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Post by _ on Nov 8, 2020 11:43:03 GMT -6
Thank you for your prayers. Respectfully, I'm not interested in treatment advice.
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Post by Thomas Eversole on Nov 9, 2020 8:34:14 GMT -6
If I'm not mistaken, its his style of poetry. My guess, is that its woven here as a perhaps "unspoken" prayer request.
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Post by julienbakerfan on Nov 9, 2020 22:42:57 GMT -6
Ah. I see.
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Post by _ on Nov 10, 2020 16:59:34 GMT -6
(it's something doctors do to test patient cognition and it's from a play. it means i know what happens at a psych hospital and i know a psych hospital would not help me.)
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Nov 13, 2020 16:03:08 GMT -6
Pray for me. Thanks.
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Post by Thomas Eversole on Nov 13, 2020 18:04:24 GMT -6
Just prayed for you brother. If you folks could spare a prayer, I'd appreciate it. I've had a headache, ear aches and a sore throat for most of the day today.
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Nov 13, 2020 19:36:24 GMT -6
It's that time of year. I'm dealing with something similar right now.
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Post by _ on Nov 17, 2020 22:05:32 GMT -6
*paroxysms*
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Post by _ on Nov 20, 2020 20:22:58 GMT -6
I really want to kill myself.
I'd like to not want to kill myself.
Thanks.
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Post by anfauglith on Nov 21, 2020 2:37:46 GMT -6
I really want to kill myself. I'd like to not want to kill myself. Thanks. Praying for you! Also, let me know if there is anything I can do to help you.
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Nov 21, 2020 13:04:09 GMT -6
Same.
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Post by avjr on Dec 1, 2020 8:29:46 GMT -6
Pray for me. December is rough month for my family and I.
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Post by _ on Dec 5, 2020 15:42:15 GMT -6
i hope God kills me immediately and i hope i stop posting for expression and pleas and i hope my esophagous starts bleeding from the screaming because that would be cool and i
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Post by avjr on Dec 7, 2020 20:06:46 GMT -6
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Post by _ on Jan 25, 2021 20:54:04 GMT -6
the absolute depths of depravity, intractable depression, suicide, focus on school (success in which would best minimize the aforementioned)
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Jan 30, 2021 12:36:28 GMT -6
Starting to get to the bottom of my health problems. Prayers that first, the doctors will be guided with God's wisdom to help me, and second, that I will have the physical/mental strength needed to follow medical advice that they give me.
Also remember to pray for what warbound / _ mentioned above my post.
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Post by julienbakerfan on Jan 30, 2021 19:16:46 GMT -6
My brother has a relativelt mild case of Covid at the moment. Please keep him.in your prayers.
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Post by _ on Feb 1, 2021 10:55:46 GMT -6
panic
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Post by _ on Feb 4, 2021 20:37:16 GMT -6
There is no relief from pain.
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Post by Thomas Eversole on Feb 6, 2021 14:14:18 GMT -6
There is no relief from pain. There is no relief from pain if you haven't found the relief yet...
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Feb 8, 2021 0:56:08 GMT -6
Pray for my friend. If you need a name, just call him "F". He's going through a lot and needs relief from it + I witnessed to him tonight. Thanks.
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Post by _ on Feb 9, 2021 23:13:25 GMT -6
The test I've been studying 2+ years is on the 18th. If I fail again, I essentially get expelled. If I pass, I believe I continue on the path to fulfilling the purpose God gave me. Please pray for focus for the next 9 days, and any semblance of stability with mood; please pray especially for a pseudoauditory not-quite-psychotic-but-it-feels-close phenomenon to not happen, both while I study this week (it almost happened to a degree yesterday) so I can focus/learn and during the test (it happened during the test last time and I had to call my psychiatrist on a break and go up on my medication).
It is not easy/simple to comprehensively/accurately describe how much I value your prayers. And I should try to sleep now. (Prayers for sleep would be appreciated it -- so far it has been good, but in recent months it's been shaky.) Thank you.
edit: the day following this post was absolutely terrible. Lord, please ...
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Post by Bartimaeus on Feb 10, 2021 9:47:31 GMT -6
The test I've been studying 2+ years is on the 18th. If I fail again, I essentially get expelled. If I pass, I believe I continue on the path to fulfilling the purpose God gave me. Please pray for focus for the next 9 days, and any semblance of stability with mood; please pray especially for a pseudoauditory not-quite-psychotic-but-it-feels-close phenomenon to not happen, both while I study this week (it almost happened to a degree yesterday) so I can focus/learn and during the test (it happened during the test last time and I had to call my psychiatrist on a break and go up on my medication). It is not easy/simple to comprehensively/accurately describe how much I value your prayers. And I should try to sleep now. (Prayers for sleep would be appreciated it -- so far it has been good, but in recent months it's been shaky.) Thank you. Praying, brother
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Post by barabbas on Feb 10, 2021 11:05:28 GMT -6
The test I've been studying 2+ years is on the 18th. If I fail again, I essentially get expelled. If I pass, I believe I continue on the path to fulfilling the purpose God gave me. Please pray for focus for the next 9 days, and any semblance of stability with mood; please pray especially for a pseudoauditory not-quite-psychotic-but-it-feels-close phenomenon to not happen, both while I study this week (it almost happened to a degree yesterday) so I can focus/learn and during the test (it happened during the test last time and I had to call my psychiatrist on a break and go up on my medication). It is not easy/simple to comprehensively/accurately describe how much I value your prayers. And I should try to sleep now. (Prayers for sleep would be appreciated it -- so far it has been good, but in recent months it's been shaky.) Thank you. Praying, brother Praying . . .
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Post by _ on Feb 15, 2021 16:02:01 GMT -6
(*distress & deep breaths*)
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Post by julienbakerfan on Feb 15, 2021 18:46:36 GMT -6
Good news: my brother got through Covid safely. Looks like he only had a mild case.
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Post by _ on Feb 16, 2021 12:12:18 GMT -6
That the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard my heart and my mind in Christ Jesus.
Thank you for your prayers. I know I ask for them a lot.
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Post by _ on Feb 17, 2021 14:44:56 GMT -6
(I'm deteriorating. Self-hatred, self-ruin, self-death, etc.)
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Post by barabbas on Feb 17, 2021 23:24:41 GMT -6
(I'm deteriorating. Self-hatred, self-ruin, self-death, etc.) Tomorrow is the day. Praying . . .
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Post by nocturnaliridescence on Feb 18, 2021 13:59:39 GMT -6
I'm having surgery tomorrow. It's pretty minor, but I'm still kinda freaked about it, like I get freaked out about... anything medical I guess. Prayers. Thanks.
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