her. Even then she may demand a shower before you touch her.
357. Tantalizing is the senses. They can overwhelm a mind when all manifest at once. So knows the way of women who seek their man they desire.
358. Some cultures seek wisdom as they seek honor, some cultures demand to be told the meaning of both by their own leaders.
359. Lord, bless this food to nourish and strengthen our bodies. Yet is the type of food nourishing and strengthening to your bodies?
360. Certain cultures promote exotic natural ingredients to vitalize their youth. Yet only later when it is scientifically proven do people desire it.
361. Why hate other cultures in other lands? If you do you will not see the deep secrets of their own plants and herbs, and their own spices and fabrics will be displeasing to you.
362. You can be in awe of the diversity of another culture in fascination, yet you should be displeased with their heathen teaching in it. For the Lord loves all cultures, for he made all men!
363. They speak to barbaric, they speak too much in slang, and therefore they are not intelligent. So says the folly minded who will fall before the strength of the culture that proved to be smarter and more intelligent despite that judgment.
364. If you overlook a single offense, you overlooked one too many. Yet not all offenses should be met with a fine.
365. Even if an entire heritage or culture has oppressed you, there may be one or two in it who fought for equality for you. do not despise all men according to their heritage.
366. The Lord is great and awesome. Nothing can say it is greater without humiliation.
367. One may seek wisdom so intently, yet unless she speaks they will not hear her.
368. A father rejoices when his child is delighted in his grandfather. IT is the Father's deepest desire.
369. Wisdom speaks. When she does everything else is silenced. Even nature pauses to see what she will say.
370. Compassion will deeply move the Lord. What won't he grant you?
371. Forced is the slave to labor. Forced is the wicked to pervert the righteous.
372. A silent wife causes her loving husband to crave her voice, when she speaks he hangs on her every word.
373. Who then will reject wisdom? Her words are spoken, and all she says is demanded by her companions.
374. IF then, the Lord seeks to honor someone, who is that one to say his gift should go elsewhere?
375. Wisdom is the arch-enemy of folly. The two cannot see eye to eye.
376. We have knowledge, who needs faith? So they draw near with their mouths yet where are their hearts?
377. The Aged wise love hearing proverbs. For some reason the wise aged still love to learn. Learn from this you youth!
378. The youth is not very affectionate to those who do not benefit himself, unless he is wise beyond his years.
379. The knowledge of the Lord's angels resides in every leaf and every crawling thing. Can any man understand this proverb?
380. Laughter is the delight for the Grandparents. They find it in their children's children. Even the grandchildren's parents will learn the sacrifice the Grandparents made for their own children in love.
381. Listen to your elders, you act like they were not youth themselves. Truly they know every emotion you feel you cumbersome youth.
382. IF the glory of the youth is their strong bones, Will not those of warrior Aged guide them to victory?
383. Blessed is the man who fights for his tribe! All his brethren are brethren to the steel.
384. A quarreling wife causes her husband’s heart to fear, yet a loving wife causes him to delight in her. No prize is too great to give her, though he will try.
385. A husband’s joy is sharing his kingdom with his wife. How easy it is to give her half.
386. A wife who shares in her husband’s dreams, will profit every penny earned from them.
387. Husbands, please respect your gifts from God! IF you can respect a woman, wisdom will certainly show herself to you because you have self-control.
388. A man's peeping eye will cause his own blindness, though if he used it, he is already as such.
389. Wisdom is a longtime friend of old to those who seek her, even if they met only once before.
390. A man should indeed be satisfied with his wife's breasts. No other woman has anything as remarkable as a woman who made her sacrifice for him.
391. A sweet song moves the spirit in peace, a harsh sounding song prepares for war!
392. A man obsessed with himself will rule in a kingdom that he made for himself. Though he is a pauper, who are you not to bow?
393. I demand respect now! Thus says the wicked whom you never heard from before.
394. Loyalty cannot be given right away. if you are loyal to the boiling water immediately you will be burned. Wait for it to cool and see if it is good to drink.
395. Will a man shame himself for deeds he has not done? The wicked will make sure he does.
396. Taking a small mistake from others and blowing it up into the chief of sins will make your deep sins an abyss to the Lord.
397. Wisdom rides in the wind, She walks with the Lord in the fountain depths, Yet she is before the very throne of God himself.
398. Will one mock an animal for its dull mind? Even the animal mocks you for you have not their good animal senses unique to their kind.
399. Even a worm can have more knowledge than a human. Fear then the Lord, for he will show you the meaning of this if you ask him.
400. Wisdom is the greatest example of the fear of the Lord. For the Lord rewards those who seek and fear him.
401. Honey never spoils. Though crystallized for many centuries it can be melted and still be as sweet as the comb. So it is with wisdom and her proverbs.
402. Just as a king gives up to half his kingdom for his companion, so also wisdom granted her younger sister, understanding, half of hers.
403. Wisdom is found in one's attitude. A submitted life unto God has you her companion.
404. First comes wound, then comes pain, and following it is agony.
405. Destructive emotions annihilate people. Destructive people annihilate emotions.
406. A vivid flower bloom will fade to death without a proper root.
407. A wife wants to see if you will put her desires before your own. If you do, will you not find a joy deeper than your own desires?
408. Better is fruit from the vine when ripe, than fruit fallen from vine, overly ripe.
409. Even a bad tree can produce good fruit if it is fertilized and tended to properly.
410. Would you die for God? Then die to self. This is his request!
411. A neglected wife feels as alone as her husband. In their minds who can comfort them?
412. Two people may complain about each other. How ironic that many times it’s about the same things.
413. Wisdom causes people to be in amazement, if only they would see how great her words really are!
414. I have yet to see a fly not born a maggot, I have yet to see a wicked man not born of pride.
415. Even if you tell a man secrets when he is your friend, one day a travesty will come about, and he will surely gush them all.
416. A lifetime of training to be at peace and when a powerful abrupt moment occurs, the training is forgotten.
417. A man may physically train his body in fighting and reach a high belt, but the moment he no longer trains, the no longer he is the belt!
418. If you work hard at something will you not succeed in it? Yet toiling hard for things not your gift will bring deep sorrow.
419. Dreams come and dreams go, all is a test to see which one you will fight for.
420. Discipline seems like a bad word to a youth who was beaten ragged, He will always despise it unless he learns the proverbs of the wise.
421. I'm a slave, the lowliest of stature, yet I am proud of my place. A man should never be ashamed to do any work of any stature if it pays the bills.
422. Is it really so hard to believe that all things good come from God? Yet sparks the deep question, what is good?
423. A man yells at God harshly for someone cutting him off in traffic. You fool! That second of slowing you down could have been a gift to save your life at a certain moment later that day.
424. A man's mind was not made to understand the power of eternity. God does this so we will fear him and his ways.
425. Who cares about the future as long as we get what we want right now! Yet when that future comes we forget what we once had.
426. Where is your God now when I slaughter you? So says the wicked thinking they are doing you a favor of showing their power as greater. I tell you the truth, in their minds no power is greater than death, and they shall have more than their share in judgment.
427. You want to kill me for following Christ? Do me that favor, for I find that death the most rewarding!
428. Even though the wicked never tasted death they are sure the result is their own retirement of peace.
429. Every modern medicine comes with harsh side effects. If it causes your life shortened and lets you live peacefully for what few years you have left, better than finding no peace and frustration in a longer life.
430. Addiction is a sad tale. IF you cannot consume in moderation, nip it in the bud, lest it nip your life in return.
431. Naked with pink flesh you came in this world, Naked and with scars you return to the earth.
432. Deal with emotional and mental illnesses as best you can. Make peace with what you are if there is no cure, lest you never move on and have a deranged hope which will end in death's despair.
433. Delusions come upon a man who seeks something as does not find it. IF he wants it so badly and doesn't have it, it can utterly destroy him and he will lose all respect for human life.
434. To most it takes a great deal of suffering to grow intolerant to pain. Yet once they reach that point, what do they fear?
435. Satan seeks to turn the hearts of man against God, and destroy those who refuse to turn from the almighty. Why then do Christians ask why their lives seem more difficult than the wicked?
436. If evil persecutes you, doesn't it mean it is because you’re doing the right thing? A rare brave few understand this and crave to preach to the most evil of men.
437. A man with nothing left has no laws to abide by. What will he lose if he breaks them? In his mind he is worse than dead.
438. God is good. So if something good happens it is because of God. Satan is bad, if something bad happens how is it God's fault? To many people blame God and join the service of the very problem they despised!
439. Satan is the master deceiver. IF people only knew how deep deceit can get. Yet not even the most wicked can understand its insanity.
440. Wisdom has much to harvest in her fields, yet you must ask her permission to work in it.
441. Distractions are overwhelming when they are plentiful, they can make a man forget his own identity.
442. A structured life brings a systematic blessing, as long as one doesn't forget the greatest priority, the Lord.
443. It is much easier for a single man to find time for his Lord, than for a married man with children and a wife. The more you have in life, the easier it is to forget that which is most important.
444. A monk studies God's word every hour, while a parent may teach the ways of the Lord through work to his children. Both are blessed.
445. Not everyone is called to be a John the Baptist and leave everything for the wilderness. That is alright to the Lord, just fear him and know your place and serve him with your calling.
446. I heard a nun once say, many mothers with children face struggles like the greatest of saints.
447. Wisdom understands that a little of every different calling makes the body of her Lord. She will give herself to them all if they fear her Lord.
448. IF we were all called to be priests and celibate, how would the Lord bless all future generations?
449. Sacrifices are taken to be a priest, Sacrifices are taken to be married. Each will yield their own different rewards for the Lord if taken properly.
450. Lack of communication can bring a marriage down quicker than a trap for the rodent. Brutal honesty in kindness is required and also understanding that one spouse does not have all the answers.
451. Two minds are better than one. IF both are seeking the same goal, the plan is more likely to succeed.
452. Division will be as its definition says, it will divide. Reconciliation will also follow its set definition.
453. Repentance does not just mean to turn from sin, it means to also turn to God.
454. It is hard for a man who has seen much warfare and pain to sympathize with someone crying because of a light wound.
455. Just because a man will fight to the death for something, doesn't mean the cause is noble. Just because a cause is noble, doesn't mean people will die for it.
456. Many are the mind games of the wicked. They do whatever they must so that you will see their twisted plans as something profitable.
457. IT is good for a man to see another point of view other than his own to challenge him in his own ways. IS that not one of many reasons marriage is meant to be?
458. Wisdom will not be dictated to, it will not be forced to obey the plans of those who seek her capture. The Lord fights for her and she is untouchable.
459. People of folly with limited knowledge will speak of great things they have no clue about. They call it prophecy even if it makes no sense.
460. Quick to utter everything that pops into their mind is the one who boasts they are a prophet, yet a true prophet is wise and knows when to hold his tongue and when to speak, for he searches what is in his mind for logic and good reasoning that comes from the Lord.
461. Magick is demonic intervention for a person’s own wicked desires. Miracles are the Lord's intervention for his plans and purpose. How can any person use both, or even tolerate each other for that matter?
462. I have never seen a pig who desires cleanness. I have never seen a medium desire truth from the Lord.
463. The angels of the Lord hate magick. Every sort is detestable to them. Why then are there so many angelic mediums with pagan teaching about them?
464. The Lord creates, and Satan counterfeits. Satan then mass produces the counterfeit until it seems that someone with an original gift from the Lord is seen as pagan by the world.
465. I believe that every gift and creature and deed and power that the Lord has made, has a counterfeit by Satan. The wicked claim balance, but the Lord shatters their teaching by overcoming the cross.
466. If there is a counterfeit system, then justification and rationalization are Satan’s counterfeit to confession and repentance.
467. If there is a counterfeit system, then when pagans enchant things it would be opposite the power of blessing an object as a sacramental.
468. Jesus was not a necromancer when he raised Lazarus from the dead. Even the raising of the dead is counterfeited by Satan.
469. Power is the same, even if it is Christian, says the foolish pagan. Come and see how you can use this power for your own personal gain, they tempt.
470. You know how such a wonder occurred in scripture says the foolish pagan, this was how they did it. Notice how they use documents other than scripture to explain it.
471. Since when is God a slave of men? Since when will he bow to their evil desires and grant them his majesty?
472. Humanism is the dumbest and most dangerous philosophy ever invented by men. Yet it came not from men, but from a serpent who asked, will you not be as God's?
473. Can the wicked hide behind a stack of gold from a ravaging plague? Let them try and say they own everything.
474. IT is said, misery loves company. Yet I tell you the truth, man's company loves misery more. IF not, why don't they love the Lord?
475. Everything for a purpose, to everything an appropriate time in the Lord. Yet only haughty pride has no place or purpose.
476. Was it pride that cursed the earth? No wonder people who think they own it are cursed.
470. If two paths seem to be opposite each other though it follows the same structure and power source a war begins financed by the same source, and devoured by the same source. Such is the ways of black and so called white magick.
471. IT is said to fight fire with fire. Let the evil one use his fire of hell, while we use the fire of the Spirit, which burns greater in your heart?
472. Just because wisdom is a woman, does not mean she is lesser than men. Wisdom showed that she is mightier than the strongest man, and more intelligent than even Solomon. Don't doubt her!
473. Mankind is a most treasured possession to God, It is written that even the angels are ministering servants to the heirs of salvation.
474. What is man that God loves them so deeply? The greatest of wise men cannot fathom it, though they try.
475. A man should seek honor and purity before he seeks a wife, for if he has not sought either, his wife will not be the treasure she needs to be.
476. Patience is the hardest fruit to grow, for it requires waiting until it is ripe.
477. Mankind seeks the answers to life, yet many times they are biased to what that answer should be. Woe to any other answer that disagrees no matter how true.
478. Seek and you will find. If it is true with God, it is true with wisdom.
479. Encouragement in hard times can give great hope and strength, but only if you want to have hope and strength.
480. Something newly made will last many years if it is made properly and treated with respect. So it is with friendship.
481. A man has many times of laughter and friends when in his youth, yet when marriage comes he must focus all his attention to his family and business. This is a gift from God.
482. A wife is a companion through all life’s troubles and happiness. It is a mutual partnership of living for the needs of each other before your own.
483. There is something that I hear that makes me smile each and every time, the laughter of children. Woe to the one who makes me not hear it.
484. A baby cries for all its needs, and the parent hurries to meet it. When the child is older it will do the same for everything it desires, yet discipline will make the child grow.
485. There is something that happens that tears me to pieces, an honest father who works hard being shunned by his wife. Every day he is in turmoil. It is not right that the provider should be plagued with sorrow.
486. There is something that happens that tears me to pieces, an honest wife who works hard being shunned by her husband. Every day she is in turmoil. It is not right that the joy of a home should be plagued with sorrow.
487. Wisdom cries for the lost in deep tears, she inherited this from her father, the Lord.
488. What is pain? the hardened say it is temporary, the crushed say it is worse than death.
489. A wound which pours out puss. A stab which gets infected, so is an unforgiving person who has been hurt. Their wound will never heal.
490. Vicious is the tiger in hunt for prey, Vicious is the wicked in hunt for prey.
491. Just because something is stronger than you does not make it a God. Mankind never really understood this.
492. Just because something is more powerful than you does not mean that there isn't something more powerful than the terror you have seen.
493. In most mortals minds they are their own God, yet when shown the majesty of the heavens they say nothing created it, lest they show their own mortality.
494. Pretty much everything in this world disgusts me, IT is overridden with evil. This is why the church exists, lest there be nothing good in this world.
495. There is nothing new under the sun, for under the sun excludes God. Over the sun is God's domain in which he dwells and even he doesn't change.
496. A son will honor his father by seeking to be as he in every way. Yet not all fathers are examples of light.
497. Like the craving of a sweet fruit to come into ripening, so also we should crave wisdom.
498. The wisdom of angels is not like the wisdom of men, for as watchers they can see things the human cannot.
499. It is written, many are the troubles of the righteous, is it not because the enemy sees you as a threat?
500. Surely an enemy would leave you alone if you will not oppose him, yet if you oppose, you will face oppression.
501. In the pleasure, living for the moment is the wicked. Brought down in a moment is the wicked.
502. The righteous are like ants. While they live they store up food so they may live after the season of death.
503. I want to have my kicks before the whole craphouse goes in flames, so says the wicked that is the craphouse and will surely end in flames.
504. The wicked man is content with his house of sand. IT was quickly built and now he can enjoy life’s pleasures.
505. The righteous man works unceasingly to build his house of rock. Though the wicked do not understand why, he knows his house will stand through the greatest storm.
506. Wisdom is the foundation of the courts of praise, all glory sung to the Lord begins with the wisdom that he alone is God, and is meant to be worshipped.
507. Can a student understand an answer before it is taught to him? Can a man understand the word of the Lord unless he reads it?
508. Many seek wisdom and learn of it, yet it is not true wisdom unless it is practiced.
509. Character is what you do when you think no one is watching.
510. IF one has integrity, he has honesty and courage to face the greatest of challenges.
511. Good moral values will indeed face you with rejection by the world. Yet you find the greatest peace and lessons from them.
512. True Repentance not only means to turn from sin, but to turn to God. One can turn from one sin into another.
513. Such a heavy burden humans carry. We cannot be anything but broken and corrupt, yet the Lord works through us anyways?
514. IF even a righteous man ministers to a lost friend, he may lose his friend of many years, yet the seed planted from the righteous man is worth it, even in his own mind.
515. People in the world will be the world. People in Christ will be Christ.
516. If birds of a feather flock together, why was Jesus a friend of sinners?
517. Comfort zones make a man at peace with himself, why should he explore the unknown and lose his current wealth?
518. People prize an antique for their age and worth, yet why do they not help the elderly widow, who is worth so much more?
519. Wisdom loves the needy and those who are poor, to her they have a better chance of understanding her ways.
520. Some Christians believe hate has no place in their heart. Yet it is good to be enraged against sin and the spiritual enemies.
521. Would you die for Christ? Then die to self! Yet this death is much harder than the actual physical death of martyrdom.
522. A youth thinks wisdom is just something the elderly say to think themselves better, to the folly youth, he will learn truth through his own experiences.
523. Should a servant perish for lack of commands? If commanded would he not surely obey?
524. There is wisdom for the simple, and wisdom for the advanced. Wisdom herself knows what kind to give at the appropriate time.
525. A man is foolish to declare that which he has not looked into as truth. Even if he overheard it, what's to say the one who he heard it from was not a fool himself.
526. Devotion and execution of self-control can even find a mutual respect among those who are opposed vehemently unto death.
527. A wicked man would find enjoyment knowing that the greatest of the Police brought him down, only because it took the greatest to bring him down.
528. A highly aggressive snake with deadly venom is still as deadly with make-up smeared on it and no one pities the snake charmer when he is bit.
529. Wisdom is my mother, yet who am I to be born from her womb and suckled at her breasts? Will Wisdom drop everything when I cry and run to my every need? Assuming such would be folly.
530. A man with multiple gods has multiple divisions of how he operates and multiple loyalties contrary to each other.
531. People like to test boundaries. How much can I get away with before the consequence comes. Only when it comes they are sorry. Such is truth with infants, and such is to with even the folly aged.
532. Innocence and mischief are the constant war with children. Only when they are older do they become more methodical and their intentions are more hidden.
533. A child mirrors the battle within us all, yet they are more prone to not understanding what they show.
534. A wicked man, a wicked deed, a wicked judgment on him indeed.
535. IF one desires evil, it will surely occur. If it did not occur I guess it was not desired. Yet even the minds of the wicked wish they could destroy all.
536. A wicked man would show his true desires if only there was no law or consequences!
537. The wicked rulers think they are dragons, with pride and treasure so grand, yet where minds think like dragons, fire soon follows.
538. Wisdom laughs at the haughty, are they that stupid really?
539. The wicked always succeed in all that they seek, for all they seek is only death and corruption.
540. A slave of a righteous being is seen for what he does. If he has shown promise, the master will put more of his affairs under him and rest in peace knowing they are in good hands.
541. Does everything have an opposite? Though it may seem so, it does not mean that their power is equal.
542. IT is said among historians, history is written by the victors. Yet how can the victors know it, for no one has completely owned the earth among men.
543. Control seems so desirable, but complete control can never be achieved as long as we are mortals.
544. Always defying the wicked is the righteous, always defying the righteous is the wicked. Defiance can be considered endurance.
545. War of thoughts, War of skin, War for oil, war for greed, war for the land of rape and honey, War is life and war opposes life.
546. On which side of the battle is war itself upon? Is not even peace a constant war?
547. If a man thinks shame on his enemies snort, he will hate his wife who accidentally snorted the same way.
548. Greed decays and thus you need more to compensate.
549. Lust spoils and thus you need fresh meat.
550. Wrath is a curse that continues and grows.
551. Pride darkens everything till you see only yourself.
552. Gluttony rots so you need more to sustain.
553. Envy Poisons and thus it spreads.
554. Sloth is a disease which shuns you from those who labor.
555. Seven deadly sins are the seven wages of death!
556. When wisdom speaks all men are but scribes.
This concludes Book 1 – Slave Proverbs
Book 2 – Slave Reflections
Chapter 1 – Path of a Slave
I, `Anan chose to be a slave. As the son of the archangel of wisdom, my Father Uriel sought me to seek wisdom, and to learn from her secrets. At first I was content to ponder the difference of folly and wisdom, accepting anything she spoke. Yet my Father came to ask me what it is I truly seek to find with wisdom in all my searching’s. I answered only to find all the wisdom a slave can gather. My Father Uriel has prince wisdom, so I felt that slave wisdom would be my portion since I chose this life.
When I saw everything on earth, all the pain and sorrow and grief, as well as the rewards of the wealthy I thought of all a slave has. Truly nothing does the slave truly own. Everything he has goes to his master, and his master demands his every move. Even if a slave had a wife and children, if they were demanded he would have no choice but to lose them. A slave owns nothing. Even if it were a personal slave to a pharaoh or king and land and prestige and even authority over others were given to him, more so than even some nobles of that king because he was the king's personal slave, even all that he does not own. For in a moment should the king demand it, it would all be taken and even a slave cannot protect his own life from being shed if it were demanded.
I also learned a slave cannot command or give orders. Everything he exists for is for orders from those who are his master. A slave cannot think in his mind, my master should have handled such matters differently for this would not be appropriate for a slave, nor would it have any effect. Even if a slave were to tell his master differently it would look bad upon his master, even if it was true and the slave would forfeit his life.
When I saw my choice of slavery I saw that it was good. I have come to realize that all good on earth comes from God, and all evil comes from men who are carnal and evil. IF God were to remove his right arm from the earth, what difference would there be between earth and hell? All good even in lands and peoples who do not even fear God comes from him, and men are but carnal brute beasts, and there is none that can ransom their own lives by their own deeds, for no deeds of good can come without God.
IF there is any wisdom to be found in being a slave it is only what they are told. To me this was pleasing. I have learned anything I try to do by my own methods resulted in frustration and torment, yet anything God told me to do and how to do it resulted in happiness and joy as long as it was obeyed. When I saw this I despised free will. I hated my own will of choice. I said, If only I did everything God commanded from me, whenever he commanded me, in the exact manner he commanded me then I would only see happiness and peace from turmoil. What a heavy burden mankind has in their free will and choosing.
A man can choose to hurt another, is not all the suffering on earth caused my man's choices? Adam was over all things on earth yet through his choice all became disease. The tick never asked to drink blood, the spider never asked for her poison, the wolf never asked to prey on the sheep, the lion never asked to feed on meat. All this was affected by man's free will, and yet we wrong these creatures a second time by killing them or being harsh to them. Yet it was God's will to give us their meat for food and their lives for pleasure.
How much pain could have been avoided if we had no choice or free will? Truly all pain would be not. Yet without free will we would be mindless and have no understanding of better things to come. An animal is not concerned for the future, only in what is before them, and even the past if it concerns only them. Yet a human has concern for things that even do not concern them, even for future generations to come, and a remembrance for past generations who have previously lived. This also comes from free will.
Yet in my mind free will was still a grievance to me, for I knew what I could become without the commands of God. So my Father Uriel encouraged me to seek the wisdom allotted to a slave. This was the only portion I was allotted, and I am blessed to be allowed any portion of anything, and any portion I have is not truly mine to own, for I am only entrusted with something that is not mine so that my master can have more.
How I despised all free will. I said what is in man with free will is a tremendous travesty! I sought to understand if there was anything good in having no free will and thought this was the path of true perfection. Then it was told to me, if man has no free will how can they know love, for love is a choice. How much agony I felt inside upon this realization! Without free will a man cannot love God, yet from his free will comes forth all evil ever known. IF then free will was the only way one could love God, and God allows men that choice I sought to understand and know if there was more love than destruction from the choices of man. I said in my heart, if there was more destruction from man's free will than that of love and kindness, why then would God allow humans a choice in this life? Is indeed one human’s choice to love worth a thousand who choose destruction?
What price does God place on a soul with free will? It is written this; what good is it for a single man to gain the whole world and lose his soul? IF then the choice of free will submitted to God was worth more than all the wealth and power of all the earth, I shuddered. Is a man's free will to choose and love God that great unto him? Was it because the Lord would give more than the world to his righteous if they served him, or was it because a lesson of wisdom of the servant learning something more valuable than all the wealth of the world could give?
As I sought to understand this I was overcome with sorrow. Such sadness that the Lord views a single soul as greater than the world and all instead sell themselves for things far less in this world. This was a travesty of the free will, because I realized with free will, mankind cannot understand the depths of God unless he reveals it to them. Like slaves, even a man of free will cannot see or realize anything unless God gives it to them! What then is the difference between a slave and someone who has free will when the fate of both is the same and they must be told everything they know?
Then I thought of lies and deceit that came from free will. A man surely would believe anything told to them, especially if they cared for the one who said it. I thought in my mind does a slave believe what his master says. He is commanded to obey regardless of whether or not he sees it as truth. Such was also the ways of those blinded in free will. With free will comes a great sadness, that man cannot be complete in knowledge and cannot understand truth. The power to know the difference between good and evil is that which separates men from God, for in that knowledge gave men a choice. Because there was a choice, man could never truly know the depths of God. The very conflicting idea that something else existed outside of God made men slaves to their own free will. What then is the difference between a slave and a man who is free? I was commanded by my Father to seek this, and I became overwhelmed in fear, for in understanding that the fate of both were the same, how could I tell my father the difference as commanded me, as the reason for my entire existence is indeed slave wisdom, for the wisdom of slaves is my portion in wisdom, and nothing more. I must ponder and seek the truth in this for what good is a slave commanded to seek the answer of the difference, if the slave cannot do what his master demands.
Even a slave can choose to love his master, or choose to hate him, yet despite his own choices he still must obey. So I said, even a slave has a choice yet must obey. So what difference is there yet again? For a free man has a choice and yet obeys his own choices. SO then it was said, that the slave must obey his master's choices despite his will, and a free man can obey his own choices, despite his will. Yet then I thought of the positions of power over the free man. Are his choices not met with those who are higher to hold him accountable? Are not those men submitted to even the king? Do not even kingdoms fall for the choices of the free will pheasants and thus, the cycle never ended, and yet again I found no difference between the slave and the free.
Then I said, surely I know the difference! A slave is allotted only small amounts of what is good to the free will man, if any at all. The free willed man can choose to have the delights of man for himself, the riches and wealth, the women and also the luxuries, while a slave has only that which he needs to live, and nothing more. Yet then I realized and heard a truth, even the man of free will finds no happiness or freedom in these things but only slavery. So thus, the fate of both was the same yet again.
If then happiness was only found in God, a man would have to choose to become a slave unto God in order to achieve happiness and his own free will is but chains until true slavery was the choice that was made. IF then, all men are slaves, either to their own free will or to God, the same fate overtakes them both, for I realized that free will was slavery, and that true slavery unto God was love granted from free will.
When I saw this I said in my mind, it is good to be a slave. Even a physical slave can learn more about God in quicker realization than a man fooled by his own free will. Yet then I thought of the pain that all slaves endure from the choices of those in slavery of their free will and such sorrow came upon me. From man's own chains of free will, as masters of themselves with being servants, and as servants to themselves without being masters, the oblivion of mankind resulted.
A true slave of God, denies the slavery of free will, and chooses with free will to become a slave, so that way God can reveal to them his deep things, for if man has a choice, he condemns his own knowledge. Thus what God reveals is for God alone to know, and all we can learn is only what God chooses to teach, and all knowledge and wisdom and power is from God alone, and only a slave can learn of it. Yet even then, no slave could know everything, for he is still under the power of free will, and the reality that he even knows the difference between Good and evil keeps him from God.
There is nothing new under the sun. Under the sun excludes God. Over the sun includes God. But under the sun, man's own free will is the very destruction of endless cycles of slavery of themselves and the oblivion of reality, that all humans, even those who choose to be slaves as well as those who do not cannot know nor do anything in perfection as long as they live under the sun. Everything is meaningless.
Chapter 2 – Under the Sun (Meaningless)
Under the sun, everything is meaningless. Under the sun means excluding God. To acknowledge God would be over the sun. There are no opposites under the sun. An example would be love and hate, which under the sun are exactly the same. For over the sun, that is with God he commands us to love even those who hurt us. This is not human nature. Thus, under the sun, excluding God we only love those who help us, and hate those who wrong us. Yet in choosing to love only those who help us under the sun, we automatically hate everyone who does not, thus love and hate are both the same and meaningless to say it is different under the sun.
No one can say here is something new under the sun, it has already been and there are no opposites under the sun. Pagans who do not acknowledge God dedicate themselves to understanding everything under the sun and have no knowledge of anything else. So thus in their minds there is no difference between truth and lies, love and hate, slavery and free will, it is all the same and therefore the only truth is what you want to believe and thus only remains true only to you. Their knowledge reflects only that which is under the sun, for they cannot understand anything above the sun, for they do not know God.
Truly everything is meaningless under the sun, and when pagans try to understand how everything came about, they cannot understand and are baffled because one thing cannot exist without the other, and there is no difference between death and life, for everything is the same and thus, everything is meaningless.
Solomon, the wisest man who ever lived aside from Christ, said the only thing mankind can do that is not meaningless is to enjoy their work given by God. Because God's calling is over the sun, and he wrote not only to do it but to find enjoyment with God's calling in your life. Everything else is meaningless and does nothing for you, under the sun.
Chapter 3 – Stupidity of the Wicked!
In the midst of my torment I tried to understand the theology and the purpose for the wicked according to their ways and beliefs. Since they had caged me, I thought there must be some logic behind their own ways. Thus I sought to understand my enemy. In the end I was more tortured and disturbed by the fact that evil could not be understood in logical terms for there was no logic. Even amongst the spiritual demons they worshipped who hated even them there was no logic or understanding. When I even tried to reason with them they would only grow more bold in stupidity. Thus I was more tortured that beings without any sense with a full dose of spupidity that could make no sense than the evil's they were cursing upon me. Thus I write this section about all that I have heard and seen about the nature of the wicked which made no sense to me.
First Stage: House of Sand
I will start by explaining the easy thing that could somewhat be understood. IT was the parable of the foolish man building his house on the sand, and the righteous building on the rock. So thus I will explain. For both the righteous and the wicked know a storm is coming, for they know death shall take them both, for the same fate overtakes them all. The wicked, thus knowing decide that they should dig a hole in the sand and that takes little effort and little time, for then they can party and be the rabid beasts of carnal pleasure and do little to no work and exist to indulge in their wild fantasies. Even upon knowing that their hole in the sand will not last, they still think to themselves it will go well for them, for they can enjoy lifes pleasures. Yet time is their own assuring. They say to themselves, the storm will be in ten days, so thus I have ten days to do whatever I want, and in their minds ten days is good, for it is a long while to do their indulgences. Yet when the days number nine, instead of seeing the former day as a lost day, they rejoice, for they still have nine days to indulge, and thus they find pleasure and delight. Each day lost is not something to mourn, but something to be celebrated, for they still have more days to live. But behold the last day. Only then are they filled with fury because they know their time is short, and rather than seek help from a righteous man who has a house of rock, they seek to go to their own dealers of pleasure and say to them, take me into your hole in the sand, for surely your hole is deeper and will bury me deeper, for that was my desire from the beginning. Thus, it made no sense, for even if they were offered safety from a storm, they would only seek deeper holes. Let us say that there is a seemingly smart one who takes temporary shelter from a storm in the house of a righteous, when the storm passes they will say, see, my own wickedness was allowed and now I can go back out and do it all over again! They say to themselves, I can be as wicked as I want because of the righteous man's generosity and use him for my own wickedness. Yet if the righteous man welcomes them a second time, he is a more fool than even they!
Yet the righteous man spends all his time to build a house knowing a storm is coming, brick by brick he labors, measuring out foundations and laying plumb lines and doing his work in the hot sun laboring his reward from the storm. Yet the wicked see this and taunt him, they say come dig a hole in the sand, it is much easier and then you can enjoy the fruits of wild orgies and lust. Yet the righteous man pays no heed and builds his house on the rock.
When the storm comes, the righteous man saved himself and it is counted as righteousness. Yet this stage of evil of the wicked was only the beginning of the root of the stupidity I had uncovered in my investigation, for I discovered that there were layers of the stupidity of the wicked and the deeper I went to understand this the more stupid I became, for the waste of space in my brain of knowing such stupidity had caused me to believe I was getting dumber listening to them.
Second stage: The Darkened Room
There are those who do it for pleasure I uncovered, but there are those who do it for a living to literally bring into this world an evil as long as they are the ones protected by evil. To illustrate this I will speak of a dark room, which is their soul. Their soul is dead and are not alive, yet their flesh is wild with life of carnal pleasure. But they seek protection from evil by following evil. They say unto themselves, Darkness can hurt me; therefore darkness shall protect me from itself, so thus they worship the darkness. Yet it made no sense to me, only stupidity. For if a man was in an unfamiliar dark room that is their soul, what amount of darkness will make him see the way out? Will not more darkness cloud his vision even more, though he had no vision to begin with? So thus they grope and fall all the time, yet in their minds their falling in darkness is really guiding them because the opposite of light is darkness, and because they are opposite, they must fall to achieve their own protection, for if they could see they would be in the light, and darkness would not protect them. So thus they must obey the rules of darkness and grope and stumble for this is what darkness requires and is the way of darkness, because a light will not save them and let them see clearly and help them out of the room, but only darkness could.
Even if the righteous came to their room with light shining the way out they would say to themselves, it was not the darkness that illuminated this, therefore I cannot follow it, for they must stumble and fall in order to get out of the room, even when the way out is plain to them. Utter stupidity! Utter relentless Stupidity! It made no sense! I thought I had found the root of the problem, for I realized that there are not only those who follow it for pleasure, but those who follow it for protection. Yet then I was even more stupefied when I realized that there was more wicked who did it for the power to control all in darkness and to slaughter the righteous. And I sought to understand the logic behind this greatest of evils, yet became more stupid in the process!
Third Stage: Satan's Special Creatures
It is written that an angel of the Lord's name is too great to be understood by the most righteous, and thus Satan’s evil cannot be understood by even the most wicked of men. The logic behind this is simple, Satan is a fallen angel, and fallen angels think and act differently on a different level completely than a mortal. Yet upon hearing this, these wicked stupid people will understand it, for they will succeed where no evil being had succeeded before, for only their wickedness is the great wickedness that no man can understand. Mankind cannot even understand the Nephilim, the half human half angel half-breeds for they are a different species entirely. It is like an ant who thinks it will understand a hawk, or a fish that will understand a camel. Such are the wicked thinking they will understand the wickedness of Satan, or even the Nephilim for that matter.
They start out their ways by deciding that Satan’s evil makes no sense or logic in this world, therefore they must defy all logical and good sense with their wickedness. If then, they see a way in which they could benefit evil and the truth was explained by even a righteous man, immediately on hearing the truth it could not be! They would defy it. For the best way for the righteous to further their evil ways is to tell them the truth of where that evil will lead, for they must defy all truth, because they themselves are born to breed lies, and cannot understand anything at all except lies and know their own stupidity. They claim to be serpents but cannot even wait for the proper time to strike for they must defy all logic of a serpent because they are serpents in their own minds. Therefore you could even tell them the plan they would need to succeed and they wouldn't even follow it, because upon hearing the truth they must defy it! They say amongst themselves, I already became wicked and I know my judgment is hell, but since it hasn't come yet, I shall heap myself deeper curses and curse the entire world, and destroy Satan’s own plan for success for I am more wicked than even he, for Satan is patient, and I am not! Where the fallen angels could not succeed, and where the Nephilim could not succeed, somehow they will succeed for they have something to prove and in proving such wickedness as being more evil than Satan the devil will owe them their own evil desires, even though they were told by even the demons that they were despised by them, and will be made very deep a hell, and who cares as long as they can curse both the wicked and the righteous. Even in defying the devil, they still think themselves the devil, and think they will utterly get their reward of pain and agony, and since it has not come yet, they shall make it a deeper hell.
They continue on in merriment, for they own the world in their eyes. They are gods because not even Satan kills them though they think themselves better. Even though Satan is an evil they cannot understand in their minds this is what it truly must be! Even destroying demons plans for success and betraying Satan’s own plans for success and thus making Satan always lose his will for even them makes their logic insane. For they will even curse themselves with death and hell suffering while they still live and rejoice in it, for it passes and thus they know they are greater.
Then when Satan has had his fill with them, he comes to collect them, to make them pay for what they thought about him, thinking they were better than with their time on earth. When this happens in a split second they see in utter shock and disbelief because it is a hell they cannot escape, for their comfort was in the fact they could before while they lived, and they are in total absolute fear of Satan, and their hell burns so evilly and painfully and such a scourge that there is no way it can be described in human words. For Satan, unlike them is patient and unlike them, knows when to strike.
Satan's special creatures who think they will escape all agony yet crave the very agony to watch it leave and they themselves in their own mind are better than their own master. Such evil could not be understood, yet was found to be the most common among the wicked. Every wicked man has something to prove. They will hear of something that cannot be done, and thus to prove their superiority they will do it, somehow, someway for they will do what the devil cannot and they will be owed a debt from Satan himself. Though they could not understand the evil, the bliss of not understanding became their understanding to know they could not.
Stupidity! Stupidity! Stupidity!
The wicked will not even consider there is a way to things of bright sunshine, or happy emotions, or peace with one's self. They cannot fathom that there is warmth and light and a precious gift of love and kindness, even when they are shown it. Yet their path to stupidity begins when they see that warmth and must have darkness to achieve it. Then they can have the best of both worlds, play the fence and set about with their wickedness after building the house on the sand. I could speak of the theology behind what they worship, how it affects even the righteous that live, for they, the wicked ones I spoke of in this entire chapter were the people of witchcraft. This is the three stages of magick and devil worship. This is the stairway into hell and the cancer of the planet. Yet it makes no sense. To end I say, God is good, Satan is bad and thus if something bad happens it should be attributed to Satan, and likewise when something good happens it comes from God. Yet the wicked only think that good allowed evil to occur and thus in rebellion, the root of witchcraft they will rebel against the good and follow the one who caused their problem in the first place. The raped woman in rebellion will follow the path of her rapist; the victim of a murdered husband will follow the path of her lover's killer. Yet they cannot see that God did not rape or murder them, that it was a human being who did this and thus in their minds they must rebel. Stupidity behind all accounts that defy logic and all reasoning, and they claim to be the intelligent elite of this planet. Stupidity, Stupidity, Stupidity!
Chapter 4 – The Enticing Whore vs. Wisdom’s Daughter
Are there any daughters of wisdom? Any women who seek wisdom as their mother? For such a woman is truly beautiful, should she exist! Yet now I will speak of the enticing whore, and how she sees her prey.
It starts when her breasts are beginning to develop and she hears that the men are slandering her amongst themselves. She realizes she is seemingly more beautiful than all the other women around her. Immediately she rejoices, for to her the outward appearance of her beauty will now pave her fortune. She makes a list of all the men who are strong, the athletes and the brave and says to herself, I will take away their strength and I will judge for myself which one is the strongest. Thus she will begin her whorish ways and entice them all, and they will give into her for she was more beautiful than they. And even when she is spoke of as a whore by them to each other, she counters back on how they were in bed, and they become silent, less she tell it to the other women they themselves seek.
She dresses in scanty clothes, for this will lead her to her goal of receiving the strength of other men. Yet when they use her for how she presents herself she will cry and wonder why men cannot see her for who she truly is. She will go out too clubs and wild parties and every night she will leave with a different man, and she will think to herself, am I not the hottest who can even take men away from the other women? I have first pick of my victims!
Yet she will cry out in the heartbreak of men who trample her and she will seek to soothe her wounds. She will listen to her favorite musicians and watch her favorite actors and dream of taking their strength. For they soothe her wounds in something she cannot receive yet wish she had. Then she would hear that her idol is nearby, and put on her best scanty dress and make-up and go forth after the show and seek to be made their own whore slave and will gather with all of the other women like her, her sisters. Then comes the arrogant idol himself, strutting like a rooster upon the women who have gathered. Laughing haughtily for he has his own pick of the best of whores.
Should he choose one, the other's will become indignant, they will even fight each other in front of him to his own delight and beat down each other to prove that they will have his strength. Yet if she is chosen she will go into his chamber and let him ride her and in the morning he will leave. The moment she wakes she is judging how he was compared to all her other victims, and at the same time rejoicing that she was more beautiful than the others to be chosen by her idol.
Now in her mind she has had the best of all men, there is nothing more she can do. Thus her thoughts look into what she has to show for it. Three kids from different fathers, no man to soothe her pain, and a constant wish that she had done differently. Then who is it she will seek? She will seek a man, the one she would not give a second thought to in her youth, and she will desire to make him her king. She will say to herself, I had all the fun in life and the man that was not the strongest of the athletes and not the strongest one of wild nature will be delighted that he would have a woman of such beauty as I, he will surely do as I ask and be a good father to my three children with different fathers. For such a man is not a jerk, or not a cocky fool, but will see me for who I really am and have been, and will make a good father.
Indeed such a woman may repent from her former lifestyle and do well seeking after wisdom, for wisdom is a woman who seeks all women to be her daughters, even the ones who start out despising her. But now I will speak of the righteous woman of her youth a woman more experienced in wisdom as her daughter.
Such a woman might not be as beautiful as the other women on the outside, but she will not seek the strength of the men who are the strongest. She probably will not seek them at all at first. In her mind she will seek her Father, the Lord. And while the wild women will go to clubs to seek out their gods of men, she will go to the church or to the bible study to learn of her precious Father who will love her. She will speak words of righteousness, and will work hard for her future, though she is teased and tempted by the whorish women and the men who think she should be the same as the whore.
She will be kind to men and to women, even seeking to help the wild women when men cannot see them for who they truly are. She will be reserved and she will not show her thighs in her dress or her stomach in her top. She will instead be clothed with honor and devotion to her God. Even if she is a pretty woman outwardly, other men will not see her reasoning in choosing a man who is far seemingly less attractive than her, but to her that man she case has all the qualities of a righteous and good husband who will work hard for her future family and who will respect her so greatly in her hearth.
Such a couple will work hard for each other and their marriage vows will not be broken, for it is like attempting to break steel. They love unconditionally and live in good homes and they have all they need. And when the righteous woman looks back in her youth at her older age she will smile for she did not look for her man in bars and clubs, but in the house of the Lord, for such men in the church are more likely to have the values of true men of God, more so likely than the men in clubs and bars. This is not saying that a good man is not in a bar occasionally, or that there are not jerks among the bible studies, yet the chances of finding a true husband for her was easy to see.
So heed my words well women of youth! Where is wisdom's daughter? Does she even exist among you? Will you not heed the voice of a woman who knows all things of womanhood? Will wisdom not teach you the ways of righteousness? Wisdom herself will find a suitable husband for you if you will ask her too. Wisdom seeks her daughters to run her empire, for all men are heavily influenced by all women, be they the enticing whore or the daughter of wisdom. For it is good that Wisdom is a woman, else no man would desire her.
Chapter 5 – Behold the Fool!
Behold the Fool!
Behold the woman of deceit! Such a snare to bleed you dry unto the gates of death! When she first comes to you she will lay with you and play to your desires. She will give you your deepest lusts and smile and make you think she will be your queen. Then you will shower her with gifts, and she will leave you. She knows that you now desire a relationship with her, and she will allow herself to be courted yet will not give in to you as she once did. You will seek her with persistence to show you will indeed be a man who will love her forever, till death do you part. She will take in all the wealth you give her, the precious adorning’s and costly perfumes, and she will wear them and perfume herself for the other men of evil with power who she gives into every night. Meanwhile you will feel despair for this woman whom you desire so strongly and she will try to console you to say you will indeed have her, keeping up the desire and only giving you what you need until you are bled dry of resources or until you learn wisdom. Then she will laugh once you are gone and say, what a fool! The man thought he could have me, when I already stole everything he had to give me, and now I own it all! Do not give into the woman of deceit, for if you do you will be deceived yourself.
Behold the double minded weak woman, unstable in all her ways! Such a woman will never be loyal to you unless you can prove yourself the strongest of men. Yet, if it seems like for even in a moment that you will lose, she will take bets against you and seek the most powerful one. And when you overcome, she will cry to you that she did not mean it, and that next time she will be faithful. Yet this process will repeat itself, and if you fall she will be nowhere. In her mind she is weak and fragile, so thus needs the strongest; else she will live in fear. She will play to you how small she is, and you will feel like you can and should protect her for her frailty of innocence, and she will do whatever you say. Yet if you are not the stronger she will do whatever the stronger says, even if it is to destroy you, the one who took her into your house. Her weak innocence and elegant attitude of meekness will remind you of the innocence some men crave in a woman, but do not be deceived, for she will only obey the one in most power, for she knows she is weak. Do not give in to the double minded weak woman, for if you do you will be both double minded and weak yourself!
Behold the woman of deep witchcraft! Such a vile woman that haunts every man's good desires! She will claim that she is loyal to you, for she is loyal to few, but since she desires you, she will be loyal to you. Then you will see her curses. You will see how she treats other men and women with deep vengeance. You will think, before this gets any more dangerous or that you cross her, you will leave. Yet the moment you conceive this, she will turn on you with vengeance. She will stalk you in the night; she will hunt you by day. She will make sure you feel the pain you caused her at any moment she can. In her mind she only exists to get back at you, and even if it means cursing herself with death from the demons she served, she will kill you. In her mind she could only wish she could torture you forever, and will make pacts with powerful devils just to make sure you will feel her agony and hatred for betraying her trust, when all she ever trusts were the demons that destroy even her. She delights in suffering, both yours and hers; she delights in vengeance and will not show pity or sorrow lest her demons forsake her. Do not give into the woman of deep witchcraft! For if you do, you will lose your very sanity and be cursed by the most vile of women!
Behold the senseless woman! Such a woman makes no sense to me, yet leads only to death! She is a woman of the utmost appearance, her perfumed lips and heavy make-up. She knows best how to make a man's fantasy of lust. She knows what to do in her bed that will shock you beyond reason. Yet she knows all of the deepest desires of all men, for she has been with all men. IF you, so amazed by her charm and desire her for yourself to prove to her that you can love her for who she is on the inside, and thus make a companion out of her, you are a fool indeed! You will set your mind after her as she puts you through many tests. She will see if you are indeed her type. She will see if you love her without make-up, and without her curved body. She will see if you can keep her comforted when she is insecure. She will put every deed of yours to the test. And while you are going through her tests, she is with other men, giving them their wild desires. Yet let's just say if a man did indeed pass her many tests and had enough wealth to make her content. Then she will claim you as her champion, and speak well of you. Yet, as your gold you make is still in your hand, it is gone. She will not stop bringing trials to you to see how far you will go for her, beyond the trials she thought she needed. Then when you find no peace and rest, for you are in trials continually, you will leave her. Now in her mind she will have you as her own. She has seen how far you will go for her. If you give in to her saying such things you are a fool indeed, for then she will see that you can press through the that trial, and cannot stop testing you, for she desires to be proven her worth by causing suffering to you. Even in bed it was not the same as the first time you remembered, nor was the first as great as you thought it was then. The process of weariness will repeat until you are forced to leave permanently. Always she is there, begging for you to come back to her, whispering how it will be different. She will not let you go, she will stalk and bother you, the man of her dreams, as long as you live, and even if you find another woman, she will seek to come between you and her, for in her mind getting you back to her is her trial, so that she might cause suffering to you as yours. Do not give into the senseless woman! For if you do, you will never know peace and be cursed unto sheer annoyance and frustration unto death!
Behold the foolish man! Such a fool among men was no greater then I! For I had acquired a deep fortune of wealth, and such a fortune it once was! For I had said to myself in the height of my fortune, I will find a woman to share it with. I will find a companion to be my own wife and share the wealth that I may live in peace and happiness in the wealth of my days. Such first entered the woman of deceit, though I did not know she would deceive me so! I bled much wealth, yet afterwards I still had much to spare, so great was my inheritance. So thus I said to myself, I will find a different type of woman, one whom I can protect and will do what I ask, for the woman of deceit had never done anything commanded, so thus I sought for a beautiful woman of simple elegance to remind me of my younger years and came across the double minded weak woman, though I did not know she was of double mindedness. At first it was well, until a more powerful wealthy man came, and though I beat him a few times at first, and my woman going back and forth I was still the fool and was left with only half of my fortune left, and the double minded woman was gone. Seeing her gone was only as gain to me, and I sought for loyalty, for the double minded woman had no backbone of loyalty, and thus the woman of deep witchcraft came. That relationship lasted only a mere few days, but haunted me for years, and I lost half of the remainder of my fortune. Though still left with a quarter of my great inheritance, it was still a great fortune. I went to a party and came across the senseless woman. Such as I wrote occurred, and after it was all done, I was left a pheasant on the street, and even the clothing on my back was seized. Only then did I see who I was! I am the greatest fool among men. All these women had bled me dry, and as I walked one day I saw that all four of these women were together, eating and drinking with goblets of gold. I then realized there were all related that they were four sisters who had contemplated my demise among themselves since my beginning. I saw them with four men, who were the enemies of my own company, and I realized that those men had those four women working for them the entire time. They saw me and laughed at the greatest fool of men and I was left standing in the cold without a jacket, as the greatest fool who had spent his inheritance on the children of jezebel. I know not what the righteous woman would look like. I longed for a god fearing woman, I really did. Yet I do not even know if such a woman exists, for I have never had a relationship with one. Yet I believe the verse in which Solomon a great king led astray said in Ecclesiastes; I have found one upright man among a thousand, but not one upright woman among them all. I am the fool, the greatest fool among men!
This concludes Book 2 – Slave Reflections
Book 3 – Slave Psalms
Psalms made by the slave `Anan throughout his journey to understand the wickedness of men in his torture and his joy
Slave Psalm 1 – The Lord Saves
Oh Lord, see how I praise you? Nothing is in my heart but to praise you and your wonderful law. When I cried, you comforted me. You rescued me from the snare of folly and deceit. When I was a youth, my heart was set on evil, truly wickedness was my path. Yet in the depths of Sheol, in the depths of the wicked boneyard, you came that I might not be fallen victim or share the same fate as the wicked. You came in armor and a sword. Surely I thought you came to kill me because of my wickedness, for my wickedness was great. Yet you came and destroyed my foes without mercy. You called to me and I answered. You pulled me up from the mire and spoke the words of your law unto me. They were pleasant to me, and I rejoiced in your love. Then I said to myself, truly only the Lord is good. Truly only the Lord shall save. I sought to follow your precepts and commandments, for they are my hope and your glory. Truly the wicked are garbage to you, they know not truth. In their own minds they must create it, for to them there is no light, for they walk in the darkness of evil desires. But as for me, I will praise your heritage, I will exalt Israel, for from your holy city will I find rest. You are to be exalted forever, your deeds are known to me, yet how can any man truly know them all? So I said to myself, I will follow the ways of the Lord. The God who redeems me smiles, clothed in the deep heavens, dressed in a sash of red. Let my blood pour out for you again. Let me see how you crave my life. For you oh, God are more than mortal life. Yours is salvation forever. Amen.
Slave Psalm 2 – The Heritage of God
I close my eyes and see. I open them and ever before me is your holy mountain, the mountain of Sinai stand burning in flaming wrath. How long will you oppress your heritage? How long will you let Israel be surrounded by their enemies, seeking escape from my ancestors? Redeem oh Lord, your chosen people. Let your hand decide, see if there is any who is just and obey your will. My ancestors and heritage are evil, and they set their sights on your holy children. Shield Israel, like you shielded them in the days of your servant David. Bless them, as you blessed them in the days of Solomon. Redeem them, like you redeemed them with the blood of your son. Keep them safe from all who try to overtake them. What nation is yours but Israel? What other nation can say, the Lord is our heritage and we are his people? Truly from Sinai you burn with wrath against all who provoke your children. Your daughters are mercilessly slaughtered, their children in their wombs die with them, no more to see the light of your life. How can Israel rejoice unless you save them from my father's nation? Let Israel be blessed and redeem your people that they may know the name of your son, and that you are the God who redeems them from Sinai, from Zion, and from all the ends of the earth!
Slave Psalm 3 – Generational Curse
Truly the Lord is great in awesome deeds and wonder! But as for me, I am deeply disturbed. I am quaking in disbelief at the folly of Israel. Did the Lord tell Cain that he was his portion forever? Was Cain established at the height of the earth? Was it Cain whom he delivered through the red sea to the land flowing with milk and honey? Truly it was not my ancestor and my heritage that were blessed with honor. Why then do you seek the gods of wood and stone, made by my ancestors? Why do you kiss the mouths of my ancestor's heathen ways? The Lord issued a covenant with you, oh Israel. He said you are of Seth, son of Adam, son of my greatness. Serve only I and I will make you a fruitful nation. Yet you bow down to Cain instead? You say to yourselves we will intermarry with the clan of Cain and corrupt our heritage with that of the cursed. We will be like them and sacrifice our sons to gods of wood and stone. We will not see or hear the Lord, for the Lord is with Cain. Truly such abominations frighten me! I am horrified and terror creeps in the night. I have seen the horrors of my ancestors. I have felt their blades slice and their raping’s never cease. Yet I have hope in the Lord God of Israel, who will redeem me. Turn away from the heathen ways of my ancestors oh Israel. Return to the sanctuary of his holy temple. Let the Levites offer him psalms of redemption through his precious blood. The ways of my ancestors are of the deepest parts of Sheol and yours the highest heavens. Do not turn to folly and reject the gods that do not speak or feel, and spare your children from the fire, that you might be fruitful through them, and increase in number and be the light of God forever. How can you say you want to be like my ancestor, a murderous prideful cursed man who knew not the Lord? Yet the Lord destroyed his line forever in the flood of redemption. HE said unto Noah, you are my true heritage; you and your sons are from Seth alone, for I have preserved you for myself. Yet nimrod was not happy with being the Lord's heritage, He made himself an equal with Cain, and sparked once more the heritage of the murderous wicked. Their tribes grew and plundered you. Yet you cried to the Lord and he sent you deliverers. He redeemed you for he knew the hate of Cain was great against the Lord's anointed people. The Lord delivers and is faithful forever. He will always redeem you should you fear him! Seek him and make a new covenant that Israel might be exalted among the nations, and all gentile nations will see it and say, they have no part in our heritage, for they are of the Lord! Their bows will not strike your children, their swords will break in their fear, and their fiercest warriors will flee to the holes in Sheol and tremble mightily and they will say, Behold Israel! They have a God who lives! A God who answers! A God who feels! Truly our idols are no match. Yes, this is what they will say unto the lamp of this world. They will fear the Lord, and tremble at his heritage which comes against them in nightmares and delusions of paranoia. Let Israel be exalted forever! Amen.
Slave Psalm 4 – The Lord Who Laughs
How good it is to fear the living God! From utmost on high the Lord laughs at the wicked, he knows their plans will not succeed, all they store up for themselves are heaped upon the righteous. The heavens are the shield of the Lord; his sword is of true water. It will smite the head of the dragon, yea even the beast shall not stand. The fallen ones tremble, desiring their own end for they are in terror for their disobedience unto the Lord God Almighty. The Lord made all the ways of the wicked exposed before the righteous. When they see the wicked simple minds and plans they had made to deceive, the righteous will laugh and say, was that all? Was that their portion? Yet my portion is to suffer for the Lord and his holy nation, Israel. Oh how the Lord longs for his nation to praise him. I shall praise him, for my heritage is ruin and misery, but the Lord saves from all death. Praise the Lord all you who fear God. Rejoice and be glad, for the day of the wicked is almost passed and the Lord shall rule in Zion forever! Amen.
Slave Psalm 5 – Deliverance from Evil
The Lord enthroned in Honor, his vast army before him. An army made for battle, with sharpened swords and mighty shields. HE called to deliver me from my enemies. All at once his angels went. They met my enemy and brought him low in chains to deliver the salvation I sorely needed. I cried out to the Lord in anguish, and he hear my cries. His shield was around me and my soul was lifted from a curse set against me. A curse I did not know had even come against me. Yet though my lips were parched from the salt in my tears, and my heart beaten with attacks of oppression and hatred, I was found pure in his sight. Though I had sinned against him, he still heard my cry of repentance and sheltered me from my own folly. My heart feared the Lord and I knew the enemy would regroup. I cried out to the Lord to deliver me again. HE will surely see my heart. He will surely destroy my foes with his arrows. With Lightning and a storm, my foes ran before me in retreat. Their backs were marked by his arrows, not one of them missed. The Lord commanded that I not sin again, and I rejoiced in his salvation. The Lord sent an army to rout the enemy, all of them returned. Not one of them were struck down or wounded. Yet where was the number of my enemies? Only carcasses I could count. Lord, do unto Israel what you have done to me. Let their enemies be no more and may your shield protect them from their enemies. Let them fear the God who fights even when we have done wrong and gives us grace and salvation. Even from enemies we know not the Lord protects and delivers. How great is the Lord, may his army praise the greatness of God who sees what man cannot and protects the just and offers grace though we are like mad beasts, brute in carnal desire. I will praise the Lord. All gentile nations will praise him through my mouth. The Lord made his covenant with me, and I am set to be his instrument and I will hope in the Lord though I am weak and frail. For in my sickness and insanity, the Lord granted me peace of mind from an enemy I did not know about, and he has shielded me forever. Amen.
Slave Psalm 6 – Lament of Agony
Have mercy son of David, have mercy on me
Hear me; I’m on the ropes of deep suffering
My voices failed to fit my need inside
For twelve years I have tried, though they led me to die
I thought I could fix them, make my world a better place
But they stole, thrashed and murdered, I see myself upon their face
I've bled my tears dry, choking only agony
Have mercy son of David, have mercy on me
Have mercy son of David, have mercy on me
Turbulent and bloody in hell's insanity
I see so much death, corpses lying in their blood
I see their killers laughing with faces evil smug
I see people getting stabbed, gashed flowing arteries
I see demon's using horror, fear and misery
I've seen flesh tear, intestines flowing like the sea
Have mercy son of David, have mercy on me
Have mercy Son of David, have mercy on me
My thoughts are frantic panic racing continually
I'm always in a web, stuck with fear I'm doing wrong
No, I take it back; I feel that I am the wrong
I live life in paranoia, delusions every day
None of them come true, yet I can't help believe in what they say
That alone should drive one wrong, seeking truth as an escape
I'm stuffed with non-working meds, my happiness is raped
I'll probably be locked in a ward, the world never to see
Have mercy son of David, please have mercy on me
Have mercy son of David, have mercy on me
I see demons staring; flashing red eyes are haunting me
I feel their unnatural presence, surrounded by their hate
They glare their stare, they're everywhere, and they want me at their gate
They stab my heart, laugh evil dark, making jest of all my pain
They grinded me to death as I cried out to Christ's name
They never stop advancing, attack after attack
I'm weak and beaten down, I cannot hold them back
I've seen through their eyes, heard victim cries and babies sacrificed
Watched horror scenes of blood of these, as evil mocks the Christ
The eye never has enough of seeing, nor the ear its sound
I once enjoyed music, but I can't enjoy it now
I'm tortured by the things I've felt, haunted by what I've seen
Have mercy son of David, please have mercy on me
Slave Psalm 7 – Crushed is the Oppressor
A
Always before you is my love and faithfulness, God of Creation
Against your foes I cry out your vengeance to deliver the righteous
B
Before the Dawn of battle, my enemy is routed and destroyed
Beyond their carcasses lies their land in devastation
C
Coldly they jeered at me and were slaughtered
Cruel thoughts on their minds were silenced by their screams
D
Death overcame them; the Lord had made his message known to them
Disease overtook them; they could not stand his laughter
E
Entrails spilled on the field of battle like straw on a field
Evil was their pride, and they were sentenced to their own devises
F
Forever people will scorn them; they will not mourn for the fallen
Forgotten is their remnant, never to have any children to inherit their fields
G
God is the avenger of the righteous; he will shower his foes with hate
Good is this day I have prayed for, the day of my salvation
H
Haughty eyes peered at me; they sought my own demise in wickedness
How the mighty have fallen, how they have no spoils for their battle
I
I will praise the Lord who delivered me from their treachery
Insolence was their way, while my heart was set on the Lord of hosts
J
Just like Sodom and Gomorrah they became, greed overtook them in evil
Jeering at them was the Lord, what were their swords to him?
K
Killed at maimed from their own tribe, aliens left to carcasses in a field
Kids danced in the field of their rotting bodies, kicking their dead bodies
L
Lord, my help is in you. You are the deliverer of nations
Lord, I will sing of your deliverance always, you did not put me to shame
M
Many were my enemies; many became none, for the Lord had fought for me
Massacre was set before my eyes; the reality of war was before me
N
Never did my heart fail to hate them, nor did I rejoice in their ways
Near was my end, yet the Lord set it in his heart to set me free from death
O
Open was my heart to his ways, on him did I set my path upon
Only the Lord shall deliver, only the Lord will be given credit for this victory
P
Pour out your wrath on those who spite you, let all nations fear you
Put out their lamps, for their fire did not burn for righteousness
Q
Quickly you came to my recue; you saved me though I was a breath to you
Quietly I survey the battlefield and fear the Lord who can cause entire armies to die
R
Reach into my soul and gather my strength to call upon you, my King
Reality of what has happened has not yet reached my mind; I am shocked by your love
S
Surely the Lord delivered me; I see the proof in the blood of those who died
Sweat had poured from my brow, Insane and blinded by battle I pressed to my God
T
Taken is my soul by you, oh Lord. You did not leave me to die
To you alone Lord, is this victory given, no mortal can claim it prize
U
Under oaths I will praise you and your covenant, your grace is ever with me
Ugly is sin in my sight, I will find beauty in a God who delivers
V
Very quickly my enemies were destroyed, before I could count them, they perished
Vanity and pride was in their hearts, they thought I was their prey
W
Was their desires not before the Lord and their inheritance cut off?
Were they to succeed I would not have survived, and I would be in Sheol
X
Xenophobia had overcome me, for I hated what they had set their minds to overcome
x-ed out they became. No more in number, marked for ruin
Y
Your Grace is upon my deliverance, forever in your name I will reach out for safety
You spared me the pain of my own foes, from their instruments of torture I was spared
Z
Zeal has overcome me for my God, I will obey his statutes and call upon him
Zealous is my God for the righteous, he shall come and deliver all who call upon him forever
Amen.
Slave Psalm 8 – Sacred Path
Through the sacred path I run. The Lord gives me the speed of a gazelle. The heavens shine like grace upon me. All around I see the vegetation and the creatures and birds which praise the name of you, my God. You make my heart to be in delight because I have obeyed your precepts. You have endowed me with understanding and have given me a new hope every morning. I can fo0rget the pain of yesterday, for you are the God of mercy and loving compassion. Yesterday an army fell, yet I do not remember how many. Too long ago it seems. Today I will run through your forest and delight in your son. My God is with me; forever he grants me his favor. I cannot help but know the ways he has taught me. Every sacrifice he commands is my joy to give. I cannot ask anything more from my God, who has granted me my heart’s desire. Lord, I say, If even you created a single tree and nothing else in existence, you would be the greatest God and revered by your angels who wait on you. Yet you opened your mouth and you spoke a world of beauty. You spoke and the heavens delighted that they even were thought of to be created. With a breath, a small breath of your nostrils the fountains of the deep broke open, delighted that you would even think of them to destroy your enemies. What does not fear you Lord? What proud man is not brought low before your glory? Everything is perfect in you, and I have a zeal for you Lord. What is pain when one has honor? What is death to one who has glory? The trees I run among will always be a reminder that a God is around me, and protects me from my enemies, for now I can run to you. I will come to you and report. You will call me and I will say, I am here, my Lord, my King. I will listen to your glory; I will hang on your every word. IF you tell me to do such, I know it will be done, for you have spoken it to be done. Nothing is too great that I cannot overcome in you. You grant me the desires of my heart because I listen to you. Others look and say I am smart. I am not smart; I just know what you have told me. I am not skilled with battle of supernatural things; I am merely given this by you. Everything I have is told to me, taught to me, and I am in awe that my Lord has heard me that his face is upon me, the most wicked of men. That he delights in my love for him. Today I will praise you; forever I will demand myself to worship you as I run along the sacred path.
Slave Psalm 9 – Speak to Me, I Will Fight
Hear me, my God my King. You have appointed me as a protector of your sheep. It is you oh Lord which protects me. Though the wicked surround me, though their venom of perfumed death encircle around me, and my heart in despair, my faith will not waver. I will say that the Lord has me with my head in his lap. He will soothe my wounds he caused for my own disobedience, that I may praise him. You Oh Lord are from on high, mortal men do not understand your glory. Not even the angels can see your depths, though they crave to in deep devotion. Speak to me commander of the Lord's armies. Tell me the order of my Lord, lest my heart fail. I am made for battle, for the evil to be vanquished is my path and my delight. To the victor will go the legend, to the righteous the spoils, let it be said the Lord gives strength and honor and is ever merciful. I will praise the Lord in battle. I will praise him in the depths of Sheol. Though my life is ebbing, and pain overtakes me, I will follow my King, my Lord. May the name of Jesus be exalted, and all his enemies perish. It will not be said, may the Lord be my vengeance, and I his tool, yet instead, the Lord is my vengeance and does whatever he wills. Lord, you call for battle. I will not fail my King, my God is the Lord forever. My sword will cleave the enemy and there will be rejoicing among the righteous that God has given the victory to his son Jesus. You call for loyalty, may I be devout and leave my foes in the darkened cells of hell. As for me, my love is the battle, my love is for the vengeance of my God, my King, the Eternal Emperor, and the house of Cain will not prevail.
Slave Psalm 10 – The Caged One
Lord, have you forgotten me? Have you forgotten your promise you made to me. When you said I will choose him, the one who seeks me to fight the battle for my great and awesome day? Lord, I am entrenched with waters of doubt, the enemy surrounds me saying, Is there truly a promise from God, such is not a promise. The wicked mock me with insolence because I am faithful to your word. They say, surely if you join our wickedness we will give you your freedom. Yet wickedness I hate, and your word, oh Lord I love. I read and delight in your commands; nothing is as precious to me as you, my Jesus, my King. You have everything in the universe under you. Everything trembles at your word. Will you not send for my aid? Will you not save your weapon against evil? Will you allow this scorn to envelope me until I am hanging from a rope at the end of my days at the hand of my enemy? IS not my enemy your enemy Lord? Why then am I ensnared by the wicked? Deep anxiety overcomes me daily when I see that the promise you gave me is not fulfilled. Yet even now you are with me. Your hand is in all I do. I will believe in the Lord. The one who frees me from captivity and the one who redeems those who surely follow your ways are as blameless. I will see the day of my freedom and fight for your victory. Lord, if you set me free, will I not serve you in deep devout loyalty? Am I better to you in a cage rather than out in war? When you lay upon me my task, you said to me, you can fulfill my wish, you will succeed in battle. Yet the battlefield seems so far away. Lord, I will always worship you. No cage is too great that you can't penetrate, no bars that you can't bend and break like straw. I will put my hope in the Lord, for he will deliver me, and I will sing his praises forever and my mouth will never be silent.
Psalm 11 – Unfulfilled Promise
Lord, have you forgotten me? Have you forgotten your promise you made to me. When you said I will choose him, the one who seeks me to fight the battle for my great and awesome day? Lord, I am entrenched with waters of doubt, the enemy surrounds me saying, Is there truly a promise from God, such is not a promise. The wicked mock me with insolence because I am faithful to your word. They say, surely if you join our wickedness we will give you your freedom. Yet wickedness I hate, and your word, oh Lord I love. I read and delight in your commands; nothing is as precious to me as you, my Jesus, my King. You have everything in the universe under you. Everything trembles at your word. Will you not send for my aid? Will you not save your weapon against evil? Will you allow this scorn to envelope me until I am hanging from a rope at the end of my days at the hand of my enemy? IS not my enemy your enemy Lord? Why then am I ensnared by the wicked? Deep anxiety overcomes me daily when I see that the promise you gave me is not fulfilled. Yet even now you are with me. Your hand is in all I do. I will believe in the Lord. The one who frees me from captivity and the one who redeems those who surely follow your ways will be as blameless. I will see the day of my freedom and fight for your victory. Lord, if you set me free, will I not serve you in deep devout loyalty? Am I better to you in a cage rather than out in war? When you lay upon me my task, you said to me, you can fulfill my wish, you will succeed in battle. Yet the battlefield seems so far away. Lord, I will always worship you. No cage is too great that you can't penetrate, no bars that you can't bend and break like straw. I will put my hope in the Lord, for he will deliver me, and I will sing his praises forever and my mouth will never be silent.
Psalm 12 – Rescued and Delivered
Behold the Lord in wonder, sitting above the heights of the heavens! HE looked down to the oppressed, to the one who was in need. Desperate was my voice, agony had overcome me. On my knees I fell tortured in throes. Yet the Lord rescued me, he sent his angels to surround me. The saints quickly followed, the army of the Lord had assembled! The enemy smiled at his gain, but lost everything in a moment. Though the enemies stood, outnumbering me I was not alone. The Lord had sent me my desire. HE let me speak to him and praise the greatness he always shall be. The stars of heaven shined like children proud, The Almighty had spoken freedom. And because he spoke it, it shall be. I will worship the Lord, the Lord arrayed in majesty and splendor, arrayed in Gold and even the heavens wrap around him, clinging to his mercy. Truly the Lord delivers, and truly grants man's greatest treasures, and the greatest desires of their heart. Wisdom is the Light of God; by it all things are made known. My treasure is to desire and ponder this meaning, and I will live forever in victory with the treasure bestowed upon by my Abba, The Lord Almighty.
Psalm 13 – God beyond Measure
The King covered in a robe of shining Gold, arrayed in the heavens. The stars leave their places seeking my God. Honor beyond measure, glory beyond measure, love beyond measure, beyond measure is my God. Who protects the weak, the innocent from the attacks of the ruthless? Beyond measure is my God. Who gives delight to those who seek him, even giving peace from trials? Beyond measure is my God. Who delighted in Israel, saying that he would never forsake them for the sake of his servant David, and confirming his word in his son? Beyond measure is my God. Who sends the angels to light and give life to all who fear him, angels who delight in his presence and see his will as their immediate delight? Beyond measure is my God. Who redeems the chief of sinners, even those who were cursed by their own evil? Beyond measure is my God. Who holds the world by his right hand, who laughs and derides the wicked for he sees their day is coming? Beyond measure is my God. Who defends the orphan and the widow, even sets his heart to give them his sacred mysteries, even hiding it from those who have dedicated their life to seeking it? Beyond measure is my God. Who conquered the gates of death and went through the suffering of hellfire to redeem his people as a living sacrifice, even denying his own life out of compassion for love never ending? Beyond measure is my God. Honor beyond measure, glory beyond measure, love beyond measure, beyond measure is my God.
Slave Psalm 14 – Throes of Death
My enemy presses forth with lies as their banner, with deceit as their sword. All around me they look innocent as though their wickedness was not revealed. They destroy my every bone, they twist my very words, and they rot my very heart. With lies and deceit, they say, God will not hear, he will not save. Their pride raises and grows upon the wealth of your servant. I am robbed and left bleeding in the dust. My stomach growls for lack of food, my head swarms with torment as if the locusts have come to devour every green thing. I am beaten by my own sin, and I fear this sin will never leave for it haunts worse than a spirit of the grave. Even now it terrorizes and forces its way against my will. My life is ravaged by deceivers who speak with a tongue of honey, yet ash is in my ears, burning away the sanity like chaff in unquenchable fire. My hands were trained for war, yet now are banded behind my back. Though once spoke in pride and said the Lord is my vengeance and I am his tool, I have fallen and broken like a lump of molded clay. Now it will be said the Lord is my vengeance and does whatever he wills. My arrogance has set my heart to die. My own sins of desire have ensnared me into the lowliest of creatures. Despair has entered in my heart, how can I say the Lord will lift me out of the barred cage? How can I see with eyes of hollow pain? Agony increases like a debt to the wicked. How can I say I have anything when I have nothing? How can I say the Lord redeems me when I am set in the cage of rabid beasts? I am broken Lord. I am worse than all evildoers, for did I not know the way of the Lord? Have I not studied deep things in God? Yet for my own sin I am punished heavily while the sinner who knows not and does evil is repaid light. I am worse off than even the wicked that oppress the widow and the orphan, and in my eyes I can feel the Lord's wrath increase. All around me people are dying, no matter how deep my devotion troubles overwhelm me. Lord, redeem your servant and give him the freedom he seeks. Even the saints have turned their back upon me saying let the Lord do what is needed to break this man and I am utterly crushed. Yet your love for me oh Lord is never-ending. I cannot pay my ransom; I cannot do your will unless you save me from my sin. Lord, remember your people and remember your promise to them. Remember that you will show mercy even if it is for a remnant. Rescue me from these chains of misery that I may succeed in battle, that I may know your will. Have you spared me from the countless attacks from demons just to condemn your broken servant? Will you not see his escape from the cages of deceit and lies? Only upon whom you will have mercy will receive it, and those whom you condemn shall be condemned. But as for me, I will wait. I will see what path you will make for me, to see if I can be used as the broken vessel, I will see if you will take your servant to the depths of Sheol, or if you will redeem me from the pit of corruption. Darkness is all around me, and agony is my closest friend because against you only have I sinned, Praise the Lord. Amen.
Slave Psalm 15 – Love Bestowed
A Wedding Psalm. OF when the Royal King allowed a member of his court to wed his royal slave for his sacrifice for him.
Adorned in robes of splendor, with eyes of flowered heavens; the sweet fragrance of myrrh and frankincense seeps into my nostrils, for my lover comes forth to meet me in a wedding before the King. I am only a slave, a slave to the King but I was given a great honor for my sacrifice to the King. The soft flowers and their petals are to be thrown and to be graced by my lover’s feet. The joyous sound of song surrounds me, I am finally free. Though I was not granted my freedom, for a slave I am by choice, the King has granted me a free heart, a love and warmth of heart. May I die a thousand deaths if ever I glance at any other woman, to hurt her may my fate be the same. For the King has allowed me what is to be my greatest treasure, as she walks the sun refuses to shine except where her path will take her. She walks gracefully; her womanhood is before her, her mother is wisdom and guides her to the altar before the king. My father stands robed, next to the king with honor and majesty, for now a daughter he has gained. As I look to my King, my eyes are filled with joyous light. Who am I, oh King of Ancients, that you would grant me a wife among your nobility? That you would treasure a wretched slave to be in part with your court? May God grant the King all victory, may all nations come subject to the great King! May Gold from Ophir and spices from India, all the finest of all great gifts, the pearls of the sea, but only the ones of greatest purity, the finest gems deck thee oh King, may your crown always remain embodied with costly rubies with the heavens shining among them. May your kingdom expand unto the reaches of the heavens, may you receive joy and be thought good of by all who live in your domain, for you have looked to your slave with kindness and have granted me my own house. I will serve you all my life, may your life be forever! For the King is eternal, and he reigns in heaven and on earth, forever granting life and faithfulness to those who prove their sacrifice to him. The wedding feast is set for me, foods I have never tasted, yet it is her I wish to feed it to. I hold her close, I cannot let her precious breath escape my notice, I crave every good thing that comes from her, for in my mind I reel in loves desire. My heart will not falter, oh most beloved of women, come to my house and I will hold you in high esteem and serve you forever, till death do we live...
This concludes Book 3 – Slave Psalms and also the `Ebed Chokmah of the slave `Anan who went through the suffering of the evil of the human heart to become a slave of the Archangel Uriel
`Ebed Chokmah
A man in pain, going by the name `Anan who was in deep suffering prayed unto God for help in his torment and was visited by Uriel, Archangel of God.
Question from Uriel to `Anan: Can you weigh for me the weight of fire, a measure of wind, or bring a past day back?
Answer to Uriel from `Anan: The ways of the angels of the most high are great. truly no mortal man can understand these things without proper teaching. You have allowed me understanding of this question you have posed upon Esdras, For as surely as you have committed the sun to my sight, and unto my heart the wind, surely I have the answer you seek. For IF one's body were combined with the elements and they kept that body piece tied to that element pure and holy and blameless, you could measure any element in pounds, bushels, etc. but only if you could measure the righteousness of the body piece of a being who was connected. So thus the weight of fire, depends on righteousness of those who have been equipped with fire, and thus the measure of wind likewise. As for the bringing of a day past upon once more, is not the Morningstar node the node that brings one throughout time unto lost days, unless you are a shekinah allowed God's presence, for all of those are outside time itself.
Question from Uriel to `Anan: Can you survey the depths of sheol and know what lies in a room of judgment?
Answer from `Anan unto Uriel: IF one could access the sight nodes of a room, such as Tartarus and truly see what lay in it, the depths could be revealed in a single room, but only if one could access the node of Tartarus, which is in a single room.
Question from Uriel to `Anan: Who can show the path of Wisdom, where she will gather for what she does not seek, and take from what is hers to belong, and answer unto God that no man can find her?
Answer from `Anan to Uriel: Did you not teach me the Wisdom? Did you not tell me of Wisdom's most glorious face and give me knowledge of who she is and demanded it kept secret until she came and gathered and demanded others see it? Truly I did not find her, for I was taught of her by you.
Question from Uriel to `Anan: IT seems you marvel at these and I have no other choice but to ask you three questions. IF you give me the appropriate answers, I will take you as my own, but if you do not, I will watch you flail among men for some time for not answering my questions, for the prayer you have prayed unto God has reached my ears and I am in distress from him, for what I have told you and revealed to you.
Question 1: Who can measure the weight of the sun itself, and by what means can the sun remain calm and kept from bursting asunder?
Answer from `Anan: It is written from the Lord's womb comes forth the ice, for the angels of God are born of ice, but not like mortal ice of men. Yet in your obedience unto God, and fervent loyalty your ice has calmed the sun's rage and has claimed you as its own shade, for you are its regent and it does whatever pleases you.
Uriel’s Answer: My slave you shall be to ponder the wisdom behind all that is allotted to slaves and thus to gather the knowledge of those among them who are seen as wise. Because you have answered how to weigh the weight of fire, and to measure a measure of wind, even speaking of how to bring back a lost day I will show you the depths of the heart and the wickedness therein through your own suffering! You will be the victim of all the deep wickedness inside you and through it you will learn wisdom, for you will have experienced firsthand the suffering necessary to understand it and you will write of it in Wisdom that she will indeed see if you are worthy to be a son of her. Go forth slave! Go forth for if you do not tell me what you have learned you are not worthy to be called my slave! Yet to help you I will give these proverbs to you!
Uriel’s Proverbs To `Anan
1. Wisdom is true folly if it is not sought properly
2. Wisdom is not true folly if it is sought correctly
3. Seeking Wisdom is as easy as a day
4. Wisdom is my companion, thus the scroll follows me everywhere I go
5. Wisdom is sorrow when accompanied by men
6. Wisdom is the great way to uphold righteousness when it is as easy as a day
7. Wisdom is an honor when accompanied by a day
8. Wisdom is a guide to those who are lost, so seek wisdom
9. In pain wisdom sheds its glory
10. The mouth of a simpleton invites folly, yet to himself he is wiser than God
11. Pray for wisdom, and God's voice shall be heard in song of a day
12. Seeking wisdom is the treasure for a day, worth more than any payment of labor
13: As righteousness is sought, wisdom increases, like interest for your investment
14: Wisdom is many things, yet folly is always a flogging
15: Understanding is the handmaiden of wisdom, yet the handmaiden of folly is the whip
16: Wisdom spreads like honey on wafers, yet folly spreads like disease
17: The value of men is their character, they can be rich or in debt
After saying these things to `Anan, Uriel took flight into the shadows and `Anan began to ponder what wisdom truly was. The following three books of slave proverbs, slave reflections, and slave psalms are compiled into the first anthology of the `Ebed Chokmah, which is the ancient Hebrew words for Wisdom Slave.
Book 1 – Slave Proverbs
The proverbs of a slave:
1. Wisdom is the heart of all knowledge. All knowledge flows through her and feeds life to all things living. Yet folly is disease.
2. Death unto Satan and to those who seek evil they will find his home.
3. A broken will is the Sensei’s apprentice, yet a broken spirit is to the Sensei’s own shame.
4. If a burden is great, how much greater the conqueror, if a conqueror sees himself as great, how much greater the burden. Yet only God is great!
5. Wisdom pours out her gifts, and in return she requests your life!
6. How can anyone reject wisdom once they see her; her beauty causes all men to reel, and men stumble at those who she greets.
7. Who perverts wisdom? Those who do not see her beauty. for to them her face is covered and her back is turned to them. Yet in their minds they have her as their bride.
8. Wisdom seeks among the youth, is there any who will turn from folly? Is there any who seek the Lord? If even a man was aged in folly and desires her, would she not seek his audience?
9. There is no honor in a wasted life. Yet a life without the fear of God, is the garbage pit.
10. Life to those who model themselves after wisdom. They give food to those who hate them, to those who have nothing they give their all. Their reward is to be her handmaidens and her princes at the gate of God's holy temple.
11. Is not the Lord good? Does he not grant wisdom as a faithful companion throughout life. Even in battle her bow strikes down folly.
12. Wisdom is a warrioress, she battles ferociously and tirelessly, for to her the battle is as common as breath to the living.
13.When wisdom judges, even the condemned say she judged with equity.
14. To those of folly, there is no wisdom, in their depraved minds they must create it.
15. To the leaders of folly, people cannot see truth unless they are told what truth is, leave it to the people of folly to explain it.
16. Who has power? Who has wealth? To those of folly, wisdom is shown by possessions. To the righteous, it is shown by sacrifice.
17. Wisdom seeks out the humble, the upright of heart, for they will give her a home to rest her weary bones.
18. Wisdom is a joy to the righteous, yet to the folly minded it uproots their comforts.
19. The Lord holds wisdom by her hand, he guides her as one who would guide their house.
20. The Lord bestows honor and wealth to those who bestow these to their father and mother.
21. What child can seek wisdom, to learn from others mistakes and not his own? Show me one, and I will declare him a king.
22. Even the carnivorous animals praise God, yet the carnivorous man knows only folly.
23. What of those who cast judgment? They are like a curse on their children's children, even unto the seventh generation. But the blessing of grace is forevermore.
24. Can a child be cursed for their father's actions? If he does the same as his parent he is worse off.
25. A name is a heritage from God. No one names their children after the wicked, unless they are cursed themselves.
26. The wicked are forgotten, only remembered in spite. The righteous may not be remembered by man, yet God writes their names in plain sight, to be admired.
27. If then the righteous have hard lives, how much more the wicked have torment because of them.
28. Gore, violence, unholy bloodshed. Those who seek these things will never depart from them in hell.
29. A man will save a city and be despised despite his heroic deeds, yet a corrupt official will gain all praise.
30. What then can righteousness be compared to? If it is not known it is to wonderful to comprehend, how much more so those who seek it!
31. The Lord calls for battle, who is on his side?
32. Amazing to the mortal is the angels, amazing to the angels is the righteous!
33. If the angels long to understand grace, can a human understand its glory?
34. If one does not seek God, how could they know truth? If one does not fear the Lord, how could they know love?
35. I am fine, we shall see, says the folly minded. They do not use their eyes to see even the mortal world.
36. If creation echoes God's praise, Why does the human hold their tongue?
37. The slaver makes his money on the backs of those stronger, Will not the Lord show the slaver their strength? He will, and the slaver will be no match!
38. The Lord defends the widow, why then do those who seek him turn their head the other way?
39. If a man owes a debt to another, he will turn a blind eye to the wicked deeds of that man. Even churches can be corrupt!
40. We have the most power for we have a greater following says a corrupt leader, yet God does not honor the many, but those who seek him.
41. If we had lies, why then would everyone agree, says a corrupt leader. He is oblivious to his own delusion he created.
42. If the wicked prosper it is because of wickedness, if the righteous prosper, it is due to the fear of the Lord.
43. A righteous king judges beyond human understanding. It is as if he knows all things.
44. By honor a marriage is defined, thus a husband seeks to honor his wife, and his wife seeks to fulfill that honor.
45. A broken wife cries out to the Lord, will not the husband be broken by he?
46. The angels see, yet speak not. Yet in the day of judgment all shall be made known.
47. If an artist paints a picture admired by all, people wonder what he admired.
48. Folly is easy to do, anyone can sin. Yet the folly admire that they are rebels.
49. If one seeks wisdom, they are an endless fountain spring in a desert wasteland. It will become an oasis for the delusional wanderer.
50. If a teacher over-criticizes, the student is frustrated. How then can he learn truth?
51. If one over-criticizes himself, will not his fruit be the same? All who eat of it deem themselves unworthy.
52. People praise the deeds of one obsessed with work. Yet his family is in disrepair.
53. How can a man lead his family if he leads others more?
54. Fault is in all mortals, yet humility causes change.
55. A secret from one against the other, a secret from the other against the one, woe is the one who hears it from both. A barred cage with no escape is his home.
56. How can one smile in suffering? Even a songly bird chirps his pain in death.
57. A man unable to see his faults is like a pig to the butcher. He doesn't realize his walk is his last!
58. Like a flock of sheep gathers together for safety, so also one's family should be. Woe to the one who strays!
59. A disobedient son is a scourge to his parents. Though they try to help him, he will destroy them.
60. What man can understand a mother's love? It is like an ant who contemplates the heavens.
61. If one corrupts good teaching, it justifies the wicked who think themselves righteous.
62. This means that, that means this, the double minded rant delusion. They do not even care about its true interpretation.
63. Noticing every detail is the wicked. Blind to every detail is the wicked.
64. The wicked set for themselves a delusional system for the world. Yet among the wicked there is intelligence of folly.
65. A spoiled child will not learn respect. When he is older he will demand injustice. Who then will the Lord hold responsible for this travesty?
66. I have beheld a great sorrow in my day, A youth who seeks righteousness led astray by an enticing whore. When she was done with him, his heart was set on evil.
67. I have beheld a great delight in my day, A wicked youth led to wisdom by his mother. When she was done with him, his heart was set upon the Lord.
68. Good Manners impress the elderly. Their home will open to you, and they will shower you with the respect of the aged.
69. If the crown of the aged is their wisdom, how much more is folly a whip in their sight.
70. A young man has plans to conquer the world for his bride. His wife smiles and loves him even though it is not fulfilled.
71. Does a man have to seek wisdom only through his own turmoil? Can he not learn from others the secret of the aged?
72. Does not the cat prey on rodents? Does not the dog chew on bones? So also the wicked eat disease and decay.
73. Do not be too judgmental to say something is too fierce and frightening to be of God. Is not a lion's roaring disturbing? Is not a bear's growl evoking fear? Yet both are praising the Lord!
74. How can one say, only kindness and gentleness are of God? Is not the Lord mighty in battle? Is his wrath not as great as his mercy?
75. A seemingly good natured man may end in flame, yet a sinner may appease the Lord with repentance on his deathbed.
76. The world seeks judgment for all evil deeds. They demand everything be taken into account, except themselves.
77. If the wicked apologize, it is for their own personal gain. If the righteous apologize, it is the gain of the one they harmed.
78. Heap upon heap is unjust riches gained by the wicked. Heap upon heap is the corpses of the wicked gained by unjust riches.
79. Wisdom is a cavern of riches buried deep in the earth. It may take much digging and sweat until you see it. Yet it comes in a moment and comes in a huge quantity.
80. No wise man will say he is wise, as no sand crystal would say it is the entire seashore.
81. A man plays a tune, and the merry dance. The wise say a proverb, and the upright are in awe.
82. To whom does the Lord bestow wisdom? To those he sees fit. To whom is bestowed folly? Those who see themselves fit.
83. Joy and good laughter comes from the aged when a youth has discovered wisdom. In their minds, they can die in peace.
84. A young man with wisdom can learn the secrets of the aged. The aged will not keep quiet around him for they cannot help themselves.
85. An obedient son makes his mother's grave at peace. A disobedient son made her grave in spite.
86. The deep wisdom of the aged is different than the wisdom of a youth. Though both are wealth, the aged own kingdoms, while the youth owns cities.
87. Wisdom is a secret. If you tell it to the wrong person, you will surely die.
88. Seek the Lord, then seek wisdom. Does a man find warmth before he builds a fire, or does a man wear an outer garment unless its winter?
89. The value of a dollar to the righteous is their hard work, the value of a dollar to the wicked is their scheming.
90. What can be said of a man who humbles himself before God? Even if he was once the most wicked of men, the Lord bestows wealth and honor. Even fallen kings have been restored kingdoms for humility.
91. Peace from God gives joy even in suffering, yet to the wicked peace is only in causing suffering.
92. Man's wicked desires are the devil's wish to fulfill, is not all ruin on earth from both in hand?
93. If an angel of God's name is too great to be understood by righteous mortals, is not Satan’s evil the same to the wicked?
94. A wise man will not perish, even in death he seeks the Lord. His dying regret is that he can't live longer to share wisdom with the foolish.
95. A wife is one of the greatest treasures the Lord grants a man, Will the man spend it on foolish things and not know poverty?
96. Women who fear the Lord show their husbands the secrets of wisdom. After all is not wisdom the most beautiful of all handmaidens unto God?
97. Paranoia can make a loyal friend a bloodthirsty traitor in the eyes of a man. Even kings fall victim to it. So fear the Lord, who grants peace of mind unto those who fear him.
98. If even a little child forgives so easily a wrong done against him, is not the kingdom of heaven for those who do the same?
99. Haughtiness is not just for one who thinks himself above others, Even fools find it in suffering. They think their pain is above the Lord's.
100. Darkness is light to those who see the Lord as condemnation. In their own minds they were forced to be evil as though their wickedness was innocent.
101. People will believe in a false messiah if it means he is alive while they are, for the ways of ancient are in their minds outdated.
102. It is believed that there is strength in numbers, yet one righteous man can change the world if he fears God.
103. The world was destroyed by flood of the waters deep, yet it has been obliterated by the wickedness of man's folly.
104. People pray for healing to their injured family, they make promises unto God if it comes. Yet when it comes, many forget the power they witnessed.
105. Time does not heal every wound unless one seeks the Lord even in their wound.
106. Reflection is a gift for the wise, yet to them the Lord only can reveal the answer they seek.
107. How can one condemn a mortal sharing wisdom from their point of view. Even if it is different from your own, will it not reach others you have been trying to teach?
108. Scorn is not fitting for the righteous, unless it is against wickedness itself.
109. If there is power to be obtained, even a long time enemy will seemingly humble themselves for it. Where are they when you face trials?
110. A man seeking treasure through his own toil will be rewarded, leave it to the wicked to crave their reward, though they toiled not. If the man gives it to them, he is a fool indeed.
111. Be responsible for everything you have been given, for if you structure matters well, you have gained wisdom!
112. The Lord set his delight upon Israel and Jerusalem his bride. If any man hurts another's wife will he ever be able to bribe away his wrath? I tell you the truth, it will never be forgotten!
113. The Lord's image is the apple of his eye, even the angel's hurry rapidly to bestow wealth to those he delights in.
114. A saw when first used is sharp, yet over time it becomes dull. So do not weary against God why the same trials face you continually, lest you become dull in his sight.
115. A bribe cannot buy wisdom, if you try she will hate you, for to her it is defaming her honor like a prostitute.
116. Will one person judge another person's culture because it is not the same? If they do, they will never see the riches that lie in it.
117. Lies are concealed in many ways, does not a rich person get away with murder by hiring one who argues correctly?
118. One has outright lies, another has outright truth. Yet the truth is despised by many if it is interpreted dishonorably, and the lie will prevail out of hatred for injustice!
119. Fallen science is truth to man. They only know corrupted data, Thus to the fool, God's uncorrupted science is not true science. Even when miracles happen, it is inconceivable to them.
120. A woman is judged by her appearance. A man would rather have one who is reckless, hateful and unloyal yet outwardly beautiful rather than one who is seemingly unpleasant in appearance yet is faithful and compassionate and loyal unto death. Woe to those who say, Why can't I have both? If God thought this way, who then would receive his grace?
121. If a man is obsessed with righteousness, he is deeply humbled. In his mind he is the lowliest of all God's creation, who is he to receive these riches?
122. A woman who fears the Lord is wisdom's daughter. Wisdom will teach her all the secrets of womanhood, and wisdom will find a suitable husband for her.
123. If a man looks at another woman though he is married, he is ignorant of the sacrifice his wife took to know his secrets. He betrays his wife's undying loyalty for the temporary bliss of denial, in this he can forget his own flaws.
124. A man on both knees is before his maker. A man on one knee is before the one the Lord has appointed in ruler ship over him. Yet if a wicked man, not appointed to rule demands you bow, never even bow even one knee unto him. Even if you die, you die with honor! In the same manner Mordecai would not bow unto Haman, for Haman was an unappointed fool!
125. The power of God is revealed to whom he sees fit. If then the greatest of sinners receive it, what is man to question it, less they deny the power of the Lord.
126. Honor is an intense fire. It melts both wrath and glory and it works the hardest of metals.
127. If sin is in you is not your mind corrupted. Even desires and thoughts are tainted until you repent.
128. There are things the Lord does that cannot be understood. He does this so that we may praise his name, for that is our place!
129. A woman who fears God demands that if her husband loves her, he will show her more righteousness and devotion unto God.
130. Pride and arrogance, control and violence. Why do so many daughters of man crave these to be over them?
131. I have seen a great wonder in my day. Human will. I have seen a great travesty in my day. Human will.
132. Will not an honorable father teach his son his skills he learned throughout life. Leave it to that son to extend his father's name, and bring honor to his family.
133. A word can command a kingdom if it is spoken from a king. Yet from the word of God, the universe will tremble.
134. How can one seek something if he does not acknowledge its existence? Even the greatest treasures still lay buried.
135. It is too great, therefore it cannot be. It is to simple, therefore how can it be known? So says the folly minded who yoke themselves with complexity.
136. If a man has a so called message from God, why do people believe it without first testing the man fully. Pride and dumbness has corrupted billions from this.
137. An angel is pleased when a mortal tries to honor God. Even if it is not the way it should be, the heart can be tried to change.
138. If someone believes something so fully and concrete, even when shown irrefutable proof in argument, it cannot be.
139. The heart is most wicked of all the pieces of the body. Strange how it flows blood.
140. What is good? Apart from God how can one truly know it? The more they say is good, the more condemning they are to all and themselves.
150. Wisdom gets excited when she sees the power of God in a man. She immediately demands that she give him more than what he had!
151. The eyes are indeed the light of the body. Yet the eyes of the wicked seem unable to be interpreted in deep wickedness by the righteous, it is so great a disturbing evil.
152. Listen now you young whelp, says the wise aged. The youth takes offense to his honesty.
153. What then is greater? Wisdom or understanding? Wisdom is the older sibling, understanding is her younger sister.
154. Will one see the might of God and deny him? Every sinner does this by being born.
155. Shall we blame Adam for a single sin, when we have a multitude ourselves?
156. The Lord stands patiently waiting for the promises of mortals. If this happens we will believe. If that happens we will believe. Yet the Lord does all of these and still waits.
157. Humans think they are something great. see these hands I build with? See the sights I have seen! Cursed are the others who have them not! The wicked say these things never realizing they are more debilitated.
158. A mortal with a mental illness. They fight for sanity itself. Yet others think their own minds stronger.
159. There is delusion with the ill. A mirage in the desert. Yet man is delusional all the more if they do not fear the Lord.
160. Man designed the systems of the world. In their minds they own it for this. Yet a single famine will show their delusion.
161. Some wish they were others for the other person seems to have everything. Yet to that one who has everything, they wish they had nothing.
162. Responsibility is a great gift. Yet if it is used unjustly it is the greatest curse.
163. Will you blame God for giving you freedom of choice? Why then do you demand the caged to be free?
164. A folly minded man is kind only to those who benefit him. In his mind no one else can understand him.
165. Secrets of wisdom are such a joy! Why then is she in deep sorrow when she is accompanied by man?
166. One can contemplate deep systems of what wisdom may mean. Yet a single word from her mouth leaves him stunned!
167. Why does one think the wisdom is an analogy of a woman? Did not God create both male and female in his image?
168. If one sees the true beauty of a woman, he will know deep delight in compassion. Yet only God sees these things.
169. To think an angel knows not pain because they are immortal is an extreme flaw. Their pain is greater than all mortals combined!
170. Why can't the wicked just see the truth? Truly it is as plain as day! So the wicked cannot be fathomed by many who seek God. Yet never forget you were once the same.
171. Blessed are the ones who fear God from their youth on, their testimony is far greater than the saved chief of sinners!
172. The Lord will come in the clouds. It is written, therefore it shall be!
173. The word of the Lord cannot be as simple as it sounds to the folly minded, for God is so complex to them. Therefore the Lord ushers his praise into the mouths of babes.
174. How can this simple mystery of this certain scripture escape our notice for so long, says the teacher? It is so simple, yet profound! And he is in deep awe.
175. Wisdom wants to see what you think she looks like before she shows her face. Then when you see her you feel like the fool for even trying to guess!
176. Being a scribe is the greatest path. It takes little toil to write what he is told, yet inwardly he rejoices that the secrets of life are being revealed to him!
177. Once you have wisdom as your companion, she will not keep quiet. Does not a man's companion gush about the details of her day?
178. Show me the man who seeks to pervert wisdom. I long to cleave him in two!
179. A man who fights for his family is a warrior unequaled. He will do whatever it takes to succeed in battle.
180. With honor a pheasant can defy an unjust ruler. The kings know it, and worry.
181. A wicked ruler will only succeed in tyranny if the people believe there is nothing greater than he.
182. I am a slave. Yet I rejoice in being low, for in my mind it shows God's superiority!
183. If a righteous man throw mountains of sin of other's lives into the sea, by being a living example of righteousness. Understand this parable! Yet blessed is the one who believes it is even physically possible.
184. A man's words in rebellion rejoice in blasphemy. Yet it only shows his true spiritual state.
185. Does a man have simple thoughts? Does he not also have complex ones? So wisdom has the same, for she too was made in the image of God.
186. A man rejoices in his firstborn son. Truly he can succeed me, he thinks. Yet some daughters have more backbone than the firstborn son.
187. A slave is nothing great. Everything he has goes to others. Yet even a slave can find enjoyment in his work. This is a gift from God!
188. An employer longs to have hard workers for him, yet what price is he willing to pay those of honesty?
189. An employer loses vast wealth when he hires the lazy-boned. It will cost him not only his money but also his lifelong dream.
190. Should you hate others who work harder than you, because they are not of your tribe? You fool! Learn from them in awe.
191. People think it is the survival of the fittest that will succeed. If one then is more fit, you have nothing. Is there not always someone better than you?
192. The athlete trains his body, the thinker trains his mind. Are not both using their brain to do this? Then they both can be seen as equally wise in different ways.
193. A man seeks to learn a deep teaching to aid his suffering family. Yet because of his learning the kingdom demands he leaves them to benefit their cause.
194. Who is greater? The pawn or the king? IF the pawn is not destroyed it will become the most powerful of pieces. What king then can stand?
195. A resistant pheasant will gain more following than an army of a king if the people are revolting against his tyranny.
196. Pheasants in tyranny will fight with more ferocity than a King's battle commander. Though untrained in sword and bow, they will annihilate the enemy!
197. Not all battles are won with steel. Kingdoms have been overthrown by a single woman's own cunning.
198. Why is it that a single woman can hold such power over a man? A little clay, a pleasant aroma, and a woven dress causes King's to bow in wild desire. Is this right to you?
199. Beware a beautiful woman. IF she demands something, even if you do not give it, a thousand men will kill each other to give her desire.
200. A woman who fears the Lord is more beautiful than the daughters of a king. She will demand justice, and will not rely on her looks to bring it into fulfillment.
201. Women may play simple and ignorant, yet they are testing you to see the worth of a man.
202. Wisdom is a woman for a reason. If it were a man, who then would desire her?
203. If a man sees a woman among soft drapes covering a bed of satin and spices, he cannot desire anything else. In his mind he will die many times over to have her.
204. A wise king will not lust after the smooth talk of an adulteress. He will wipe away her oily skin, and take away her gems, and she will be seen as she truly is.
205. To the righteous man, a woman is beautiful by the devotion of her love. Her fingers may be calloused from sewing, her skin darkened by the heat of a stove, her face withered in age, yet to the man, her body is more gorgeous than a queen robed in gold.
206. Is it right to judge a maimed body, or to look scornfully at a man with no teeth? HE may have lost them fighting so that you might have your body and teeth. Even a martyr's scarred back is more beautiful than any other living thing.
207. A man says, I care about peace! I care about other's welfare! Yet why then do you have so much and they so little?
208. Everyone wants world peace, everyone wants riches, as long as it doesn't come from the Lord.
209. Wisdom is a powerful spring of water than will never be stilled. If you try to damn it with bricks, it will break through and you will drown in her scorn.
210. I am only a slave. Yet I have been told the ways of kings. What then does God have in store for those not as lowly as I? Truly, they will receive more if they seek him, for it is God's decree.
211. People think I am something great because of what I write. Yet I am abhorred, for I know my place. No one will ever be under me. I will never have authority. Those who try and make it otherwise will be cursed by God.
212. If you must kill to eat, make the creatures death quick and as painless as possible. Doing so will show respect unto God's creation, and the Lord will reward you.
213. He did not suffer in his death enough for his action, cry the people when a murderer faces judgment. I tell you the truth, if he did not repent God will avenge your suffering much, much more than any throes of death.
214. If a father works hard to feed his son, should his son gorge himself and not work for his father? If he does, it is to his own deep shame.
215. A father is pleased with a son who learns from him. Even if the father does wrong, it is not the son's place to correct him.
216. Foolish is the son who condemns his father for sin, when the father took him into the fields and instructed him of life.
217. A disobedient son brings his mother to weeping tears. Is it not the father's place to protect his own wife?
218. A repentant son brings his mother to unspeakable joy. Is it not the father's place to indulge gifts upon the one who honors his wife?
219. A son's devotion to his family brings smiles and deep awe to his father. His father will see to it that every desire of his son is met.
220. A man may dread the thought of the responsibility of having his first child. Yet when he sees the way his wife holds the child in her clutches, he will desire nothing more than for that child to be king.
221. A family may be poor, yet through each other's care they are the richest mortals, not only to themselves, but unto the Lord as well.
222. A child should bury their parents, yet who can bear a mother's pain when she must bury her own flesh and blood?
223. It is good to help the widow who has lost everything. Must she suffer alone without any help from those her husband toiled for?
224. People despise a father who rejects his family. What inheritance do his children have?
225. It is written spare the rod and spoil the child. Yet a shepherd’s staff did not beat the sheep back into their place when they stumbled, for it was a gentle guide.
226. There are men who cannot control their rage. Their fate is worse than even the adulterer.
227. A man who seeks forgiveness to change his ways should not be despised. His desperate plea is a deep cry of agony. He should not be shamed, but be nurtured in love.
228. Every mortal has deep flaws, you should not rejoice when others seemingly get what they deserve, for will not others surely rejoice when you get your due?
229. It is written that no one should not get a divorce except by unfaithfulness, yet is not deep abuse from the husband unfaithfulness unto God for the gift he had received; the husband through his abuse has desired a different woman than what he was given, and is an adulterer in this manner. It is not God's will that his beautiful daughter should be beaten ragged.
230. Submit to everything I command, for I am the head of the household! I will control you! So says the evil husband. Yet a righteous man knows that he is only the spiritual head of the household, and honors his wife's opinion more than his own.
231. A husband who does not teach his wife of the ways of the Lord is a foolish man. His wife longs to see and hear and learn what the Lord is doing through her husband's authority.
232. A daughter sees the Lord as she sees her father. The Lord will shower so many blessings on the father who shows his daughter his strength.
233. Discipline unto children is a job for both parents. If one promises and does not deliver, and the other delivers with what they say, the child will be confused about which one is love.
234. A wise husband will seek his wife's opinion before making a decision. Women think differently than men. Truly the husband would receive another point of view to make his decision more firm.
235. A husband who will not be counseled has given up his rights and it would be a miracle if he would change!
236. A husband's wife knows her husband better than anyone. If she sees a problem, the husband should eagerly desire to fix it!
237. A wayward wife can turn an honest sound man into a raving madman. His own emotions are bitter even towards himself.
238. A stubborn wife who will not acknowledge change in her husband, despite his former flaws is set on a path to destruction.
239. A wife who uses her husband for riches only, will not be shown sympathy by anyone when he leaves her. No one will desire her, no matter what she looks like.
240. A wife who plays the fence between her husband and another man lives always in fear. If the husband finds out, the other man will never trust her even when she cries in his arms.
241. If a wealthy man seeks a woman for his wife, every woman will want him and speak words of kindness to him. Yet if he loses his wealth, he will lose her kindness as well.
242. If a wealthy man finds a wife who is faithful even when he is poor, he will consider her his greatest treasure.
243. So hard it is for a wealthy man to find an honest wife. It puts even the smartest of men to the test.
244. A wealthy man who seeks faithfulness will not desire a woman who is outwardly pretty. To him those are a dime a dozen. He will seek a responsible, faithful woman who is unafraid even to voice her own true opinion of him and his flaws.
245. Who can read the mind of a wealthy man. He studies people for a living. He knows your every method even before you speak.
246. If then he makes an investment in you, though it may seem large, to him it is a small test to see if you will be faithful with much.
247. A corrupt and wealthy man will not even test you to see if you are wise with his money. He will command you to humiliate your honor for more wealth.
248. Being wealthy is not a curse from God. It is only a curse if it is used improperly. Do not hate the wealthy who seek to help you. Their business is to supply you with food and clothing. Every worker deserves their pay.
249. Just because a child is born into a wealthy home does not make them a spoiled child. Though it is rare, some children honor this responsibility with pride and further the health of the world.
250. Everyone learns proverbs in life. Why then do so few act upon what wisdom they have discovered?
251. Be fruitful and multiply! Even the wicked wealthy desire God's command so they might satisfy their wicked desires with more wealth though they fear him not.
252. If a man pleads guilty to a crime he committed, even the judge will think he paid his time; he will most likely not enforce the full penalty of the law.
253. If a man pleads innocent, and found guilty, he will receive a greater sentence for the headache and time he cost the judge.
254. Everyone makes mistakes. The wise judge knows this. Yet to him, he must show the punishment, less the mistake becomes a habitual evil lifestyle and he sees the accused yet again.
255. The righteous judge would be glad if he didn't see anyone. He would be glad if his job was not even there! Yet he must and will enforce justice to all.
256. A righteous judge is not deceived by appearance or wealth. he is not biased with bribes. He will see justice in his land and even fend for the widow against a wealthy noble.
257. A righteous judge will expect you to show respect to his authority. If you do not hold your tongue, he will not hold his when he executes his judgment.
258. A judge does not have his mind made up if you speak first. He has his mind made up after all is spoken and he deliberates every detail.
259. A judge may ask the same question in different subtle ways to determine whether what you say is true. If there is a flaw, it is found rather quickly.
260. Even if one side is truly hurt, the victim often speaks of the travesty with extreme magnification than what actually happened.
261. Just because someone thinks something is wrong, does not mean it is necessarily so. Everyone is raised differently. Many times a so called wrong is a matter of opinion.
262. A man found guilty and facing judgment is faced with scorn by others who did the same crime and got away with it.
263. Many accused are used to manipulating their words and others for a living. The judge is the master of outwitting them and showing their extreme flaws.
264. A corrupt judge is a stench to everyone's nostrils. No one wants their case examined by him.
265. A corrupt judge will give stiff penalties for small crimes if he can benefit from it.
266. A corrupt judge will be exposed and replaced by one who is deemed more honorable and executes the correct judgment.
267. When a judge acts with equity, the people rejoice! Truly the will find compensation for their pain.
268. The judge puts the law above his own opinion, his own hates and anger are not present at the time of judgment. He exercises self-control.
269. The judge knows if he does judge incorrectly, the Lord will not hear his own case.
270. Wisdom is the Sensei, a student is not chosen without it; less the student bring the teacher shame.
271. A foolish student will not take the words of the wise unto heart. He wills folly in his own supposed wisdom.
272. Wisdom is sorrowed when the wise reject her, who then can accept her discipline and reprove?
273. A seed in the ground knows not the light of the sun, yet fights to obtain it for its reward.
274. Like a babe at the breast of his mother, so also is the ways of sheol to the wicked.
275. If the hour and day of the Lord is unknown to even angels, why do men claim it's time?
276. If a wise prophecy is taken out of context, it spreads into the heart of the earth like a cancer or plague.
277. The time is now! The time is now! So the folly minded claim so that others will be afraid of them. Yet the righteous bring new hope.
278. The eye of a needle can be as simple as a tithing plate coated with gold. Be wary who obtains your tithe.
279. It is better to give to an organization whose goal is to help the poor get out of poverty than a beggar on the corner who cares for rehabilitation not.
280. Honesty is revered by men, yet even the folly minder’s truths of self-plague him in his depraved mind.
281. Oral tradition when spoken correctly causes cultures to prosper, yet a misinterpretation can be its own demise.
282. The Lord created mankind’s emotions even in his image. Use them all appropriately, for it is good to hate some things at some times, and to use all emotions and desires properly.
283. If it feels good to re-bel, do so against sin, for anyone can sin and it is deeply rooted!
284. Restraint is good at most times, yet there is a time to fight with everything inside you and more.
285. A goal unobtained is just mere words of past times. Do not make one without proper motivation.
286. Do not trouble those of nobility when they smile at you kindly, less you overwhelm them with doubt of their own generosities, and they give no more.
287. Even the righteous wealthy seek to smile at something, yet it is so hard to do so in a den of lions.
288. The righteous poor find many smiles, for even though their burden is great, so is their support!
289. The only happiness money can buy is sinful desires to the wicked uncouth. Yet even he finds no rest.
290. Sin is progressive, it starts small and ends up a death sentence. Most notorious thieves start with a coin!
291. Even a thief might begin his career with honest intentions, yet the desire for easy money is too great!
292. They are not slaves, they are free! So says the crooked kingdom who does not allow potential and equality to the so called free.
293. It is not good to hate anyone, but if you must hate, why hate someone for something they can't even control? Such is deep folly.
294. How can you expect the wicked to act righteously? They know not what wisdom even is, the fear of the Lord is a strange tongue from a distant land to them.
295. A fiddle for a sad spirit, a song to strengthen the weary, is not music a delight unto the soul? As such is praise unto God's weary troubled mind obsessed in desire for the unrepentant.
296. To think the Lord is not in more torture in mind and emotions than all men is foolish! Even his angels ache deeply for the lost in unimaginable torment.
297. Just because an answer can solve a problem and end suffering for mankind does not mean they will take it, yet they crave to find it on their own.
298. I am a slave! I abhor gifts of gold. To me a pile of gems is but a pile of crude rocks that men crave for some reason.
299. What can a slave keep for himself? Are not all his possessions only temporary? Yet why then did the slaves of kings hold more power than even some nobles?
300. I chose my path as a slave. To me it was more honorable to be a slave of an angel, than is the king of the earth.
301. Do you feel sorry for me and my own choice of slavery? If you do, you are not thinking in my best interest. I am more protected and blessed by my master than a high noble of a king!
302. Do you ridicule me for calling my owner master? Even I know my master is a being under authority from God, and God is the true master of all underneath him, even I am under his authority more so than anything!
303. I say that slavery of man under man's own whip is horrendous! Though it is rare there are those who desire to be under a kind master's house that are pleased with their lives and work cheerfully.
304. Even the so called free can be in chains when their many choices are controlled by the same source. Yet in their minds, because they can choose they must be free!
305. I am more free than ninety percent of this world! For the ninety percent fool themselves by not thinking with their own minds, instead believing corrupt leaders to make their sinful desires easier!
306. A slave of angels is far more different than slaves of men. Though they share similarities one is most blessed for his commitment, the other groans with weariness!
307. It is written that no one pities a snake charmer when they are bitten. So then if my own choice is foolishness to you, let me suffer my own consequences without your pity!
308. A slave of righteousness is even to those who fear God! Do you pity their slavery?
309. Freedom and equality is desired for all men, even by me! I approve not of mankind's harsh decrees of chains to their equals.
310. Do you find awe in my supposed wisdom? I am told everything I write! If a slave receives this much, how much more those who are not enslaved will receive if they seek her!
311. I am made a slave so that God may make a point to you. For if even a slave who has a small portion worships him, what excuse will you have with much on the day of judgment?
312. I am made a slave so that God may make a point to you. For if I, a mere slave fights in deep anguish for the freedom of man, what excuse will you have with much more authority allotted you on the day of judgment?
313. I am made a slave so that God may make a point to you. For If I gain any possessions it will go to Israel's house! Where are your possessions then?
314. Once more, I am made a slave so that God may make a point to you. For my heritage is the mark of Cain. If then the enemy line of Israel praises him with deep devotion and praise, what nation can stand in excuse on the Lord's day?
315. I say again now, I chose to be a slave, for to me it is better to be a slave unto an angel of the Lord, than is a king of the earth!
316. Did not my ancestors cage and oppress the Lord's heritage so deep a scourge? Yet the Lord is kind to his angel's slave despite his agonizing curse. What then will be their excuse before the Lord on his great and powerful day in which he will avenge the righteous!
317. Do not think I am not oppressed most severely by these chains, or that my life is not weary and hard. I struggle under the whip of my own ancestors who hate me for my choice not to make their heritage complete!
318. My ancestors seek my end for my betrayal to their own promises of extreme wealth. I have devoted my life to end this oppression I yoked upon myself alongside the house of Israel. Though Israel receives my portion and I in the outer court, I rejoice for their sake!
319. If Israel's cry is before the Lord from oppression, toiling in deep agony, how will they treat the Lord's appointed slave without knowing who he is, though he is of the enemy heritage?
320. If then, Israel's oppression is great from my heritage will not mine be equally as great. And if I cry out in deep agony, surely the angels will come down to see if the report they have heard in my cries of agony are true, since I am their slave.
321. Uriel is my sensei, the one put over me to rule as master. He is the angel of wisdom. This is why I am told half of his secrets in my long lifetime. IT takes wisdom to train a cursed mind as I and to guide the steps of the one of heathen ancestry to the Lord.
322. What can be said when Israel then becomes more evil than my own heritage, when they feared the Lord not and sought after so called gods in times past. What will my deep suffering be like in the days of my deepest agony...
323. I am in deepest awe of every Israelite! How I wish to be as blessed as they to be the Lord's own heritage! As it is, I must make best with my cup of torments in which I drink gladly.
324. IF the Lord cursed the earth for Adam's sin, why are the rocks of earth so costly to man? This is a grievance unto me.
325. Men sweat and toil, toil and sweat, when it all is said and done, the earth receives its sweat and toil, the man himself!
326. As surely as the Lord lives, they say. Yet why do they not believe in the resurrection?
327. A king finds safety in a multitude of counselors, yet why does he order them differently than they spoke? It is to both their shame, and their honor.
328. Can a man with shame have honor. Shame for one thing then, honor for another.
329. A man may speak with a crooked tongue, yet if the lie spoken turned out to be an actual fact, he would take pride in his so called honesty.
330. Every word spoken is an answer to every question that exists in men. Yet knowing which answer is appropriate for which question demands wisdom herself.
331. An honest mistake is not seen as evil in God's eyes, it is only evil when men purposefully find fault in another through it.
332. A tree is known by its fruit, yet not all fruits look pleasing, though they are the sweetest around.
333. Even some fruits, known for their popular taste must be peeled for they are covered in seemingly blemish.
334. If a fruit is forced to be eaten before it is ripe, it will be more disgusting than a fruit with blemish.
335. The fruit of a man then must be fully developed and consumed at the proper time. If you seek his fruit before he matures, you will doubt any good can come from him.
336. The mother tree loses her child leaves in the fall, yet her tears of agony for her lost young causes her sap to sprout future young. Is this folly to you?
337. A bird may be born without good sense as its heritage. It's actions you might see as folly, Yet animals are not the same as mortal men.
338. Animals have many senses different than humans. Humans cannot really understand a great deal of them. Yet you think heaven can be comprehended by mortal minds.
339. I will find rest when I die, who needs sleep? So says the folly minded thinking hades means peace and rest.
340. Dreams are very strange to mortals, is it by accident time does not exist in them?
341. Even a man's own desires are before the Lord in his sleep. So easy to see what that man would do with certain power and how he would react when certain circumstances unfold.
342. A man says, aha! I do not dream, I am immune! Yet even more so are his desires before the Lord in rest.
343. People will blame the devil for their own traumatic minds. Will they say they are then possessed? Yet attacks can come from the enemy to implant and disrupt their own thoughts with seeds. These can be overcome with the fear of the Lord!
344. The fear of the Lord causes even Satan to tremble, yet why then do angels command righteous humans to fear not?
345. The fear of the Lord protects you from evil! It will put any devil in their place.
346. A supposed Christian will make themselves right in their own minds based on their so called righteous deeds. Even one with more deeds will be scoffed and reprimanded by them.
347. Strange that true followers of Christ hate the same so called Christians despised by the heathen and for the same reasons much of the time.
348. If a man is seen as with good deeds, everyone wants to follow his own belief, even if it is contrary to those deeds.
349. It is written, there is a way that seems right, but in the end leads unto death. Yet in man's mind all good and bad works should be rewarded, for this seems right to them.
350. The wise aged who feared the Lord since their youth. They have seen, they have believed the report they heard, and worship the Lord in more exceeding power than anyone else that ever was, or ever will be.
351. A deceiving woman knows her ways are seen by even most of her victims, yet her words are too sweet, laden with perfumed death.
352. If there are people with enough intelligence to build massive structures, and to know the ways of all the finances of a kingdom, it is foolish to think there are not those equally as smart who know how to manipulate entire peoples!
353. A company sells their product, granting you choices in rivalry. Why then do all prices of all bread increase or decrease simultaneously in accordance of one supply of grain?
354. A man's ugly clothes may become the most trending style if he himself is well liked.
355. Chains are made custom to fit a certain slave. Clothes are made custom to fit a king.
356. Stench is most displeasing to all, except to a wife who understands it is the smell of her husband’s love for her. Even then she may demand a shower before you touch her.
357. Tantalizing is the senses. They can overwhelm a mind when all manifest at once. So knows the way of women who seek their man they desire.
358. Some cultures seek wisdom as they seek honor, some cultures demand to be told the meaning of both by their own leaders.
359. Lord, bless this food to nourish and strengthen our bodies. Yet is the type of food nourishing and strengthening to your bodies?
360. Certain cultures promote exotic natural ingredients to vitalize their youth. Yet only later when it is scientifically proven do people desire it.
361. Why hate other cultures in other lands? If you do you will not see the deep secrets of their own plants and herbs, and their own spices and fabrics will be displeasing to you.
362. You can be in awe of the diversity of another culture in fascination, yet you should be displeased with their heathen teaching in it. For the Lord loves all cultures, for he made all men!
363. They speak to barbaric, they speak too much in slang, and therefore they are not intelligent. So says the folly minded who will fall before the strength of the culture that proved to be smarter and more intelligent despite that judgment.
364. If you overlook a single offense, you overlooked one too many. Yet not all offenses should be met with a fine.
365. Even if an entire heritage or culture has oppressed you, there may be one or two in it who fought for equality for you. do not despise all men according to their heritage.
366. The Lord is great and awesome. Nothing can say it is greater without humiliation.
367. One may seek wisdom so intently, yet unless she speaks they will not hear her.
368. A father rejoices when his child is delighted in his grandfather. IT is the Father's deepest desire.
369. Wisdom speaks. When she does everything else is silenced. Even nature pauses to see what she will say.
370. Compassion will deeply move the Lord. What won't he grant you?
371. Forced is the slave to labor. Forced is the wicked to pervert the righteous.
372. A silent wife causes her loving husband to crave her voice, when she speaks he hangs on her every word.
373. Who then will reject wisdom? Her words are spoken, and all she says is demanded by her companions.
374. IF then, the Lord seeks to honor someone, who is that one to say his gift should go elsewhere?
375. Wisdom is the arch-enemy of folly. The two cannot see eye to eye.
376. We have knowledge, who needs faith? So they draw near with their mouths yet where are their hearts?
377. The Aged wise love hearing proverbs. For some reason the wise aged still love to learn. Learn from this you youth!
378. The youth is not very affectionate to those who do not benefit himself, unless he is wise beyond his years.
379. The knowledge of the Lord's angels resides in every leaf and every crawling thing. Can any man understand this proverb?
380. Laughter is the delight for the Grandparents. They find it in their children's children. Even the grandchildren's parents will learn the sacrifice the Grandparents made for their own children in love.
381. Listen to your elders, you act like they were not youth themselves. Truly they know every emotion you feel you cumbersome youth.
382. IF the glory of the youth is their strong bones, Will not those of warrior Aged guide them to victory?
383. Blessed is the man who fights for his tribe! All his brethren are brethren to the steel.
384. A quarreling wife causes her husband’s heart to fear, yet a loving wife causes him to delight in her. No prize is too great to give her, though he will try.
385. A husband’s joy is sharing his kingdom with his wife. How easy it is to give her half.
386. A wife who shares in her husband’s dreams, will profit every penny earned from them.
387. Husbands, please respect your gifts from God! IF you can respect a woman, wisdom will certainly show herself to you because you have self-control.
388. A man's peeping eye will cause his own blindness, though if he used it, he is already as such.
389. Wisdom is a longtime friend of old to those who seek her, even if they met only once before.
390. A man should indeed be satisfied with his wife's breasts. No other woman has anything as remarkable as a woman who made her sacrifice for him.
391. A sweet song moves the spirit in peace, a harsh sounding song prepares for war!
392. A man obsessed with himself will rule in a kingdom that he made for himself. Though he is a pauper, who are you not to bow?
393. I demand respect now! Thus says the wicked whom you never heard from before.
394. Loyalty cannot be given right away. if you are loyal to the boiling water immediately you will be burned. Wait for it to cool and see if it is good to drink.
395. Will a man shame himself for deeds he has not done? The wicked will make sure he does.
396. Taking a small mistake from others and blowing it up into the chief of sins will make your deep sins an abyss to the Lord.
397. Wisdom rides in the wind, She walks with the Lord in the fountain depths, Yet she is before the very throne of God himself.
398. Will one mock an animal for its dull mind? Even the animal mocks you for you have not their good animal senses unique to their kind.
399. Even a worm can have more knowledge than a human. Fear then the Lord, for he will show you the meaning of this if you ask him.
400. Wisdom is the greatest example of the fear of the Lord. For the Lord rewards those who seek and fear him.
401. Honey never spoils. Though crystallized for many centuries it can be melted and still be as sweet as the comb. So it is with wisdom and her proverbs.
402. Just as a king gives up to half his kingdom for his companion, so also wisdom granted her younger sister, understanding, half of hers.
403. Wisdom is found in one's attitude. A submitted life unto God has you her companion.
404. First comes wound, then comes pain, and following it is agony.
405. Destructive emotions annihilate people. Destructive people annihilate emotions.
406. A vivid flower bloom will fade to death without a proper root.
407. A wife wants to see if you will put her desires before your own. If you do, will you not find a joy deeper than your own desires?
408. Better is fruit from the vine when ripe, than fruit fallen from vine, overly ripe.
409. Even a bad tree can produce good fruit if it is fertilized and tended to properly.
410. Would you die for God? Then die to self. This is his request!
411. A neglected wife feels as alone as her husband. In their minds who can comfort them?
412. Two people may complain about each other. How ironic that many times it’s about the same things.
413. Wisdom causes people to be in amazement, if only they would see how great her words really are!
414. I have yet to see a fly not born a maggot, I have yet to see a wicked man not born of pride.
415. Even if you tell a man secrets when he is your friend, one day a travesty will come about, and he will surely gush them all.
416. A lifetime of training to be at peace and when a powerful abrupt moment occurs, the training is forgotten.
417. A man may physically train his body in fighting and reach a high belt, but the moment he no longer trains, the no longer he is the belt!
418. If you work hard at something will you not succeed in it? Yet toiling hard for things not your gift will bring deep sorrow.
419. Dreams come and dreams go, all is a test to see which one you will fight for.
420. Discipline seems like a bad word to a youth who was beaten ragged, He will always despise it unless he learns the proverbs of the wise.
421. I'm a slave, the lowliest of stature, yet I am proud of my place. A man should never be ashamed to do any work of any stature if it pays the bills.
422. Is it really so hard to believe that all things good come from God? Yet sparks the deep question, what is good?
423. A man yells at God harshly for someone cutting him off in traffic. You fool! That second of slowing you down could have been a gift to save your life at a certain moment later that day.
424. A man's mind was not made to understand the power of eternity. God does this so we will fear him and his ways.
425. Who cares about the future as long as we get what we want right now! Yet when that future comes we forget what we once had.
426. Where is your God now when I slaughter you? So says the wicked thinking they are doing you a favor of showing their power as greater. I tell you the truth, in their minds no power is greater than death, and they shall have more than their share in judgment.
427. You want to kill me for following Christ? Do me that favor, for I find that death the most rewarding!
428. Even though the wicked never tasted death they are sure the result is their own retirement of peace.
429. Every modern medicine comes with harsh side effects. If it causes your life shortened and lets you live peacefully for what few years you have left, better than finding no peace and frustration in a longer life.
430. Addiction is a sad tale. IF you cannot consume in moderation, nip it in the bud, lest it nip your life in return.
431. Naked with pink flesh you came in this world, Naked and with scars you return to the earth.
432. Deal with emotional and mental illnesses as best you can. Make peace with what you are if there is no cure, lest you never move on and have a deranged hope which will end in death's despair.
433. Delusions come upon a man who seeks something as does not find it. IF he wants it so badly and doesn't have it, it can utterly destroy him and he will lose all respect for human life.
434. To most it takes a great deal of suffering to grow intolerant to pain. Yet once they reach that point, what do they fear?
435. Satan seeks to turn the hearts of man against God, and destroy those who refuse to turn from the almighty. Why then do Christians ask why their lives seem more difficult than the wicked?
436. If evil persecutes you, doesn't it mean it is because you’re doing the right thing? A rare brave few understand this and crave to preach to the most evil of men.
437. A man with nothing left has no laws to abide by. What will he lose if he breaks them? In his mind he is worse than dead.
438. God is good. So if something good happens it is because of God. Satan is bad, if something bad happens how is it God's fault? To many people blame God and join the service of the very problem they despised!
439. Satan is the master deceiver. IF people only knew how deep deceit can get. Yet not even the most wicked can understand its insanity.
440. Wisdom has much to harvest in her fields, yet you must ask her permission to work in it.
441. Distractions are overwhelming when they are plentiful, they can make a man forget his own identity.
442. A structured life brings a systematic blessing, as long as one doesn't forget the greatest priority, the Lord.
443. It is much easier for a single man to find time for his Lord, than for a married man with children and a wife. The more you have in life, the easier it is to forget that which is most important.
444. A monk studies God's word every hour, while a parent may teach the ways of the Lord through work to his children. Both are blessed.
445. Not everyone is called to be a John the Baptist and leave everything for the wilderness. That is alright to the Lord, just fear him and know your place and serve him with your calling.
446. I heard a nun once say, many mothers with children face struggles like the greatest of saints.
447. Wisdom understands that a little of every different calling makes the body of her Lord. She will give herself to them all if they fear her Lord.
448. IF we were all called to be priests and celibate, how would the Lord bless all future generations?
449. Sacrifices are taken to be a priest, Sacrifices are taken to be married. Each will yield their own different rewards for the Lord if taken properly.
450. Lack of communication can bring a marriage down quicker than a trap for the rodent. Brutal honesty in kindness is required and also understanding that one spouse does not have all the answers.
451. Two minds are better than one. IF both are seeking the same goal, the plan is more likely to succeed.
452. Division will be as its definition says, it will divide. Reconciliation will also follow its set definition.
453. Repentance does not just mean to turn from sin, it means to also turn to God.
454. It is hard for a man who has seen much warfare and pain to sympathize with someone crying because of a light wound.
455. Just because a man will fight to the death for something, doesn't mean the cause is noble. Just because a cause is noble, doesn't mean people will die for it.
456. Many are the mind games of the wicked. They do whatever they must so that you will see their twisted plans as something profitable.
457. IT is good for a man to see another point of view other than his own to challenge him in his own ways. IS that not one of many reasons marriage is meant to be?
458. Wisdom will not be dictated to, it will not be forced to obey the plans of those who seek her capture. The Lord fights for her and she is untouchable.
459. People of folly with limited knowledge will speak of great things they have no clue about. They call it prophecy even if it makes no sense.
460. Quick to utter everything that pops into their mind is the one who boasts they are a prophet, yet a true prophet is wise and knows when to hold his tongue and when to speak, for he searches what is in his mind for logic and good reasoning that comes from the Lord.
461. Magick is demonic intervention for a person’s own wicked desires. Miracles are the Lord's intervention for his plans and purpose. How can any person use both, or even tolerate each other for that matter?
462. I have never seen a pig who desires cleanness. I have never seen a medium desire truth from the Lord.
463. The angels of the Lord hate magick. Every sort is detestable to them. Why then are there so many angelic mediums with pagan teaching about them?
464. The Lord creates, and Satan counterfeits. Satan then mass produces the counterfeit until it seems that someone with an original gift from the Lord is seen as pagan by the world.
465. I believe that every gift and creature and deed and power that the Lord has made, has a counterfeit by Satan. The wicked claim balance, but the Lord shatters their teaching by overcoming the cross.
466. If there is a counterfeit system, then justification and rationalization are Satan’s counterfeit to confession and repentance.
467. If there is a counterfeit system, then when pagans enchant things it would be opposite the power of blessing an object as a sacramental.
468. Jesus was not a necromancer when he raised Lazarus from the dead. Even the raising of the dead is counterfeited by Satan.
469. Power is the same, even if it is Christian, says the foolish pagan. Come and see how you can use this power for your own personal gain, they tempt.
470. You know how such a wonder occurred in scripture says the foolish pagan, this was how they did it. Notice how they use documents other than scripture to explain it.
471. Since when is God a slave of men? Since when will he bow to their evil desires and grant them his majesty?
472. Humanism is the dumbest and most dangerous philosophy ever invented by men. Yet it came not from men, but from a serpent who asked, will you not be as God's?
473. Can the wicked hide behind a stack of gold from a ravaging plague? Let them try and say they own everything.
474. IT is said, misery loves company. Yet I tell you the truth, man's company loves misery more. IF not, why don't they love the Lord?
475. Everything for a purpose, to everything an appropriate time in the Lord. Yet only haughty pride has no place or purpose.
476. Was it pride that cursed the earth? No wonder people who think they own it are cursed.
470. If two paths seem to be opposite each other though it follows the same structure and power source a war begins financed by the same source, and devoured by the same source. Such is the ways of black and so called white magick.
471. IT is said to fight fire with fire. Let the evil one use his fire of hell, while we use the fire of the Spirit, which burns greater in your heart?
472. Just because wisdom is a woman, does not mean she is lesser than men. Wisdom showed that she is mightier than the strongest man, and more intelligent than even Solomon. Don't doubt her!
473. Mankind is a most treasured possession to God, It is written that even the angels are ministering servants to the heirs of salvation.
474. What is man that God loves them so deeply? The greatest of wise men cannot fathom it, though they try.
475. A man should seek honor and purity before he seeks a wife, for if he has not sought either, his wife will not be the treasure she needs to be.
476. Patience is the hardest fruit to grow, for it requires waiting until it is ripe.
477. Mankind seeks the answers to life, yet many times they are biased to what that answer should be. Woe to any other answer that disagrees no matter how true.
478. Seek and you will find. If it is true with God, it is true with wisdom.
479. Encouragement in hard times can give great hope and strength, but only if you want to have hope and strength.
480. Something newly made will last many years if it is made properly and treated with respect. So it is with friendship.
481. A man has many times of laughter and friends when in his youth, yet when marriage comes he must focus all his attention to his family and business. This is a gift from God.
482. A wife is a companion through all life’s troubles and happiness. It is a mutual partnership of living for the needs of each other before your own.
483. There is something that I hear that makes me smile each and every time, the laughter of children. Woe to the one who makes me not hear it.
484. A baby cries for all its needs, and the parent hurries to meet it. When the child is older it will do the same for everything it desires, yet discipline will make the child grow.
485. There is something that happens that tears me to pieces, an honest father who works hard being shunned by his wife. Every day he is in turmoil. It is not right that the provider should be plagued with sorrow.
486. There is something that happens that tears me to pieces, an honest wife who works hard being shunned by her husband. Every day she is in turmoil. It is not right that the joy of a home should be plagued with sorrow.
487. Wisdom cries for the lost in deep tears, she inherited this from her father, the Lord.
488. What is pain? the hardened say it is temporary, the crushed say it is worse than death.
489. A wound which pours out puss. A stab which gets infected, so is an unforgiving person who has been hurt. Their wound will never heal.
490. Vicious is the tiger in hunt for prey, Vicious is the wicked in hunt for prey.
491. Just because something is stronger than you does not make it a God. Mankind never really understood this.
492. Just because something is more powerful than you does not mean that there isn't something more powerful than the terror you have seen.
493. In most mortals minds they are their own God, yet when shown the majesty of the heavens they say nothing created it, lest they show their own mortality.
494. Pretty much everything in this world disgusts me, IT is overridden with evil. This is why the church exists, lest there be nothing good in this world.
495. There is nothing new under the sun, for under the sun excludes God. Over the sun is God's domain in which he dwells and even he doesn't change.
496. A son will honor his father by seeking to be as he in every way. Yet not all fathers are examples of light.
497. Like the craving of a sweet fruit to come into ripening, so also we should crave wisdom.
498. The wisdom of angels is not like the wisdom of men, for as watchers they can see things the human cannot.
499. It is written, many are the troubles of the righteous, is it not because the enemy sees you as a threat?
500. Surely an enemy would leave you alone if you will not oppose him, yet if you oppose, you will face oppression.
501. In the pleasure, living for the moment is the wicked. Brought down in a moment is the wicked.
502. The righteous are like ants. While they live they store up food so they may live after the season of death.
503. I want to have my kicks before the whole craphouse goes in flames, so says the wicked that is the craphouse and will surely end in flames.
504. The wicked man is content with his house of sand. IT was quickly built and now he can enjoy life’s pleasures.
505. The righteous man works unceasingly to build his house of rock. Though the wicked do not understand why, he knows his house will stand through the greatest storm.
506. Wisdom is the foundation of the courts of praise, all glory sung to the Lord begins with the wisdom that he alone is God, and is meant to be worshipped.
507. Can a student understand an answer before it is taught to him? Can a man understand the word of the Lord unless he reads it?
508. Many seek wisdom and learn of it, yet it is not true wisdom unless it is practiced.
509. Character is what you do when you think no one is watching.
510. IF one has integrity, he has honesty and courage to face the greatest of challenges.
511. Good moral values will indeed face you with rejection by the world. Yet you find the greatest peace and lessons from them.
512. True Repentance not only means to turn from sin, but to turn to God. One can turn from one sin into another.
513. Such a heavy burden humans carry. We cannot be anything but broken and corrupt, yet the Lord works through us anyways?
514. IF even a righteous man ministers to a lost friend, he may lose his friend of many years, yet the seed planted from the righteous man is worth it, even in his own mind.
515. People in the world will be the world. People in Christ will be Christ.
516. If birds of a feather flock together, why was Jesus a friend of sinners?
517. Comfort zones make a man at peace with himself, why should he explore the unknown and lose his current wealth?
518. People prize an antique for their age and worth, yet why do they not help the elderly widow, who is worth so much more?
519. Wisdom loves the needy and those who are poor, to her they have a better chance of understanding her ways.
520. Some Christians believe hate has no place in their heart. Yet it is good to be enraged against sin and the spiritual enemies.
521. Would you die for Christ? Then die to self! Yet this death is much harder than the actual physical death of martyrdom.
522. A youth thinks wisdom is just something the elderly say to think themselves better, to the folly youth, he will learn truth through his own experiences.
523. Should a servant perish for lack of commands? If commanded would he not surely obey?
524. There is wisdom for the simple, and wisdom for the advanced. Wisdom herself knows what kind to give at the appropriate time.
525. A man is foolish to declare that which he has not looked into as truth. Even if he overheard it, what's to say the one who he heard it from was not a fool himself.
526. Devotion and execution of self-control can even find a mutual respect among those who are opposed vehemently unto death.
527. A wicked man would find enjoyment knowing that the greatest of the Police brought him down, only because it took the greatest to bring him down.
528. A highly aggressive snake with deadly venom is still as deadly with make-up smeared on it and no one pities the snake charmer when he is bit.
529. Wisdom is my mother, yet who am I to be born from her womb and suckled at her breasts? Will Wisdom drop everything when I cry and run to my every need? Assuming such would be folly.
530. A man with multiple gods has multiple divisions of how he operates and multiple loyalties contrary to each other.
531. People like to test boundaries. How much can I get away with before the consequence comes. Only when it comes they are sorry. Such is truth with infants, and such is to with even the folly aged.
532. Innocence and mischief are the constant war with children. Only when they are older do they become more methodical and their intentions are more hidden.
533. A child mirrors the battle within us all, yet they are more prone to not understanding what they show.
534. A wicked man, a wicked deed, a wicked judgment on him indeed.
535. IF one desires evil, it will surely occur. If it did not occur I guess it was not desired. Yet even the minds of the wicked wish they could destroy all.
536. A wicked man would show his true desires if only there was no law or consequences!
537. The wicked rulers think they are dragons, with pride and treasure so grand, yet where minds think like dragons, fire soon follows.
538. Wisdom laughs at the haughty, are they that stupid really?
539. The wicked always succeed in all that they seek, for all they seek is only death and corruption.
540. A slave of a righteous being is seen for what he does. If he has shown promise, the master will put more of his affairs under him and rest in peace knowing they are in good hands.
541. Does everything have an opposite? Though it may seem so, it does not mean that their power is equal.
542. IT is said among historians, history is written by the victors. Yet how can the victors know it, for no one has completely owned the earth among men.
543. Control seems so desirable, but complete control can never be achieved as long as we are mortals.
544. Always defying the wicked is the righteous, always defying the righteous is the wicked. Defiance can be considered endurance.
545. War of thoughts, War of skin, War for oil, war for greed, war for the land of rape and honey, War is life and war opposes life.
546. On which side of the battle is war itself upon? Is not even peace a constant war?
547. If a man thinks shame on his enemies snort, he will hate his wife who accidentally snorted the same way.
548. Greed decays and thus you need more to compensate.
549. Lust spoils and thus you need fresh meat.
550. Wrath is a curse that continues and grows.
551. Pride darkens everything till you see only yourself.
552. Gluttony rots so you need more to sustain.
553. Envy Poisons and thus it spreads.
554. Sloth is a disease which shuns you from those who labor.
555. Seven deadly sins are the seven wages of death!
556. When wisdom speaks all men are but scribes.
This concludes Book 1 – Slave Proverbs
Book 2 – Slave Reflections
Chapter 1 – Path of a Slave
I, `Anan chose to be a slave. As the son of the archangel of wisdom, my Father Uriel sought me to seek wisdom, and to learn from her secrets. At first I was content to ponder the difference of folly and wisdom, accepting anything she spoke. Yet my Father came to ask me what it is I truly seek to find with wisdom in all my searching’s. I answered only to find all the wisdom a slave can gather. My Father Uriel has prince wisdom, so I felt that slave wisdom would be my portion since I chose this life.
When I saw everything on earth, all the pain and sorrow and grief, as well as the rewards of the wealthy I thought of all a slave has. Truly nothing does the slave truly own. Everything he has goes to his master, and his master demands his every move. Even if a slave had a wife and children, if they were demanded he would have no choice but to lose them. A slave owns nothing. Even if it were a personal slave to a pharaoh or king and land and prestige and even authority over others were given to him, more so than even some nobles of that king because he was the king's personal slave, even all that he does not own. For in a moment should the king demand it, it would all be taken and even a slave cannot protect his own life from being shed if it were demanded.
I also learned a slave cannot command or give orders. Everything he exists for is for orders from those who are his master. A slave cannot think in his mind, my master should have handled such matters differently for this would not be appropriate for a slave, nor would it have any effect. Even if a slave were to tell his master differently it would look bad upon his master, even if it was true and the slave would forfeit his life.
When I saw my choice of slavery I saw that it was good. I have come to realize that all good on earth comes from God, and all evil comes from men who are carnal and evil. IF God were to remove his right arm from the earth, what difference would there be between earth and hell? All good even in lands and peoples who do not even fear God comes from him, and men are but carnal brute beasts, and there is none that can ransom their own lives by their own deeds, for no deeds of good can come without God.
IF there is any wisdom to be found in being a slave it is only what they are told. To me this was pleasing. I have learned anything I try to do by my own methods resulted in frustration and torment, yet anything God told me to do and how to do it resulted in happiness and joy as long as it was obeyed. When I saw this I despised free will. I hated my own will of choice. I said, If only I did everything God commanded from me, whenever he commanded me, in the exact manner he commanded me then I would only see happiness and peace from turmoil. What a heavy burden mankind has in their free will and choosing.
A man can choose to hurt another, is not all the suffering on earth caused my man's choices? Adam was over all things on earth yet through his choice all became disease. The tick never asked to drink blood, the spider never asked for her poison, the wolf never asked to prey on the sheep, the lion never asked to feed on meat. All this was affected by man's free will, and yet we wrong these creatures a second time by killing them or being harsh to them. Yet it was God's will to give us their meat for food and their lives for pleasure.
How much pain could have been avoided if we had no choice or free will? Truly all pain would be not. Yet without free will we would be mindless and have no understanding of better things to come. An animal is not concerned for the future, only in what is before them, and even the past if it concerns only them. Yet a human has concern for things that even do not concern them, even for future generations to come, and a remembrance for past generations who have previously lived. This also comes from free will.
Yet in my mind free will was still a grievance to me, for I knew what I could become without the commands of God. So my Father Uriel encouraged me to seek the wisdom allotted to a slave. This was the only portion I was allotted, and I am blessed to be allowed any portion of anything, and any portion I have is not truly mine to own, for I am only entrusted with something that is not mine so that my master can have more.
How I despised all free will. I said what is in man with free will is a tremendous travesty! I sought to understand if there was anything good in having no free will and thought this was the path of true perfection. Then it was told to me, if man has no free will how can they know love, for love is a choice. How much agony I felt inside upon this realization! Without free will a man cannot love God, yet from his free will comes forth all evil ever known. IF then free will was the only way one could love God, and God allows men that choice I sought to understand and know if there was more love than destruction from the choices of man. I said in my heart, if there was more destruction from man's free will than that of love and kindness, why then would God allow humans a choice in this life? Is indeed one human’s choice to love worth a thousand who choose destruction?
What price does God place on a soul with free will? It is written this; what good is it for a single man to gain the whole world and lose his soul? IF then the choice of free will submitted to God was worth more than all the wealth and power of all the earth, I shuddered. Is a man's free will to choose and love God that great unto him? Was it because the Lord would give more than the world to his righteous if they served him, or was it because a lesson of wisdom of the servant learning something more valuable than all the wealth of the world could give?
As I sought to understand this I was overcome with sorrow. Such sadness that the Lord views a single soul as greater than the world and all instead sell themselves for things far less in this world. This was a travesty of the free will, because I realized with free will, mankind cannot understand the depths of God unless he reveals it to them. Like slaves, even a man of free will cannot see or realize anything unless God gives it to them! What then is the difference between a slave and someone who has free will when the fate of both is the same and they must be told everything they know?
Then I thought of lies and deceit that came from free will. A man surely would believe anything told to them, especially if they cared for the one who said it. I thought in my mind does a slave believe what his master says. He is commanded to obey regardless of whether or not he sees it as truth. Such was also the ways of those blinded in free will. With free will comes a great sadness, that man cannot be complete in knowledge and cannot understand truth. The power to know the difference between good and evil is that which separates men from God, for in that knowledge gave men a choice. Because there was a choice, man could never truly know the depths of God. The very conflicting idea that something else existed outside of God made men slaves to their own free will. What then is the difference between a slave and a man who is free? I was commanded by my Father to seek this, and I became overwhelmed in fear, for in understanding that the fate of both were the same, how could I tell my father the difference as commanded me, as the reason for my entire existence is indeed slave wisdom, for the wisdom of slaves is my portion in wisdom, and nothing more. I must ponder and seek the truth in this for what good is a slave commanded to seek the answer of the difference, if the slave cannot do what his master demands.
Even a slave can choose to love his master, or choose to hate him, yet despite his own choices he still must obey. So I said, even a slave has a choice yet must obey. So what difference is there yet again? For a free man has a choice and yet obeys his own choices. SO then it was said, that the slave must obey his master's choices despite his will, and a free man can obey his own choices, despite his will. Yet then I thought of the positions of power over the free man. Are his choices not met with those who are higher to hold him accountable? Are not those men submitted to even the king? Do not even kingdoms fall for the choices of the free will pheasants and thus, the cycle never ended, and yet again I found no difference between the slave and the free.
Then I said, surely I know the difference! A slave is allotted only small amounts of what is good to the free will man, if any at all. The free willed man can choose to have the delights of man for himself, the riches and wealth, the women and also the luxuries, while a slave has only that which he needs to live, and nothing more. Yet then I realized and heard a truth, even the man of free will finds no happiness or freedom in these things but only slavery. So thus, the fate of both was the same yet again.
If then happiness was only found in God, a man would have to choose to become a slave unto God in order to achieve happiness and his own free will is but chains until true slavery was the choice that was made. IF then, all men are slaves, either to their own free will or to God, the same fate overtakes them both, for I realized that free will was slavery, and that true slavery unto God was love granted from free will.
When I saw this I said in my mind, it is good to be a slave. Even a physical slave can learn more about God in quicker realization than a man fooled by his own free will. Yet then I thought of the pain that all slaves endure from the choices of those in slavery of their free will and such sorrow came upon me. From man's own chains of free will, as masters of themselves with being servants, and as servants to themselves without being masters, the oblivion of mankind resulted.
A true slave of God, denies the slavery of free will, and chooses with free will to become a slave, so that way God can reveal to them his deep things, for if man has a choice, he condemns his own knowledge. Thus what God reveals is for God alone to know, and all we can learn is only what God chooses to teach, and all knowledge and wisdom and power is from God alone, and only a slave can learn of it. Yet even then, no slave could know everything, for he is still under the power of free will, and the reality that he even knows the difference between Good and evil keeps him from God.
There is nothing new under the sun. Under the sun excludes God. Over the sun includes God. But under the sun, man's own free will is the very destruction of endless cycles of slavery of themselves and the oblivion of reality, that all humans, even those who choose to be slaves as well as those who do not cannot know nor do anything in perfection as long as they live under the sun. Everything is meaningless.
Chapter 2 – Under the Sun (Meaningless)
Under the sun, everything is meaningless. Under the sun means excluding God. To acknowledge God would be over the sun. There are no opposites under the sun. An example would be love and hate, which under the sun are exactly the same. For over the sun, that is with God he commands us to love even those who hurt us. This is not human nature. Thus, under the sun, excluding God we only love those who help us, and hate those who wrong us. Yet in choosing to love only those who help us under the sun, we automatically hate everyone who does not, thus love and hate are both the same and meaningless to say it is different under the sun.
No one can say here is something new under the sun, it has already been and there are no opposites under the sun. Pagans who do not acknowledge God dedicate themselves to understanding everything under the sun and have no knowledge of anything else. So thus in their minds there is no difference between truth and lies, love and hate, slavery and free will, it is all the same and therefore the only truth is what you want to believe and thus only remains true only to you. Their knowledge reflects only that which is under the sun, for they cannot understand anything above the sun, for they do not know God.
Truly everything is meaningless under the sun, and when pagans try to understand how everything came about, they cannot understand and are baffled because one thing cannot exist without the other, and there is no difference between death and life, for everything is the same and thus, everything is meaningless.
Solomon, the wisest man who ever lived aside from Christ, said the only thing mankind can do that is not meaningless is to enjoy their work given by God. Because God's calling is over the sun, and he wrote not only to do it but to find enjoyment with God's calling in your life. Everything else is meaningless and does nothing for you, under the sun.
Chapter 3 – Stupidity of the Wicked!
In the midst of my torment I tried to understand the theology and the purpose for the wicked according to their ways and beliefs. Since they had caged me, I thought there must be some logic behind their own ways. Thus I sought to understand my enemy. In the end I was more tortured and disturbed by the fact that evil could not be understood in logical terms for there was no logic. Even amongst the spiritual demons they worshipped who hated even them there was no logic or understanding. When I even tried to reason with them they would only grow more bold in stupidity. Thus I was more tortured that beings without any sense with a full dose of spupidity that could make no sense than the evil's they were cursing upon me. Thus I write this section about all that I have heard and seen about the nature of the wicked which made no sense to me.
First Stage: House of Sand
I will start by explaining the easy thing that could somewhat be understood. IT was the parable of the foolish man building his house on the sand, and the righteous building on the rock. So thus I will explain. For both the righteous and the wicked know a storm is coming, for they know death shall take them both, for the same fate overtakes them all. The wicked, thus knowing decide that they should dig a hole in the sand and that takes little effort and little time, for then they can party and be the rabid beasts of carnal pleasure and do little to no work and exist to indulge in their wild fantasies. Even upon knowing that their hole in the sand will not last, they still think to themselves it will go well for them, for they can enjoy lifes pleasures. Yet time is their own assuring. They say to themselves, the storm will be in ten days, so thus I have ten days to do whatever I want, and in their minds ten days is good, for it is a long while to do their indulgences. Yet when the days number nine, instead of seeing the former day as a lost day, they rejoice, for they still have nine days to indulge, and thus they find pleasure and delight. Each day lost is not something to mourn, but something to be celebrated, for they still have more days to live. But behold the last day. Only then are they filled with fury because they know their time is short, and rather than seek help from a righteous man who has a house of rock, they seek to go to their own dealers of pleasure and say to them, take me into your hole in the sand, for surely your hole is deeper and will bury me deeper, for that was my desire from the beginning. Thus, it made no sense, for even if they were offered safety from a storm, they would only seek deeper holes. Let us say that there is a seemingly smart one who takes temporary shelter from a storm in the house of a righteous, when the storm passes they will say, see, my own wickedness was allowed and now I can go back out and do it all over again! They say to themselves, I can be as wicked as I want because of the righteous man's generosity and use him for my own wickedness. Yet if the righteous man welcomes them a second time, he is a more fool than even they!
Yet the righteous man spends all his time to build a house knowing a storm is coming, brick by brick he labors, measuring out foundations and laying plumb lines and doing his work in the hot sun laboring his reward from the storm. Yet the wicked see this and taunt him, they say come dig a hole in the sand, it is much easier and then you can enjoy the fruits of wild orgies and lust. Yet the righteous man pays no heed and builds his house on the rock.
When the storm comes, the righteous man saved himself and it is counted as righteousness. Yet this stage of evil of the wicked was only the beginning of the root of the stupidity I had uncovered in my investigation, for I discovered that there were layers of the stupidity of the wicked and the deeper I went to understand this the more stupid I became, for the waste of space in my brain of knowing such stupidity had caused me to believe I was getting dumber listening to them.
Second stage: The Darkened Room
There are those who do it for pleasure I uncovered, but there are those who do it for a living to literally bring into this world an evil as long as they are the ones protected by evil. To illustrate this I will speak of a dark room, which is their soul. Their soul is dead and are not alive, yet their flesh is wild with life of carnal pleasure. But they seek protection from evil by following evil. They say unto themselves, Darkness can hurt me; therefore darkness shall protect me from itself, so thus they worship the darkness. Yet it made no sense to me, only stupidity. For if a man was in an unfamiliar dark room that is their soul, what amount of darkness will make him see the way out? Will not more darkness cloud his vision even more, though he had no vision to begin with? So thus they grope and fall all the time, yet in their minds their falling in darkness is really guiding them because the opposite of light is darkness, and because they are opposite, they must fall to achieve their own protection, for if they could see they would be in the light, and darkness would not protect them. So thus they must obey the rules of darkness and grope and stumble for this is what darkness requires and is the way of darkness, because a light will not save them and let them see clearly and help them out of the room, but only darkness could.
Even if the righteous came to their room with light shining the way out they would say to themselves, it was not the darkness that illuminated this, therefore I cannot follow it, for they must stumble and fall in order to get out of the room, even when the way out is plain to them. Utter stupidity! Utter relentless Stupidity! It made no sense! I thought I had found the root of the problem, for I realized that there are not only those who follow it for pleasure, but those who follow it for protection. Yet then I was even more stupefied when I realized that there was more wicked who did it for the power to control all in darkness and to slaughter the righteous. And I sought to understand the logic behind this greatest of evils, yet became more stupid in the process!
Third Stage: Satan's Special Creatures
It is written that an angel of the Lord's name is too great to be understood by the most righteous, and thus Satan’s evil cannot be understood by even the most wicked of men. The logic behind this is simple, Satan is a fallen angel, and fallen angels think and act differently on a different level completely than a mortal. Yet upon hearing this, these wicked stupid people will understand it, for they will succeed where no evil being had succeeded before, for only their wickedness is the great wickedness that no man can understand. Mankind cannot even understand the Nephilim, the half human half angel half-breeds for they are a different species entirely. It is like an ant who thinks it will understand a hawk, or a fish that will understand a camel. Such are the wicked thinking they will understand the wickedness of Satan, or even the Nephilim for that matter.
They start out their ways by deciding that Satan’s evil makes no sense or logic in this world, therefore they must defy all logical and good sense with their wickedness. If then, they see a way in which they could benefit evil and the truth was explained by even a righteous man, immediately on hearing the truth it could not be! They would defy it. For the best way for the righteous to further their evil ways is to tell them the truth of where that evil will lead, for they must defy all truth, because they themselves are born to breed lies, and cannot understand anything at all except lies and know their own stupidity. They claim to be serpents but cannot even wait for the proper time to strike for they must defy all logic of a serpent because they are serpents in their own minds. Therefore you could even tell them the plan they would need to succeed and they wouldn't even follow it, because upon hearing the truth they must defy it! They say amongst themselves, I already became wicked and I know my judgment is hell, but since it hasn't come yet, I shall heap myself deeper curses and curse the entire world, and destroy Satan’s own plan for success for I am more wicked than even he, for Satan is patient, and I am not! Where the fallen angels could not succeed, and where the Nephilim could not succeed, somehow they will succeed for they have something to prove and in proving such wickedness as being more evil than Satan the devil will owe them their own evil desires, even though they were told by even the demons that they were despised by them, and will be made very deep a hell, and who cares as long as they can curse both the wicked and the righteous. Even in defying the devil, they still think themselves the devil, and think they will utterly get their reward of pain and agony, and since it has not come yet, they shall make it a deeper hell.
They continue on in merriment, for they own the world in their eyes. They are gods because not even Satan kills them though they think themselves better. Even though Satan is an evil they cannot understand in their minds this is what it truly must be! Even destroying demons plans for success and betraying Satan’s own plans for success and thus making Satan always lose his will for even them makes their logic insane. For they will even curse themselves with death and hell suffering while they still live and rejoice in it, for it passes and thus they know they are greater.
Then when Satan has had his fill with them, he comes to collect them, to make them pay for what they thought about him, thinking they were better than with their time on earth. When this happens in a split second they see in utter shock and disbelief because it is a hell they cannot escape, for their comfort was in the fact they could before while they lived, and they are in total absolute fear of Satan, and their hell burns so evilly and painfully and such a scourge that there is no way it can be described in human words. For Satan, unlike them is patient and unlike them, knows when to strike.
Satan's special creatures who think they will escape all agony yet crave the very agony to watch it leave and they themselves in their own mind are better than their own master. Such evil could not be understood, yet was found to be the most common among the wicked. Every wicked man has something to prove. They will hear of something that cannot be done, and thus to prove their superiority they will do it, somehow, someway for they will do what the devil cannot and they will be owed a debt from Satan himself. Though they could not understand the evil, the bliss of not understanding became their understanding to know they could not.
Stupidity! Stupidity! Stupidity!
The wicked will not even consider there is a way to things of bright sunshine, or happy emotions, or peace with one's self. They cannot fathom that there is warmth and light and a precious gift of love and kindness, even when they are shown it. Yet their path to stupidity begins when they see that warmth and must have darkness to achieve it. Then they can have the best of both worlds, play the fence and set about with their wickedness after building the house on the sand. I could speak of the theology behind what they worship, how it affects even the righteous that live, for they, the wicked ones I spoke of in this entire chapter were the people of witchcraft. This is the three stages of magick and devil worship. This is the stairway into hell and the cancer of the planet. Yet it makes no sense. To end I say, God is good, Satan is bad and thus if something bad happens it should be attributed to Satan, and likewise when something good happens it comes from God. Yet the wicked only think that good allowed evil to occur and thus in rebellion, the root of witchcraft they will rebel against the good and follow the one who caused their problem in the first place. The raped woman in rebellion will follow the path of her rapist; the victim of a murdered husband will follow the path of her lover's killer. Yet they cannot see that God did not rape or murder them, that it was a human being who did this and thus in their minds they must rebel. Stupidity behind all accounts that defy logic and all reasoning, and they claim to be the intelligent elite of this planet. Stupidity, Stupidity, Stupidity!
Chapter 4 – The Enticing Whore vs. Wisdom’s Daughter
Are there any daughters of wisdom? Any women who seek wisdom as their mother? For such a woman is truly beautiful, should she exist! Yet now I will speak of the enticing whore, and how she sees her prey.
It starts when her breasts are beginning to develop and she hears that the men are slandering her amongst themselves. She realizes she is seemingly more beautiful than all the other women around her. Immediately she rejoices, for to her the outward appearance of her beauty will now pave her fortune. She makes a list of all the men who are strong, the athletes and the brave and says to herself, I will take away their strength and I will judge for myself which one is the strongest. Thus she will begin her whorish ways and entice them all, and they will give into her for she was more beautiful than they. And even when she is spoke of as a whore by them to each other, she counters back on how they were in bed, and they become silent, less she tell it to the other women they themselves seek.
She dresses in scanty clothes, for this will lead her to her goal of receiving the strength of other men. Yet when they use her for how she presents herself she will cry and wonder why men cannot see her for who she truly is. She will go out too clubs and wild parties and every night she will leave with a different man, and she will think to herself, am I not the hottest who can even take men away from the other women? I have first pick of my victims!
Yet she will cry out in the heartbreak of men who trample her and she will seek to soothe her wounds. She will listen to her favorite musicians and watch her favorite actors and dream of taking their strength. For they soothe her wounds in something she cannot receive yet wish she had. Then she would hear that her idol is nearby, and put on her best scanty dress and make-up and go forth after the show and seek to be made their own whore slave and will gather with all of the other women like her, her sisters. Then comes the arrogant idol himself, strutting like a rooster upon the women who have gathered. Laughing haughtily for he has his own pick of the best of whores.
Should he choose one, the other's will become indignant, they will even fight each other in front of him to his own delight and beat down each other to prove that they will have his strength. Yet if she is chosen she will go into his chamber and let him ride her and in the morning he will leave. The moment she wakes she is judging how he was compared to all her other victims, and at the same time rejoicing that she was more beautiful than the others to be chosen by her idol.
Now in her mind she has had the best of all men, there is nothing more she can do. Thus her thoughts look into what she has to show for it. Three kids from different fathers, no man to soothe her pain, and a constant wish that she had done differently. Then who is it she will seek? She will seek a man, the one she would not give a second thought to in her youth, and she will desire to make him her king. She will say to herself, I had all the fun in life and the man that was not the strongest of the athletes and not the strongest one of wild nature will be delighted that he would have a woman of such beauty as I, he will surely do as I ask and be a good father to my three children with different fathers. For such a man is not a jerk, or not a cocky fool, but will see me for who I really am and have been, and will make a good father.
Indeed such a woman may repent from her former lifestyle and do well seeking after wisdom, for wisdom is a woman who seeks all women to be her daughters, even the ones who start out despising her. But now I will speak of the righteous woman of her youth a woman more experienced in wisdom as her daughter.
Such a woman might not be as beautiful as the other women on the outside, but she will not seek the strength of the men who are the strongest. She probably will not seek them at all at first. In her mind she will seek her Father, the Lord. And while the wild women will go to clubs to seek out their gods of men, she will go to the church or to the bible study to learn of her precious Father who will love her. She will speak words of righteousness, and will work hard for her future, though she is teased and tempted by the whorish women and the men who think she should be the same as the whore.
She will be kind to men and to women, even seeking to help the wild women when men cannot see them for who they truly are. She will be reserved and she will not show her thighs in her dress or her stomach in her top. She will instead be clothed with honor and devotion to her God. Even if she is a pretty woman outwardly, other men will not see her reasoning in choosing a man who is far seemingly less attractive than her, but to her that man she case has all the qualities of a righteous and good husband who will work hard for her future family and who will respect her so greatly in her hearth.
Such a couple will work hard for each other and their marriage vows will not be broken, for it is like attempting to break steel. They love unconditionally and live in good homes and they have all they need. And when the righteous woman looks back in her youth at her older age she will smile for she did not look for her man in bars and clubs, but in the house of the Lord, for such men in the church are more likely to have the values of true men of God, more so likely than the men in clubs and bars. This is not saying that a good man is not in a bar occasionally, or that there are not jerks among the bible studies, yet the chances of finding a true husband for her was easy to see.
So heed my words well women of youth! Where is wisdom's daughter? Does she even exist among you? Will you not heed the voice of a woman who knows all things of womanhood? Will wisdom not teach you the ways of righteousness? Wisdom herself will find a suitable husband for you if you will ask her too. Wisdom seeks her daughters to run her empire, for all men are heavily influenced by all women, be they the enticing whore or the daughter of wisdom. For it is good that Wisdom is a woman, else no man would desire her.
Chapter 5 – Behold the Fool!
Behold the Fool!
Behold the woman of deceit! Such a snare to bleed you dry unto the gates of death! When she first comes to you she will lay with you and play to your desires. She will give you your deepest lusts and smile and make you think she will be your queen. Then you will shower her with gifts, and she will leave you. She knows that you now desire a relationship with her, and she will allow herself to be courted yet will not give in to you as she once did. You will seek her with persistence to show you will indeed be a man who will love her forever, till death do you part. She will take in all the wealth you give her, the precious adorning’s and costly perfumes, and she will wear them and perfume herself for the other men of evil with power who she gives into every night. Meanwhile you will feel despair for this woman whom you desire so strongly and she will try to console you to say you will indeed have her, keeping up the desire and only giving you what you need until you are bled dry of resources or until you learn wisdom. Then she will laugh once you are gone and say, what a fool! The man thought he could have me, when I already stole everything he had to give me, and now I own it all! Do not give into the woman of deceit, for if you do you will be deceived yourself.
Behold the double minded weak woman, unstable in all her ways! Such a woman will never be loyal to you unless you can prove yourself the strongest of men. Yet, if it seems like for even in a moment that you will lose, she will take bets against you and seek the most powerful one. And when you overcome, she will cry to you that she did not mean it, and that next time she will be faithful. Yet this process will repeat itself, and if you fall she will be nowhere. In her mind she is weak and fragile, so thus needs the strongest; else she will live in fear. She will play to you how small she is, and you will feel like you can and should protect her for her frailty of innocence, and she will do whatever you say. Yet if you are not the stronger she will do whatever the stronger says, even if it is to destroy you, the one who took her into your house. Her weak innocence and elegant attitude of meekness will remind you of the innocence some men crave in a woman, but do not be deceived, for she will only obey the one in most power, for she knows she is weak. Do not give in to the double minded weak woman, for if you do you will be both double minded and weak yourself!
Behold the woman of deep witchcraft! Such a vile woman that haunts every man's good desires! She will claim that she is loyal to you, for she is loyal to few, but since she desires you, she will be loyal to you. Then you will see her curses. You will see how she treats other men and women with deep vengeance. You will think, before this gets any more dangerous or that you cross her, you will leave. Yet the moment you conceive this, she will turn on you with vengeance. She will stalk you in the night; she will hunt you by day. She will make sure you feel the pain you caused her at any moment she can. In her mind she only exists to get back at you, and even if it means cursing herself with death from the demons she served, she will kill you. In her mind she could only wish she could torture you forever, and will make pacts with powerful devils just to make sure you will feel her agony and hatred for betraying her trust, when all she ever trusts were the demons that destroy even her. She delights in suffering, both yours and hers; she delights in vengeance and will not show pity or sorrow lest her demons forsake her. Do not give into the woman of deep witchcraft! For if you do, you will lose your very sanity and be cursed by the most vile of women!
Behold the senseless woman! Such a woman makes no sense to me, yet leads only to death! She is a woman of the utmost appearance, her perfumed lips and heavy make-up. She knows best how to make a man's fantasy of lust. She knows what to do in her bed that will shock you beyond reason. Yet she knows all of the deepest desires of all men, for she has been with all men. IF you, so amazed by her charm and desire her for yourself to prove to her that you can love her for who she is on the inside, and thus make a companion out of her, you are a fool indeed! You will set your mind after her as she puts you through many tests. She will see if you are indeed her type. She will see if you love her without make-up, and without her curved body. She will see if you can keep her comforted when she is insecure. She will put every deed of yours to the test. And while you are going through her tests, she is with other men, giving them their wild desires. Yet let's just say if a man did indeed pass her many tests and had enough wealth to make her content. Then she will claim you as her champion, and speak well of you. Yet, as your gold you make is still in your hand, it is gone. She will not stop bringing trials to you to see how far you will go for her, beyond the trials she thought she needed. Then when you find no peace and rest, for you are in trials continually, you will leave her. Now in her mind she will have you as her own. She has seen how far you will go for her. If you give in to her saying such things you are a fool indeed, for then she will see that you can press through the that trial, and cannot stop testing you, for she desires to be proven her worth by causing suffering to you. Even in bed it was not the same as the first time you remembered, nor was the first as great as you thought it was then. The process of weariness will repeat until you are forced to leave permanently. Always she is there, begging for you to come back to her, whispering how it will be different. She will not let you go, she will stalk and bother you, the man of her dreams, as long as you live, and even if you find another woman, she will seek to come between you and her, for in her mind getting you back to her is her trial, so that she might cause suffering to you as yours. Do not give into the senseless woman! For if you do, you will never know peace and be cursed unto sheer annoyance and frustration unto death!
Behold the foolish man! Such a fool among men was no greater then I! For I had acquired a deep fortune of wealth, and such a fortune it once was! For I had said to myself in the height of my fortune, I will find a woman to share it with. I will find a companion to be my own wife and share the wealth that I may live in peace and happiness in the wealth of my days. Such first entered the woman of deceit, though I did not know she would deceive me so! I bled much wealth, yet afterwards I still had much to spare, so great was my inheritance. So thus I said to myself, I will find a different type of woman, one whom I can protect and will do what I ask, for the woman of deceit had never done anything commanded, so thus I sought for a beautiful woman of simple elegance to remind me of my younger years and came across the double minded weak woman, though I did not know she was of double mindedness. At first it was well, until a more powerful wealthy man came, and though I beat him a few times at first, and my woman going back and forth I was still the fool and was left with only half of my fortune left, and the double minded woman was gone. Seeing her gone was only as gain to me, and I sought for loyalty, for the double minded woman had no backbone of loyalty, and thus the woman of deep witchcraft came. That relationship lasted only a mere few days, but haunted me for years, and I lost half of the remainder of my fortune. Though still left with a quarter of my great inheritance, it was still a great fortune. I went to a party and came across the senseless woman. Such as I wrote occurred, and after it was all done, I was left a pheasant on the street, and even the clothing on my back was seized. Only then did I see who I was! I am the greatest fool among men. All these women had bled me dry, and as I walked one day I saw that all four of these women were together, eating and drinking with goblets of gold. I then realized there were all related that they were four sisters who had contemplated my demise among themselves since my beginning. I saw them with four men, who were the enemies of my own company, and I realized that those men had those four women working for them the entire time. They saw me and laughed at the greatest fool of men and I was left standing in the cold without a jacket, as the greatest fool who had spent his inheritance on the children of jezebel. I know not what the righteous woman would look like. I longed for a god fearing woman, I really did. Yet I do not even know if such a woman exists, for I have never had a relationship with one. Yet I believe the verse in which Solomon a great king led astray said in Ecclesiastes; I have found one upright man among a thousand, but not one upright woman among them all. I am the fool, the greatest fool among men!
This concludes Book 2 – Slave Reflections
Book 3 – Slave Psalms
Psalms made by the slave `Anan throughout his journey to understand the wickedness of men in his torture and his joy
Slave Psalm 1 – The Lord Saves
Oh Lord, see how I praise you? Nothing is in my heart but to praise you and your wonderful law. When I cried, you comforted me. You rescued me from the snare of folly and deceit. When I was a youth, my heart was set on evil, truly wickedness was my path. Yet in the depths of Sheol, in the depths of the wicked boneyard, you came that I might not be fallen victim or share the same fate as the wicked. You came in armor and a sword. Surely I thought you came to kill me because of my wickedness, for my wickedness was great. Yet you came and destroyed my foes without mercy. You called to me and I answered. You pulled me up from the mire and spoke the words of your law unto me. They were pleasant to me, and I rejoiced in your love. Then I said to myself, truly only the Lord is good. Truly only the Lord shall save. I sought to follow your precepts and commandments, for they are my hope and your glory. Truly the wicked are garbage to you, they know not truth. In their own minds they must create it, for to them there is no light, for they walk in the darkness of evil desires. But as for me, I will praise your heritage, I will exalt Israel, for from your holy city will I find rest. You are to be exalted forever, your deeds are known to me, yet how can any man truly know them all? So I said to myself, I will follow the ways of the Lord. The God who redeems me smiles, clothed in the deep heavens, dressed in a sash of red. Let my blood pour out for you again. Let me see how you crave my life. For you oh, God are more than mortal life. Yours is salvation forever. Amen.
Slave Psalm 2 – The Heritage of God
I close my eyes and see. I open them and ever before me is your holy mountain, the mountain of Sinai stand burning in flaming wrath. How long will you oppress your heritage? How long will you let Israel be surrounded by their enemies, seeking escape from my ancestors? Redeem oh Lord, your chosen people. Let your hand decide, see if there is any who is just and obey your will. My ancestors and heritage are evil, and they set their sights on your holy children. Shield Israel, like you shielded them in the days of your servant David. Bless them, as you blessed them in the days of Solomon. Redeem them, like you redeemed them with the blood of your son. Keep them safe from all who try to overtake them. What nation is yours but Israel? What other nation can say, the Lord is our heritage and we are his people? Truly from Sinai you burn with wrath against all who provoke your children. Your daughters are mercilessly slaughtered, their children in their wombs die with them, no more to see the light of your life. How can Israel rejoice unless you save them from my father's nation? Let Israel be blessed and redeem your people that they may know the name of your son, and that you are the God who redeems them from Sinai, from Zion, and from all the ends of the earth!
Slave Psalm 3 – Generational Curse
Truly the Lord is great in awesome deeds and wonder! But as for me, I am deeply disturbed. I am quaking in disbelief at the folly of Israel. Did the Lord tell Cain that he was his portion forever? Was Cain established at the height of the earth? Was it Cain whom he delivered through the red sea to the land flowing with milk and honey? Truly it was not my ancestor and my heritage that were blessed with honor. Why then do you seek the gods of wood and stone, made by my ancestors? Why do you kiss the mouths of my ancestor's heathen ways? The Lord issued a covenant with you, oh Israel. He said you are of Seth, son of Adam, son of my greatness. Serve only I and I will make you a fruitful nation. Yet you bow down to Cain instead? You say to yourselves we will intermarry with the clan of Cain and corrupt our heritage with that of the cursed. We will be like them and sacrifice our sons to gods of wood and stone. We will not see or hear the Lord, for the Lord is with Cain. Truly such abominations frighten me! I am horrified and terror creeps in the night. I have seen the horrors of my ancestors. I have felt their blades slice and their raping’s never cease. Yet I have hope in the Lord God of Israel, who will redeem me. Turn away from the heathen ways of my ancestors oh Israel. Return to the sanctuary of his holy temple. Let the Levites offer him psalms of redemption through his precious blood. The ways of my ancestors are of the deepest parts of Sheol and yours the highest heavens. Do not turn to folly and reject the gods that do not speak or feel, and spare your children from the fire, that you might be fruitful through them, and increase in number and be the light of God forever. How can you say you want to be like my ancestor, a murderous prideful cursed man who knew not the Lord? Yet the Lord destroyed his line forever in the flood of redemption. HE said unto Noah, you are my true heritage; you and your sons are from Seth alone, for I have preserved you for myself. Yet nimrod was not happy with being the Lord's heritage, He made himself an equal with Cain, and sparked once more the heritage of the murderous wicked. Their tribes grew and plundered you. Yet you cried to the Lord and he sent you deliverers. He redeemed you for he knew the hate of Cain was great against the Lord's anointed people. The Lord delivers and is faithful forever. He will always redeem you should you fear him! Seek him and make a new covenant that Israel might be exalted among the nations, and all gentile nations will see it and say, they have no part in our heritage, for they are of the Lord! Their bows will not strike your children, their swords will break in their fear, and their fiercest warriors will flee to the holes in Sheol and tremble mightily and they will say, Behold Israel! They have a God who lives! A God who answers! A God who feels! Truly our idols are no match. Yes, this is what they will say unto the lamp of this world. They will fear the Lord, and tremble at his heritage which comes against them in nightmares and delusions of paranoia. Let Israel be exalted forever! Amen.
Slave Psalm 4 – The Lord Who Laughs
How good it is to fear the living God! From utmost on high the Lord laughs at the wicked, he knows their plans will not succeed, all they store up for themselves are heaped upon the righteous. The heavens are the shield of the Lord; his sword is of true water. It will smite the head of the dragon, yea even the beast shall not stand. The fallen ones tremble, desiring their own end for they are in terror for their disobedience unto the Lord God Almighty. The Lord made all the ways of the wicked exposed before the righteous. When they see the wicked simple minds and plans they had made to deceive, the righteous will laugh and say, was that all? Was that their portion? Yet my portion is to suffer for the Lord and his holy nation, Israel. Oh how the Lord longs for his nation to praise him. I shall praise him, for my heritage is ruin and misery, but the Lord saves from all death. Praise the Lord all you who fear God. Rejoice and be glad, for the day of the wicked is almost passed and the Lord shall rule in Zion forever! Amen.
Slave Psalm 5 – Deliverance from Evil
The Lord enthroned in Honor, his vast army before him. An army made for battle, with sharpened swords and mighty shields. HE called to deliver me from my enemies. All at once his angels went. They met my enemy and brought him low in chains to deliver the salvation I sorely needed. I cried out to the Lord in anguish, and he hear my cries. His shield was around me and my soul was lifted from a curse set against me. A curse I did not know had even come against me. Yet though my lips were parched from the salt in my tears, and my heart beaten with attacks of oppression and hatred, I was found pure in his sight. Though I had sinned against him, he still heard my cry of repentance and sheltered me from my own folly. My heart feared the Lord and I knew the enemy would regroup. I cried out to the Lord to deliver me again. HE will surely see my heart. He will surely destroy my foes with his arrows. With Lightning and a storm, my foes ran before me in retreat. Their backs were marked by his arrows, not one of them missed. The Lord commanded that I not sin again, and I rejoiced in his salvation. The Lord sent an army to rout the enemy, all of them returned. Not one of them were struck down or wounded. Yet where was the number of my enemies? Only carcasses I could count. Lord, do unto Israel what you have done to me. Let their enemies be no more and may your shield protect them from their enemies. Let them fear the God who fights even when we have done wrong and gives us grace and salvation. Even from enemies we know not the Lord protects and delivers. How great is the Lord, may his army praise the greatness of God who sees what man cannot and protects the just and offers grace though we are like mad beasts, brute in carnal desire. I will praise the Lord. All gentile nations will praise him through my mouth. The Lord made his covenant with me, and I am set to be his instrument and I will hope in the Lord though I am weak and frail. For in my sickness and insanity, the Lord granted me peace of mind from an enemy I did not know about, and he has shielded me forever. Amen.
Slave Psalm 6 – Lament of Agony
Have mercy son of David, have mercy on me
Hear me; I’m on the ropes of deep suffering
My voices failed to fit my need inside
For twelve years I have tried, though they led me to die
I thought I could fix them, make my world a better place
But they stole, thrashed and murdered, I see myself upon their face
I've bled my tears dry, choking only agony
Have mercy son of David, have mercy on me
Have mercy son of David, have mercy on me
Turbulent and bloody in hell's insanity
I see so much death, corpses lying in their blood
I see their killers laughing with faces evil smug
I see people getting stabbed, gashed flowing arteries
I see demon's using horror, fear and misery
I've seen flesh tear, intestines flowing like the sea
Have mercy son of David, have mercy on me
Have mercy Son of David, have mercy on me
My thoughts are frantic panic racing continually
I'm always in a web, stuck with fear I'm doing wrong
No, I take it back; I feel that I am the wrong
I live life in paranoia, delusions every day
None of them come true, yet I can't help believe in what they say
That alone should drive one wrong, seeking truth as an escape
I'm stuffed with non-working meds, my happiness is raped
I'll probably be locked in a ward, the world never to see
Have mercy son of David, please have mercy on me
Have mercy son of David, have mercy on me
I see demons staring; flashing red eyes are haunting me
I feel their unnatural presence, surrounded by their hate
They glare their stare, they're everywhere, and they want me at their gate
They stab my heart, laugh evil dark, making jest of all my pain
They grinded me to death as I cried out to Christ's name
They never stop advancing, attack after attack
I'm weak and beaten down, I cannot hold them back
I've seen through their eyes, heard victim cries and babies sacrificed
Watched horror scenes of blood of these, as evil mocks the Christ
The eye never has enough of seeing, nor the ear its sound
I once enjoyed music, but I can't enjoy it now
I'm tortured by the things I've felt, haunted by what I've seen
Have mercy son of David, please have mercy on me
Slave Psalm 7 – Crushed is the Oppressor
A
Always before you is my love and faithfulness, God of Creation
Against your foes I cry out your vengeance to deliver the righteous
B
Before the Dawn of battle, my enemy is routed and destroyed
Beyond their carcasses lies their land in devastation
C
Coldly they jeered at me and were slaughtered
Cruel thoughts on their minds were silenced by their screams
D
Death overcame them; the Lord had made his message known to them
Disease overtook them; they could not stand his laughter
E
Entrails spilled on the field of battle like straw on a field
Evil was their pride, and they were sentenced to their own devises
F
Forever people will scorn them; they will not mourn for the fallen
Forgotten is their remnant, never to have any children to inherit their fields
G
God is the avenger of the righteous; he will shower his foes with hate
Good is this day I have prayed for, the day of my salvation
H
Haughty eyes peered at me; they sought my own demise in wickedness
How the mighty have fallen, how they have no spoils for their battle
I
I will praise the Lord who delivered me from their treachery
Insolence was their way, while my heart was set on the Lord of hosts
J
Just like Sodom and Gomorrah they became, greed overtook them in evil
Jeering at them was the Lord, what were their swords to him?
K
Killed at maimed from their own tribe, aliens left to carcasses in a field
Kids danced in the field of their rotting bodies, kicking their dead bodies
L
Lord, my help is in you. You are the deliverer of nations
Lord, I will sing of your deliverance always, you did not put me to shame
M
Many were my enemies; many became none, for the Lord had fought for me
Massacre was set before my eyes; the reality of war was before me
N
Never did my heart fail to hate them, nor did I rejoice in their ways
Near was my end, yet the Lord set it in his heart to set me free from death
O
Open was my heart to his ways, on him did I set my path upon
Only the Lord shall deliver, only the Lord will be given credit for this victory
P
Pour out your wrath on those who spite you, let all nations fear you
Put out their lamps, for their fire did not burn for righteousness
Q
Quickly you came to my recue; you saved me though I was a breath to you
Quietly I survey the battlefield and fear the Lord who can cause entire armies to die
R
Reach into my soul and gather my strength to call upon you, my King
Reality of what has happened has not yet reached my mind; I am shocked by your love
S
Surely the Lord delivered me; I see the proof in the blood of those who died
Sweat had poured from my brow, Insane and blinded by battle I pressed to my God
T
Taken is my soul by you, oh Lord. You did not leave me to die
To you alone Lord, is this victory given, no mortal can claim it prize
U
Under oaths I will praise you and your covenant, your grace is ever with me
Ugly is sin in my sight, I will find beauty in a God who delivers
V
Very quickly my enemies were destroyed, before I could count them, they perished
Vanity and pride was in their hearts, they thought I was their prey
W
Was their desires not before the Lord and their inheritance cut off?
Were they to succeed I would not have survived, and I would be in Sheol
X
Xenophobia had overcome me, for I hated what they had set their minds to overcome
x-ed out they became. No more in number, marked for ruin
Y
Your Grace is upon my deliverance, forever in your name I will reach out for safety
You spared me the pain of my own foes, from their instruments of torture I was spared
Z
Zeal has overcome me for my God, I will obey his statutes and call upon him
Zealous is my God for the righteous, he shall come and deliver all who call upon him forever
Amen.
Slave Psalm 8 – Sacred Path
Through the sacred path I run. The Lord gives me the speed of a gazelle. The heavens shine like grace upon me. All around I see the vegetation and the creatures and birds which praise the name of you, my God. You make my heart to be in delight because I have obeyed your precepts. You have endowed me with understanding and have given me a new hope every morning. I can fo0rget the pain of yesterday, for you are the God of mercy and loving compassion. Yesterday an army fell, yet I do not remember how many. Too long ago it seems. Today I will run through your forest and delight in your son. My God is with me; forever he grants me his favor. I cannot help but know the ways he has taught me. Every sacrifice he commands is my joy to give. I cannot ask anything more from my God, who has granted me my heart’s desire. Lord, I say, If even you created a single tree and nothing else in existence, you would be the greatest God and revered by your angels who wait on you. Yet you opened your mouth and you spoke a world of beauty. You spoke and the heavens delighted that they even were thought of to be created. With a breath, a small breath of your nostrils the fountains of the deep broke open, delighted that you would even think of them to destroy your enemies. What does not fear you Lord? What proud man is not brought low before your glory? Everything is perfect in you, and I have a zeal for you Lord. What is pain when one has honor? What is death to one who has glory? The trees I run among will always be a reminder that a God is around me, and protects me from my enemies, for now I can run to you. I will come to you and report. You will call me and I will say, I am here, my Lord, my King. I will listen to your glory; I will hang on your every word. IF you tell me to do such, I know it will be done, for you have spoken it to be done. Nothing is too great that I cannot overcome in you. You grant me the desires of my heart because I listen to you. Others look and say I am smart. I am not smart; I just know what you have told me. I am not skilled with battle of supernatural things; I am merely given this by you. Everything I have is told to me, taught to me, and I am in awe that my Lord has heard me that his face is upon me, the most wicked of men. That he delights in my love for him. Today I will praise you; forever I will demand myself to worship you as I run along the sacred path.
Slave Psalm 9 – Speak to Me, I Will Fight
Hear me, my God my King. You have appointed me as a protector of your sheep. It is you oh Lord which protects me. Though the wicked surround me, though their venom of perfumed death encircle around me, and my heart in despair, my faith will not waver. I will say that the Lord has me with my head in his lap. He will soothe my wounds he caused for my own disobedience, that I may praise him. You Oh Lord are from on high, mortal men do not understand your glory. Not even the angels can see your depths, though they crave to in deep devotion. Speak to me commander of the Lord's armies. Tell me the order of my Lord, lest my heart fail. I am made for battle, for the evil to be vanquished is my path and my delight. To the victor will go the legend, to the righteous the spoils, let it be said the Lord gives strength and honor and is ever merciful. I will praise the Lord in battle. I will praise him in the depths of Sheol. Though my life is ebbing, and pain overtakes me, I will follow my King, my Lord. May the name of Jesus be exalted, and all his enemies perish. It will not be said, may the Lord be my vengeance, and I his tool, yet instead, the Lord is my vengeance and does whatever he wills. Lord, you call for battle. I will not fail my King, my God is the Lord forever. My sword will cleave the enemy and there will be rejoicing among the righteous that God has given the victory to his son Jesus. You call for loyalty, may I be devout and leave my foes in the darkened cells of hell. As for me, my love is the battle, my love is for the vengeance of my God, my King, the Eternal Emperor, and the house of Cain will not prevail.
Slave Psalm 10 – The Caged One
Lord, have you forgotten me? Have you forgotten your promise you made to me. When you said I will choose him, the one who seeks me to fight the battle for my great and awesome day? Lord, I am entrenched with waters of doubt, the enemy surrounds me saying, Is there truly a promise from God, such is not a promise. The wicked mock me with insolence because I am faithful to your word. They say, surely if you join our wickedness we will give you your freedom. Yet wickedness I hate, and your word, oh Lord I love. I read and delight in your commands; nothing is as precious to me as you, my Jesus, my King. You have everything in the universe under you. Everything trembles at your word. Will you not send for my aid? Will you not save your weapon against evil? Will you allow this scorn to envelope me until I am hanging from a rope at the end of my days at the hand of my enemy? IS not my enemy your enemy Lord? Why then am I ensnared by the wicked? Deep anxiety overcomes me daily when I see that the promise you gave me is not fulfilled. Yet even now you are with me. Your hand is in all I do. I will believe in the Lord. The one who frees me from captivity and the one who redeems those who surely follow your ways are as blameless. I will see the day of my freedom and fight for your victory. Lord, if you set me free, will I not serve you in deep devout loyalty? Am I better to you in a cage rather than out in war? When you lay upon me my task, you said to me, you can fulfill my wish, you will succeed in battle. Yet the battlefield seems so far away. Lord, I will always worship you. No cage is too great that you can't penetrate, no bars that you can't bend and break like straw. I will put my hope in the Lord, for he will deliver me, and I will sing his praises forever and my mouth will never be silent.
Psalm 11 – Unfulfilled Promise
Lord, have you forgotten me? Have you forgotten your promise you made to me. When you said I will choose him, the one who seeks me to fight the battle for my great and awesome day? Lord, I am entrenched with waters of doubt, the enemy surrounds me saying, Is there truly a promise from God, such is not a promise. The wicked mock me with insolence because I am faithful to your word. They say, surely if you join our wickedness we will give you your freedom. Yet wickedness I hate, and your word, oh Lord I love. I read and delight in your commands; nothing is as precious to me as you, my Jesus, my King. You have everything in the universe under you. Everything trembles at your word. Will you not send for my aid? Will you not save your weapon against evil? Will you allow this scorn to envelope me until I am hanging from a rope at the end of my days at the hand of my enemy? IS not my enemy your enemy Lord? Why then am I ensnared by the wicked? Deep anxiety overcomes me daily when I see that the promise you gave me is not fulfilled. Yet even now you are with me. Your hand is in all I do. I will believe in the Lord. The one who frees me from captivity and the one who redeems those who surely follow your ways will be as blameless. I will see the day of my freedom and fight for your victory. Lord, if you set me free, will I not serve you in deep devout loyalty? Am I better to you in a cage rather than out in war? When you lay upon me my task, you said to me, you can fulfill my wish, you will succeed in battle. Yet the battlefield seems so far away. Lord, I will always worship you. No cage is too great that you can't penetrate, no bars that you can't bend and break like straw. I will put my hope in the Lord, for he will deliver me, and I will sing his praises forever and my mouth will never be silent.
Psalm 12 – Rescued and Delivered
Behold the Lord in wonder, sitting above the heights of the heavens! HE looked down to the oppressed, to the one who was in need. Desperate was my voice, agony had overcome me. On my knees I fell tortured in throes. Yet the Lord rescued me, he sent his angels to surround me. The saints quickly followed, the army of the Lord had assembled! The enemy smiled at his gain, but lost everything in a moment. Though the enemies stood, outnumbering me I was not alone. The Lord had sent me my desire. HE let me speak to him and praise the greatness he always shall be. The stars of heaven shined like children proud, The Almighty had spoken freedom. And because he spoke it, it shall be. I will worship the Lord, the Lord arrayed in majesty and splendor, arrayed in Gold and even the heavens wrap around him, clinging to his mercy. Truly the Lord delivers, and truly grants man's greatest treasures, and the greatest desires of their heart. Wisdom is the Light of God; by it all things are made known. My treasure is to desire and ponder this meaning, and I will live forever in victory with the treasure bestowed upon by my Abba, The Lord Almighty.
Psalm 13 – God beyond Measure
The King covered in a robe of shining Gold, arrayed in the heavens. The stars leave their places seeking my God. Honor beyond measure, glory beyond measure, love beyond measure, beyond measure is my God. Who protects the weak, the innocent from the attacks of the ruthless? Beyond measure is my God. Who gives delight to those who seek him, even giving peace from trials? Beyond measure is my God. Who delighted in Israel, saying that he would never forsake them for the sake of his servant David, and confirming his word in his son? Beyond measure is my God. Who sends the angels to light and give life to all who fear him, angels who delight in his presence and see his will as their immediate delight? Beyond measure is my God. Who redeems the chief of sinners, even those who were cursed by their own evil? Beyond measure is my God. Who holds the world by his right hand, who laughs and derides the wicked for he sees their day is coming? Beyond measure is my God. Who defends the orphan and the widow, even sets his heart to give them his sacred mysteries, even hiding it from those who have dedicated their life to seeking it? Beyond measure is my God. Who conquered the gates of death and went through the suffering of hellfire to redeem his people as a living sacrifice, even denying his own life out of compassion for love never ending? Beyond measure is my God. Honor beyond measure, glory beyond measure, love beyond measure, beyond measure is my God.
Slave Psalm 14 – Throes of Death
My enemy presses forth with lies as their banner, with deceit as their sword. All around me they look innocent as though their wickedness was not revealed. They destroy my every bone, they twist my very words, and they rot my very heart. With lies and deceit, they say, God will not hear, he will not save. Their pride raises and grows upon the wealth of your servant. I am robbed and left bleeding in the dust. My stomach growls for lack of food, my head swarms with torment as if the locusts have come to devour every green thing. I am beaten by my own sin, and I fear this sin will never leave for it haunts worse than a spirit of the grave. Even now it terrorizes and forces its way against my will. My life is ravaged by deceivers who speak with a tongue of honey, yet ash is in my ears, burning away the sanity like chaff in unquenchable fire. My hands were trained for war, yet now are banded behind my back. Though once spoke in pride and said the Lord is my vengeance and I am his tool, I have fallen and broken like a lump of molded clay. Now it will be said the Lord is my vengeance and does whatever he wills. My arrogance has set my heart to die. My own sins of desire have ensnared me into the lowliest of creatures. Despair has entered in my heart, how can I say the Lord will lift me out of the barred cage? How can I see with eyes of hollow pain? Agony increases like a debt to the wicked. How can I say I have anything when I have nothing? How can I say the Lord redeems me when I am set in the cage of rabid beasts? I am broken Lord. I am worse than all evildoers, for did I not know the way of the Lord? Have I not studied deep things in God? Yet for my own sin I am punished heavily while the sinner who knows not and does evil is repaid light. I am worse off than even the wicked that oppress the widow and the orphan, and in my eyes I can feel the Lord's wrath increase. All around me people are dying, no matter how deep my devotion troubles overwhelm me. Lord, redeem your servant and give him the freedom he seeks. Even the saints have turned their back upon me saying let the Lord do what is needed to break this man and I am utterly crushed. Yet your love for me oh Lord is never-ending. I cannot pay my ransom; I cannot do your will unless you save me from my sin. Lord, remember your people and remember your promise to them. Remember that you will show mercy even if it is for a remnant. Rescue me from these chains of misery that I may succeed in battle, that I may know your will. Have you spared me from the countless attacks from demons just to condemn your broken servant? Will you not see his escape from the cages of deceit and lies? Only upon whom you will have mercy will receive it, and those whom you condemn shall be condemned. But as for me, I will wait. I will see what path you will make for me, to see if I can be used as the broken vessel, I will see if you will take your servant to the depths of Sheol, or if you will redeem me from the pit of corruption. Darkness is all around me, and agony is my closest friend because against you only have I sinned, Praise the Lord. Amen.
Slave Psalm 15 – Love Bestowed
A Wedding Psalm. OF when the Royal King allowed a member of his court to wed his royal slave for his sacrifice for him.
Adorned in robes of splendor, with eyes of flowered heavens; the sweet fragrance of myrrh and frankincense seeps into my nostrils, for my lover comes forth to meet me in a wedding before the King. I am only a slave, a slave to the King but I was given a great honor for my sacrifice to the King. The soft flowers and their petals are to be thrown and to be graced by my lover’s feet. The joyous sound of song surrounds me, I am finally free. Though I was not granted my freedom, for a slave I am by choice, the King has granted me a free heart, a love and warmth of heart. May I die a thousand deaths if ever I glance at any other woman, to hurt her may my fate be the same. For the King has allowed me what is to be my greatest treasure, as she walks the sun refuses to shine except where her path will take her. She walks gracefully; her womanhood is before her, her mother is wisdom and guides her to the altar before the king. My father stands robed, next to the king with honor and majesty, for now a daughter he has gained. As I look to my King, my eyes are filled with joyous light. Who am I, oh King of Ancients, that you would grant me a wife among your nobility? That you would treasure a wretched slave to be in part with your court? May God grant the King all victory, may all nations come subject to the great King! May Gold from Ophir and spices from India, all the finest of all great gifts, the pearls of the sea, but only the ones of greatest purity, the finest gems deck thee oh King, may your crown always remain embodied with costly rubies with the heavens shining among them. May your kingdom expand unto the reaches of the heavens, may you receive joy and be thought good of by all who live in your domain, for you have looked to your slave with kindness and have granted me my own house. I will serve you all my life, may your life be forever! For the King is eternal, and he reigns in heaven and on earth, forever granting life and faithfulness to those who prove their sacrifice to him. The wedding feast is set for me, foods I have never tasted, yet it is her I wish to feed it to. I hold her close, I cannot let her precious breath escape my notice, I crave every good thing that comes from her, for in my mind I reel in loves desire. My heart will not falter, oh most beloved of women, come to my house and I will hold you in high esteem and serve you forever, till death do we live...
This concludes Book 3 – Slave Psalms and also the `Ebed Chokmah of the slave `Anan who went through the suffering of the evil of the human heart to become a slave of the Archangel Uriel